Diary (feat. Ani)

I’ve probably wrote a thousand versions of this verse

but nothing can encapsulate how much I hurt 

everytime I think I need to see your face 

I get remind why that shit was a mistake 

stay sad stay mad I don’t give a fuck 

cos all you did was take advantage of giver 

I’m fucked up now hope you still feel enough

Of that guilt you had before you said I needed help


It’s funny how you switched up when I moved on 

Just say you’re mad that I’m not around your finger now 

and if I’m being honest I’m seeing shit better now. 

I wasn’t happy It was torture tryna feel proud 

of myself for having someone that would kick me to the curb if I just needed reassurance that I wasn’t being hurt 

i know this doesn’t matter that I’m saying how I’m feeling I’m just putting this on paper so I’m not taking bullets to my head like Kurt

RAZBLIUTO (i just wanna feel normal)

MALICE

SOLACE

CERNUNNOS*.✧

JEG HATER DEG
appreciate u Blaine for the sample !

HE TOO PETTY, BETTER BLOCK HIM
ALL I SEE IS RED
SHIT MIGHT END UP IN A COFFIN
MAYBE I SHOULD LASH BACK? MAYBE GIVE EM SOMETHING?
WHEN I START SHIT
HE CAN KEEP YOU, WORTH NOTHING TO ME!

You said I'd never see your name, why you talking shit?
I see your servant on my page, stalking all my pics
Think I'm done? well i am so go and stew on this 
Man can have you if he want, cos he's your second bitch

this shit a joke to me, why you still roped to me? 
stuck up in my mind, saying what ain't so to me
Take an L and move on, i got more with me
got another on my line, and she been crazy for me

Zolar...

HE TOO PETTY, BETTER BLOCK HIM
ALL I SEE IS RED
SHIT MIGHT END UP IN A COFFIN
MAYBE I SHOULD LASH BACK? MAYBE GIVE EM SOMETHING?
WHEN I START SHIT
HE CAN KEEP YOU, WORTH NOTHING TO ME!

DROP ACID, 
WANNA SEE WHAT I MEAN?
FULL TRANSIT
KEEP A CUT UP IN MY POCKET, IMMA STAB SHIT NOW
ABDOMEN TORN, LIKE A BAG CUT OUT
ALL THESE DICK HEADS CHASING CLOUT
MOTHERFUCKERS LOOKED DOWN
NOW THEY WANT A HIT FROM ME? STUCK UP IN A DROUGHT
I DONT GIVE A FUCK, THEY CAN KEEP THEIR SELF DOUBT
KEEP EM IN THE TRAFFIC, COS THEY ALL SELL OUT

YOU WON'T KNOW ABOUT ME,
SAY YOUR WORDS, KEEP IT COMING IM STILL MAPPING FORWARD!


PRAISE THIS GOD, PRAISE THIS GOD!
ZOLAR!

ஜ𝐑𝐄𝐕𝐎𝐋𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆ஜ

HATINGMISSINGYOU

𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐄 𝐌𝐄 (𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖑𝖚𝖉𝖊)

R⊕††

If I could run back now and tell you sorry for everything, I said I could make things right.
You wouldn’t know, you wouldn’t care
So why the fuck am I here still wasting my time

Battles through your scars got you talking ahead ,
I wouldn’t know, the pain that we didn’t share. 
I’m still on your side, if it’s dead in the end 

What now
I’m found 
I couldn’t 
Bare to tell you the truth 
But I know you wanna come through 
Just do it, get out of my view 

How would I know? To tell you I feel (I’m alone)
I can not sleep, to show you the real things,
The real things 

If I could run back now and tell you sorry for everything, I said I could make things right.
You wouldn’t know, you wouldn’t care
So why the fuck am I here still wasting my time

NIGHT TERRORS

sample - Sabrina Claudio

I wish I still knew shit better, last night left me fed up
Her face moonlit, wanna recommit
I can see my phone get lit on
I don't wanna feel shit anymore, got a hoe calling for sex, wont get up
Imma take my time
take this hit
go talk my shit..

Just be known, imma keep my tabs
following up, covering my tracks
i dont wanna seem fake, but I'm still attached 
god,, damn..
I don't want this, and I don't need that
get in my head, see what I got packed
I don't trust nobody, gotta watch my back

I GOT A PROBLEM, YOU KNOW I FALL IN LOVE TOO QUICK
I SHOULD COMMIT TO THIS SHIT
I SHOULDN'T COMMIT TO THIS SHIT
GOD... DAMN
I GOT A PROBLEM, YOU KNOW I FALL IN LOVE TOO QUICK
I SHOULD COMMIT TO THIS SHIT
I SHOULDN'T COMMIT TO THIS SHIT
GOD... DAMN

I GOT A PROBLEM, YOU KNOW I FALL IN LOVE TOO QUICK
I SHOULD COMMIT TO THIS SHIT
I SHOULDN'T COMMIT TO THIS SHIT
GOD... DAMN
I GOT A PROBLEM, YOU KNOW I FALL IN LOVE TOO QUICK
I SHOULD COMMIT TO THIS SHIT
I SHOULDN'T COMMIT TO THIS SHIT
GOD... 

come on, tell me what you know
seven letters on my phone, matter of fact i don't need to know her
i wont lie, i wont show
true intentions with my foes, better step back
get up go
get up, go,,

I don't fall in love now
I don't help my self now
drifting out my self, now
I don't need help, get me out

I GOT A PROBLEM, YOU KNOW I FALL IN LOVE TOO QUICK
I SHOULD COMMIT TO THIS SHIT
I SHOULDN'T COMMIT TO THIS SHIT
GOD... DAMN
I GOT A PROBLEM, YOU KNOW I FALL IN LOVE TOO QUICK
I SHOULD COMMIT TO THIS SHIT
I SHOULDN'T COMMIT TO THIS SHIT
GOD... DAMN

I GOT A PROBLEM, YOU KNOW I FALL IN LOVE TOO QUICK
I SHOULD COMMIT TO THIS SHIT
I SHOULDN'T COMMIT TO THIS SHIT
GOD... DAMN
I GOT A PROBLEM, YOU KNOW I FALL IN LOVE TOO QUICK
I SHOULD COMMIT TO THIS SHIT
I SHOULDN'T COMMIT TO THIS SHIT
GOD...

ENAMOR

KYOTO:
BOUGHT MYSELF A BLADE FOR PROTECTION IF HE STILL IN HIS HEAD
HE TALK OUT HIS NECK, HE'LL REGRET IT WHEN HE MISS OUT ON BREAD
I JUST WANNA STAY TO MYSELF, DON'T NEED A FUCKIN FRIEND
I WON'T TRUST A FACE ON THIS EARTH, THEY ALL STILL PRAY MOLOCH

THEY STILL WANNA TEST ME,
BETTER BELIEVE IT WHEN I GOTTA LEAVE EM ALONE
THEY STILL WANNA HOLD ME,
UP AND ACOUNTED FOR NOTHING BUT LEAVING A HOE
I DON'T WANNA BE,
WASTED AWAY, DRIFTING OUT CALLING BACK FOR MY HOME
PEOPLE WANNA PLAY,
IF I GOT PROBLEMS WITH YOU, BETTER LEAVE IT ALONE.

OZUMI:
DO NOT HIT UP MY PHONE, I'LL BE BACK IN A MINUTE
MY HEAD IT GETS CLOUDED, JUST LEAVE ME ALONE
I SPENT SO MUCH TIME OVERTHINKING AND THINKING 
THIS SHIT WOULDN'T HAPPEN, NOW IT'S IN MY BONES
YOU A MESS, YOU A JOKE, YOUR TEAM HOLDING DOWN
DON'T EXPECT YOU TO FLOAT
I'VE BEEN FADED THE MOST, ALWAYS STUCK IN MY ROOM,
SLOWLY TURN TO A GHOST

I BEEN STUCK MY ROOM, STILL A HELL OF A VIEW
I DON'T WISH TO BE YOU, BUT YOU WISH TO BE ME
WHY YOU BRINGING UP SCENES IN YOUR SPEECH THAT YOU NEVER WILL SEE
THAT COULD NEVER BE ME
THAT WILL NEVER BE OZUMI
OR WHAT EVER IM SUPPOSED TO BE
KEEP ON STRESSIN AND TALKING UP OUT YOUR NECK
IF WE THINKING THAT YOU A THREAT AND YOU COMING WITH DISRESPECT, 
WE'LL BE TAKING AWAY YOUR BREATH, BOY

KYOTO:
BOUGHT MYSELF A BLADE FOR PROTECTION IF HE STILL IN HIS HEAD
HE TALK OUT HIS NECK, HE'LL REGRET IT WHEN HE MISS OUT ON BREAD
I JUST WANNA STAY TO MYSELF, DON'T NEED A FUCKIN FRIEND
I WON'T TRUST A FACE ON THIS EARTH, THEY ALL STILL PRAY MOLOCH

NearMe,” (Feat. Ozumi)

original song by verzache !

LOST FOUND, TRACKED DOWN
I'M ON MY WAY TO CHAOS
PASSED OUT, I DON'T SEE
WHAT YOU THINK, I'M IN FAVOR
LOST FOUND, TRACKED DOWN
I'M ON MY WAY TO CHAOS
PASSED OUT, I DON'T SEE
WHAT YOU THINK, I'M IN FAVOR

I tell her how I got cold heart, imma let you in, imma try hard
Been alone for too long, getting fed up waiting for right one
So set me up on something, imma try now
It's better talking bout a problem, i wont waste now
Saw your face don't know what to feel about it
i'm stuck, the past wont leave now

you, you, 
won't enter my mind
you, you
I've got myself for life
you, you, 
won't enter my mind
you, you
I've got myself for life

LOST FOUND, TRACKED DOWN
I'M ON MY WAY TO CHAOS
PASSED OUT, I DON'T SEE
WHAT YOU THINK, I'M IN FAVOR
LOST FOUND, TRACKED DOWN
I'M ON MY WAY TO CHAOS
PASSED OUT, I DON'T SEE
WHAT YOU THINK, I'M IN FAVOR

This is pathetic, bombard me
Sensualities gone and it's ugly
I'm thinking on taking my life but I don't wanna loose everything that I'm building
I'm hardly making ideas, I'm faded now
I could make hits but they'll shrug em off
They got their favorites so fuck em all
They got their favorites so fuck em all

LOST FOUND, TRACKED DOWN
I'M ON MY WAY TO CHAOS
PASSED OUT, I DON'T SEE
WHAT YOU THINK, I'M IN FAVOR
LOST FOUND, TRACKED DOWN
I'M ON MY WAY TO CHAOS
PASSED OUT, I DON'T SEE
WHAT YOU THINK, I'M IN FAVOR

SNAKES -'𝔣𝔶 𝔞𝔟𝔢𝔯𝔱𝔥 (Needs remix)

I know what your thinking
feel good
feel good
feed me
feed me

My eyes are slow, you didn't know (you didn't know)
you didn't care (father them, father them)

Father Them
Father Them
Father Them
Father Them

eyes, gone now.
why, could I have cared to run you out
on your side, you know it's hard to tell you how.
I'm not them, I'm not them.

eyes are slow, you didn't know (you didn't know)
you didn't care (father them, father them)

PHAN†⊕M 𝙵𝙴𝙰𝚁٭⊹•

𝕊𝕆𝕄ℕ𝕀𝔽𝔼ℝ𝕆𝕌𝕊

𝕃𝕀𝕄𝔹 𝔽ℝ𝟘𝕄 𝕃𝕀𝕄𝔹 [𝔽𝔼𝔸𝕋. 𝔻𝔸ℕ𝕀 𝕂𝕀𝕐𝕆𝕂𝕆]

•⊹𝙱𝙰𝚁𝙺 𝙰𝚃 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙳𝙾𝙾𝚁 (𝙵𝙴𝙰𝚃. 𝚅𝙸𝚂𝙰𝙶𝙴 𝙱𝙻É𝚄)⊹•

a remix of Blvd Nights by Team Sleep , enjoy :)

LYRICS

YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL,
YOU KNOW I'M REAL
TO WATCH YOU BLEED 
YOU KNOW MY MISERY

I FEEL REAL...
TO WATCH YOU KILL

WHY (SO)
YOUR (FAKE)
FACE IS NOT ON 
I WATCH YOU

WHY (SO)
YOUR (FAKE)
FACE IS NOT ON 
I WATCH YOU

SO..
FAKE
I WATCH YOU
SO..
FAKE
WHY..
SO..
FAKE
I WATCH YOU
SO..
FAKE
WHY..

IT'S SO COLD..
YOU WANTED MORE, NOW
MY HEAD IS GONE..
BUT I LIKE YOU GONE

BUT I LIKE YOU GONE
BUT I LIKE YOU GONE
BUT I LIKE YOU GONE
BUT I LIKE YOU GONE
BUT I LIKE YOU GONE
BUT I LIKE YOU GONE
BUT I LIKE YOU GONE
BUT I LIKE YOU GONE

WHY (SO)
YOUR (FAKE)
FACE IS NOT ON 
I WATCH YOU

WHY (SO)
YOUR (FAKE)
FACE IS NOT ON 
I WATCH YOU

PROMENADE [blvd nights remix]

WE DON'T TALK ABOUT THE LENGTHS I WOULD'VE GONE, 
I'M NOT CERTIFIED
I'M A KILLER LOOKING FOR MY MEAL, IF YOU WANNA TRY
JUNO WHAT I REP OUT THE DOOR, 
SEE ME WITH A KNIFE
I WOULD SKIN THEM RIGHT ON THE SPOT, 
SORROW NEEDS A GUIDE
CHIP AWAY THE WEAKNESS IN MY HEART, COLD AS FUCKING ICE
ADDICTED TO THE VIOLENCE, GETTING OLD, GET A FUCKING LIFE
FLIPPING EVERY SCRIPT, I KEEP IT REAL 
NEVER SNAKING OUT
I'M LEAVING BITCHES SITTING IN A DROUGHT, 
I STAY SECRET NOW


FIT SET
UNMASKED, NEVER CARED 
MIXING ABSAP, FEEL IT IN MY HEAD
GOING M.I.A
OFF THE GRID, DEAD
REALEST PEOPLE BY MY SIDE NEVER SHARED


I KEEP IT REAL, YOU RUNNING BACK, DON'T WANT MY FUCKING SMOKE
I PUT A SHOW,
GOT PEOPLE WATCHING, SO I LET EM KNOW
I'M NOT A COMMONER
I DO THIS SHIT FOR REAL, I SLICE THAT JUGULAR
GOT RED ALL ON MY SHIRT, I WIPE A SYMBOL, I'M A SUMMONER


I GOT BAD ENERGY STUFFED IN MY BAG, WHAT'S THE WORD?
I HEARD HE TALKING SHIT SO GET THAT ADDY, BRING THE HERD 
I HAD ENOUGH, 
IM TURNING SHIT AROUND
GOT PEOPLE MIMICKING MY STYLE BUT THEY WON'T KNOW WHAT IT'S ABOUT

WE DON'T TALK ABOUT THE LENGTHS I WOULD'VE GONE, 
I'M NOT CERTIFIED
I'M A KILLER LOOKING FOR MY MEAL, IF YOU WANNA TRY
JUNO WHAT I REP OUT THE DOOR, 
SEE ME WITH A KNIFE
I WOULD SKIN THEM RIGHT ON THE SPOT, 
SORROW NEEDS A GUIDE
CHIP AWAY THE WEAKNESS IN MY HEART, COLD AS FUCKING ICE
ADDICTED TO THE VIOLENCE, GETTING OLD, GET A FUCKING LIFE
FLIPPING EVERY SCRIPT, I KEEP IT REAL 
NEVER SNAKING OUT
I'M LEAVING BITCHES SITTING IN A DROUGHT, 
I STAY SECRET NOW

DECAY

DOT COM

MALEFIC

When i was 17 i went psychotic on my own.
created aliens to keep on showing what i know.
i call it rituals, and they keep on showing where i go.
there's truth in everything i speak, and what i've said been told.
i manifested all this shit to let my conscious grow.
now everybody wanna bite my style and how i flow.

silver, green and blue

i'm looking back, competition dead, all bled
all copying each other, jumping on these dumb trends.
i wouldn't do that shit, i care too much about my art.
im not pretentious, i just wanna state im caring hard.
they used to hate and now they're copying what people start.

so the less i know shows the lengths i'd go.
you can let me hold all my answers, 
all the light just drained on the sand i sat when i told her i planned it.

7 days is all i need to show them,
i can change everything, i'm over
patterns in my eyes, i swear i'm sober

never looking back, poisons over 
she was overrated, stuck in October
imma show them why i'm moving back like a cobra 
lucky i ain't stepping outta line for a show now   
motherfuckers hitting up my line like we friends now
go back in your den and talk your shit, i don't waste time

hitting up a dead beat, making my head grind.

WE DON'T SHINE

𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐃 𝐉𝐀𝐑

𝐓𝐔𝐌𝐎𝐑

𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑

𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐑 𝐃𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐑

𝐀𝐑𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐄

𝐌𝐄𝐑𝐊𝐈𝐍

am i the only one

remix/flip of a lapalux song :)

"IF ONLY I COULD BLEED AGAIN"

ᛒᛚᛟᛟᛞ ᛒᛟᚾᛞ ᛟᚠ ᛏᚺᛖ ᛋᛟᚢᛚ

Artist/Producer

all my reposts are songs I’ve produced/engineered :)

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