Chill vibe in the best way 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻

man this got me close to TEARS. this is beautiful

WelcomeToRaptureRealm
Volume I

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WelcomeToRaptureRealm

@rivilin

Lyrics

I feel like an idiot
Like every single word that out coming out my mouth is shit, lately

I ain't talking its a bitch
Cuz every single word I'm just depressing all my friends, shaky

I ain't wanna face this
Demons in me got a lot of faces
Oh no no

Mental state is straight shit
Some days I aint really think I'll make it
Oh no no

I know they wanna see me on a stage
But know that I am terrified when eyes are on my face

They say my music saved the day
But every single day I struggle with anxiety

I used to want my shoes yeah
But now I'm standing here and fuck my head is still same

Thought it would've changed shit
But now I realize that happiness needs pain

Yeah so won't you tell me what do I mean to you
I guess im nothing I have a feeling I was used
Am I disgusting, sometimes we have to face the truth
I know im nothing, so you drain me out to be reused

You love to cut me down so you know I won't leave you 
Till he comes back around and you love to say we're through
I wanna spit you out when will I learn the truth
Im sick of screaming awake here's a big fuck to you

Cus I am done with being on the low why you gotta hide me so
like are you just embarrassed of me, I feel like I am nothing
I hear your ex-best friend talk about how much your happier
That's fucking unfair when you left everyone in the gutter

I guess it's time I moved on and just learned to fucking grow
I know I hurt a lot of people on this path you sowed 
For me and my best friend, didn't know what love really was
I can't just blame you for everything but the drugs were your fault

I felt like I was euthanized laying on the cough half alive
Stuck in a tunnel vision overthinking trapped in my mind
Makes me feel like im redundant never wanna be by my side
You woke me up at 2 am to watch your veins just collide

How do you think it makes me feel watching a suicide attempt
You know it fucked my mental state you watching me with contempt
Like was this my fucking fault I always tried my fucking best
I knew I wasn't enough I took my chances and I left

Yeah so won't you tell me what do I mean to you
I guess im nothing I have a feeling I was used
Am I disgusting, sometimes we have to face the truth
I know im nothing, so you drain me out to be reused

You love to cut me down so you know I won't leave you 
Till he comes back around and you love to say we're through
I wanna spit you out when will I learn the truth
Im sick of screaming awake here's a big fuck to you

I Guess I'm Nothing

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$LOTHBOI x Rivilin - I Guess I'm Nothing

mixed by 4nterexx
prod. onlyrealcash x whitecxffin

mtav 
+ + +

last resort

4nterexx - last resort (prod onlyrealcash + whitecxffin)

you are the problem

tired of the fake plugs
fuck these niggas scared of 
nigga download cash app
don't you want some munyun
nigga how you stupid n you dumb
jus fuckin pick one
thas why I'm miss the woods
these niggas ain't on nun dawg
niggas never speakin facts 
they don't know nun
n you know I'm off the xan wit the cocaine
n the homie from Vermont
where is that tho
nigga spent his whole life geeked like a lab dawg
nigga my whole life a joke why he pissed off 
I can't let these fuckin nigga fuck with my time
n I know
not the same yeye I know
not the same not the same
yeye I know
n I know
not the same yeye I know
not the same not the same
yeye I know

tired of the fake plugs
fake plugs
fuck these niggas scared of 

frfr





b707 take ya there

iRL
(prod. vvvl3nty‬ & indrasarrow)‬‬

i’m gon run it up because i need to
i’m smokin runtz because yall hoes can’t face the issues
everybody know that they ain’t shit
and they do anything for a paycheck yeah
everybody wanna be fake as fuck
everybody wanna be ranked as fuck
everybody wanna be stacked as fuck
everybody wishin that they was up
but in real life they ain’t gon be nun
cus they ain’t w the wave shoulda told them some
smokin on dope til my eyes go shut
tired of this shit all the time

i fuckin cry sometimes
because i’m fuckin depressed
i’m rollin up some blunts
because i don’t know nothin less
everybody on my dick
but they don’t know me like i do
i’m just tryna make an impact
and yall tryna get some views
i’m tired of the whole
whole competition at all
what happened to real shit
and why do people devolve
i wish i was around for that whole start of the wave
because it feels like i always got to play catch up with the ways

im talkin bout shit that you don’t even know
can’t play with me i’m so alone
why is ur number on my phone
cause i can’t think all on my own
i need some help i know that shit yuh
you don’t even know what it is yuh
i feel like reeves is who i am yuh
maybe this all part of a plan yuh

https://instagram.com/xxviireeves

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iRL (gehx‬ + indrasarrow)

LYIRCS

You know me
love art of the deal
if you really need some
send you that pill
aint no pharma
but the press be real
pickin up three times
you need to chill
packin out dime bags
it be a skill
i love my whales
cuz the hand me they krill
dont need designer
cuz i keep it real

like S-O-M-A
i cannot feel
double date
hot plate
S 90 pill
i been on dog shit
like i need to chill
but money keep foldin
so dont think i will

like S-O-M-A
S-O-M-A
S-O-M-A
i cannot feel
double date
hot plate
S 90 pill
i been on dog shit
like i need to chill
but money keep foldin
so dont think i will

like S-O-M-A
S-O-M-A
double date
hot plate
S 90 pill
i been on dog shit
like i need to chill
but money keep foldin
so dont think i will

like S-O-M-A
S-O-M-A

Art Of The Deal

BloodCult - Prod Geist + Deadlysin

breathe ( prod. twenyohthree )

BANGING ON THE GLASS  w/ softscars

Prod. Rick hardy 

Lyrics 

Lately 
I just want to 
Feel whole 
Again
Normal 
Again 

But
My body 
Hasn’t been feeling 
Like it’s 
my own 

My own 

All this pressure in my
Head 
The feeling of dread 
Of dread 

At any point 
I can go 
I can drop dead 
Drop dead

Where is my soul 
Losing all my homes 

Now where do I go 
is anyone listening 
No

Not since 2017 
When I started 
Losing everything 

And ever 
since 20-22
My mind 
Body 
And soul 
Turned blue

Not since

night ft hi-c prod me + dani kiyoko

heart break or nightmare

stuck in the sky

throwaway song no. 1483284523

lyrics ~

fell in love with your energy
i need you here right next to me
i wanna
get drunk, drive endlessly
watch your hair fall perfectly
i wanna
waste time and kiss you slow
face the world sun rain or snow
it's all i
ever really wanna know
and i want it here right now with you

baby
can you feel your emotion?
it's running through your heart
and trust me we'll make it so far away from here, love
and lost in the rainstorm
but you know i'll keep you safe
fingers through your hair 
you know you just deserve the best

fell in love with your energy
i need you here right next to me
i wanna
get drunk, drive endlessly
watch your hair fall perfectly
i wanna
waste time and kiss you slow
face the world sun rain or snow
it's all i
ever really wanna know
and i want it here right now with you

fell in love with your energy
i need you here right next to me
i wanna
get drunk, drive endlessly
watch your hair fall perfectly
i wanna
waste time and kiss you slow
face the world sun rain or snow
it's all i
ever really wanna know
and i want it here right now with you

~ we'll make it so far away from here, love

Prod. @lilduckk
💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

Lyrics:
why is it stuck in my brain
I know that it was all fake
You always wore that sad face
You were my little heart break 

Was it all just a mistake
I never know if im okay 
Watch it all fade and decay
I only cry with my blade
Tears only fall in the rain

Im not who i used to be
Let him die, let him fuckin bleed
Try to hide, every part of me
I cant rely, no ones saving me
X2


Imma make it this year
This year
I dont give a fuck if i give a bitch tears
I dont give a fuck if i die no fear
Imma give it all imma grind till its here

I live in the dark like a ghost
All my friends go
Watch the dreams fade slow
I just want the most

Goth boy with a new flow
Goth boy with a heart cold
Whoa


Fuck a limit i dont have one
Dripping on the floor skin burn in the sun
Fuck her twice and im done
Need a new bitch, real bad, draw blood

Draw blood
My gun on my side
Shawty do you wanna ride
Her lips on mine
She could take my life


why is it stuck in my brain
I know that it was all fake
You always wore that sad face
You were my little heart break 

Was it all just a mistake
I never know if im okay 
Watch it all fade and decay
I only cry with my blade
Tears only fall in the rain

Im not who i used to be
Let him die, let him fuckin bleed
Try to hide, every part of me
I cant rely, no ones saving me
X2

Little Heart Break (Prod. WellFed)

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