Hey, here's another edition of Stealthy's Somber Songs for Suicide! Just kidding, I don't intend to make these so depressing, that's just how they usually come out.

Anyways! Here's the lyrics!

Bleed from you
Unto me
The sand in your veins
Now choking my sleeves

I drank up
A pint of you
Now I'm an addict
For what you can do

Leave
Leave
Leave
Yourself to me

Taste-test your cup of wine
And I can't find
Anyone as fine
As yours
Before

Now you feel insane
Wanna be your pane
Open up or break
Me too
Do it for you

Je suis habillé de son stress (x4)

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I used an acoustic guitar (Peavey) and my own voice. Took those two ingredients, threw em in a little pot called Audacity, and mixed in a little bit of FL Studio for the horribly off-beat drums that I tried to fix, but couldn't for the life of me.
Enjoy!!

Leave

I hope you enjoy this song in all of its amateurish ways!

Here are the lyrics:

[Chorus]

I'll write you
Sit tight, you
I will see you in the next one

I don't know
Where I'll go
But I know I'm done with this one

[Verse 1]

You're the only one who doesn't annoy me
Of all the people
The world's employees

Hired only just to get on my last nerve
And wreck my relations
Make my life a disaster

I'll tell the truth if you want me to
And the truth's that I want you
And I want you to want me, too

But this world's one that I can't stand
So I hope to see you later
But if not then I understand

(Chorus)

[Verse 2]

Glad to see you after such a long time
How have you been?
Well, I've been alright.

I've been burning here in hell with Satan
But now that you're here
It's become my haven.

We'll be together just-a burnin' alive
But at least we're not disturbed
By the folks on the topside

And if you'd rather be up there with your crew
Well, I'll ask my buddy Lucy 
And I'll see what it is I can do.
For you.

(Chorus)

[Shitty Guitar Solo]

(Chorus)

In The Next One

This song is simply titled "Anecdotal" on account of it being based on a personal situation between me and someone I hold dear. So it's a bit of a serious song, but I hope you can still enjoy it!
Here are the lyrics as usual:

[Verse 1]

Just call me, dear
I know you're on the edge
And you're living in fear
And I know you must be tired
Being locked up in here
This poison's fogging up
The hope you want to appear

[Chorus 1]

Just call me, dear
Just call me, dear
Oh, dear
Just call me, dear

[Verse 2]

Just call me, dear
Send your voice
Through the telephone
And I will be there
Just call me, dear
I don't want you to be alone
In a place with no care
Whose visitation hours
Are a little bit weird

[Chorus 2]

Just call me, dear
I will be there
Right there
To dry up the rain
Don't feel no pain
No pain
No pain

[Verse 3]

Empty myself
I came to see you healing
But you're going through hell
My cranium corroded at the sight of it all
My heart was hardly holding
Just from watching you fall
I held your hand and heard you cry 
"I'm sick of it all."

[Chorus 3]

I'm sick of it all (x4)

[Outro]

Just call me, dear (x7)

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I used my guitar, hands, voice, and Audacity to make this. Enjoy if you can! 
Also, I swear I wasn't trying to sound like defective Kurt Cobain or anything. Upon my final playback I realized I kinda sounded like some horrible impersonation of him. That's just how I sound when I try to sing louder scream-ish lyrics. Sorry.

Listen to it on Newgrounds!
http://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen/753956

Anecdotal

I wrote this specifically for the NGUAC Knock-Out Round 2017, but I still put my all in it and decided to express myself with it anyway. I hope you enjoy and as always, here are the lyrics!
[Verse 1]
Fuck, I slipped and fell again
Love just hurts like hell in the end
And I am just a mouse
In your contraption
Goodbye to the aroused
Chemical reactions
[Chorus]
Poke around in my raphe nuclei
Stoke the flame that takes so long to die
Please go away
(Please go away)
[Verse 2]
No, this I can not take
I just want a fuckin' break
And luck may have it that
I'll be successful
But what if this path
Is not the best for me
We'll see
[Chorus]
[Outro]
Please go away
Ah
Please go away
Ah
I've gone astray
Ah
Please go away
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I used a Blue Yeti Microphone, my trusty Peavey acoustic guitar, and my voice for all of the music in this piece. As for the reading of the excerpt from Alfred, Lord Tennyson's "In Memoriam A.H.H." (1849), I simply used my mic to record a text to speech app's playback of the lines.

Check it out on Newgrounds!
http://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen/755612

Never To Have Love

A thing that I started out liking, but now I just think it's decent. I like the theme of the song and the diction used in the second verse, though.
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Lyrics as always:

Retrospective looking-glass
I wanna go back and kick my ass
There're several errors in the coding 
An HTML site won't finish loading

That's just fuckin' sad.
Who ever thought that life could be so bad?

So many paths to take
I can't find my own way
Who would I be?
If I wasn't me.

(I built a time machine.)
(Inside my mind, ya see?)

Watching all the unobtained,
Float away out of reach
A scow of decomposed remains
Abnegated by the beach

The waves frighten me.
I never thought I'd ever want to set out to sea.

So many paths to take
I can't find my own way
Who would I be?
If I wasn't me.

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Made using my trust acoustic guitar, vocal cords, and, of course, Audacity. 

Hope you enjoyed!

Check it out on Newgrounds!

https://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen/785209

Time Machine

Here's something I'm a little proud of, despite the kinda messed-up rhythm. I think otherwise, I did pretty alright! I hope you enjoy! :)

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]

True friends don't talk about you in your head
People today will lead you on and leave you dead
Don't trust those who seem just
You take the word of the shivers in your gut

[Chorus]

Persecution Complex Delusions!
I know there ain't nothin' in the closet
But something else
Keeps freaking me out
Tell me, please, have I lost it?

[Verse 2]

You feel the malicious stares of those who care
You take a breath, but your own whispers steal the air
You lose (you lose)
All the things that keep you sane
You've drained yourself, and now it's time to isolate

[Chorus]

Persecution Complex Delusions!
I know there ain't nothin' in the closet
But something else
Keeps freaking me out
Tell me, please, have I lost it?

[Chorus 2]

What if there was no solution?
I think the folks at home are out to get me
I think I know
They're keeping me out
On information
Why do they hate me?

[Outro]

Why must they hate me? (x2)
Why must the kill me
In my dreams?

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I used my acoustic guitar, my Roland Keytar/Synthesizer, FL Studio 12 for the (not good) drums, and Audacity for recording.

Check it out on Newgrounds!
https://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen/812636

Complex Delusions

Sometimes I make music.
I know I have a lot of terrible tracks from highschool on here lol but I just wanna archive them somewhere. Because memories.

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