WET.WET.

im 20 today

gymnopedie no 1 played by me :p

this is my favourite classical piece ever written, fuck this is one of my favourite songs ever written, i stumbled across this song again via accident one day in 2023 and became obsessed and im not talking about listening to it on repeat (which i did) i full on did research about this song and erik satie as a whole. i literally spent my free periods and study periods to research erik satie and his whole life and the creations of gymnopedie like it would kill me if i didnt know every single piece of information about it LOL. i thought it was a new obsession but boy was i wrong LOL, i was doing some digging through my soundcloud likes and saw a song liked called gymnopedie at 3 am and saw i left a comment on it in 2021 LOL about how i love the song or something and idk why i just found it so funny i came back to it 3 years later in a whole different stage in my life, and to make it better i even saw i liked it earlier than that on spotify hahah. even though i know im nothing special like this song and i wont ever impact the world like erik satie and his gymnopedies did, i still like to think i am modern day erik satie and that gymnopedie no 1 is the perfect song to describe me :)

zadnopedie no 1

Akhimei - cross my mind
produced by me 🌋

Lyrics
just think this shts different
lately i cant focus
still i barely know them
they always cross my mind once a day
wonder if u feel the same
always would say that im crazy
hoped that I'd take a break

i know i been desperate
dont have to defend this
heading towards the exit
have so many better things to do
wonder how I'll make it through
i guess u win or u lose
it got me stuck in a loop

endings come near
its beautiful i hate it
a sigh of relief
why do i feel alone again
so when i reach out now and then
do u wish I'd leave you alone instead
im always trying to connect
it never goes how i expect

somehow the fake tears hurt more
like i been through this before
but when i come out the door
i know i took everything for granted
wont let myself ever be neglected
promise none of you i ever respected
always making the same excuses

ooh was i ever anything to you
i question a little too often
trying not to be forgotten
my selfishness keeping me stagnant
i question a little too often

just think this shts different
lately i cant focus
still i barely know them
they always cross my mind once a day
wonder if u feel the same
always would say that im crazy
hoped that I'd take a break

i know i been desperate
dont have to defend this
heading towards the exit
have so many better things to do
wonder how I'll make it through
i guess u win or u lose
it got me stuck in a loop

i cant stop
running out of hope for this
if this was an ordinary time
maybe I'd be there already
reflecting
trying to be honest now
dont know what you value
i cant get away from this

just think this shts different
lately i cant focus
still i barely know them
they always cross my mind once a day
wonder if u feel the same
always would say that im crazy
hoped that I'd take a break

i know i been desperate
dont have to defend this
heading towards the exit
have so many better things to do
wonder how I'll make it through
i guess u win or u lose
it got me stuck in a loop

cross my mind

lovesikkk

Spring Luther king jr

Catacombs.m4a

Milesaway.m4a

we got sticks 
ya we got 9’z 
tracer bullets hit yo spine
we goin up don’t bang my line
u wasn’t dere when I was down 
settin trendz don’t follow crowds
doin shit that’s not allowed
dey wanna be lik us so bad 
but dey won’t give us a shout 
wtf is that about? 
said he run up but i doubt 
boys be talkin jus for clout 
shit so funny laugh out loud 
baby come see what i’m about
money talks everywhere i go 
ya i think that’s my motto
i ain neva been a hoe
strapped up wit dem poles
if i let this ho go
shit will turn u to a ghost 
sippin’ lean im pourin’ 4’z
smokin’ gas im blowin’ o’z
all dis ice on me 
damn near think i caught a cold

we got sticks 
ya we got 9’z 
tracer bullets hit yo spine
we goin up don’t bang my line
u wasn’t dere when I was down 
settin trendz don’t follow crowds
doin shit that’s not allowed
dey wanna be lik us so bad 
but dey won’t give us a shout 
wtf is that about? 
said he run up but i doubt 
boys be talkin jus for clout 
shit so funny laugh out loud

9'z (prod. tainiykick)

MO$T HATED (999) version

knighttt:
(you know well, no you don't know me that well)
Who said you can come back when you ain't pick up your phone?
You ain't know me well, so stop acting like you know-
All of my responses cuz I'm not an A.I. hoe,
Everything I say I mean, it come straight from my soul,
The way you act, how could you know? 
What's up in my home? Inside my heart and soul? 
Please bae, don't get close, you got Midas touch of gold,
These good things- come to an end, I'm scared of the unknown
(it's cuz the bad things)
The way you act, how could you know? 
What's up in my home? 
Inside my heart and soul? 
Please bae, don't get close, you got Midas touch of gold,
These good things- come to an end, I'm scared of the unknown
It's cuz the bad things, they never let me go

Shir0:
Yea my head is so loud, I'ma smoke to turn it down,
Girl, you're just a peasant tryna mask it with a crown,
Damn, you're not my majesty, I'd never kneel or bow,
I say you don't catch my eye, but you light up in the crowd,
Light up in the crowd, girl it's hard to say goodbye,
Cuz back then in that moment, I felt we were stuck in time,
Guess I have to leave her cuz I'm tryna catch a flight,
They say love is sweet like candy, but it's bitter like a lime,
That's life,
Unexpected cold, like you just turned on the ice,
It was never meant to be and I'm just paying the price,
I thought I can't be fooled but you did it to me twice,
Yea I'm stuck up in my mind,
Thoughts are on rewind, I been hustling all my life,
Stacking all these racks on-top my wrist I make it shine, (make it shine yea)
On my wrist I make it shine (shine, yea yea yea)

knighttt:
Who said you can come back when you ain't pick up your phone?
You ain't know me well, so stop acting like you know-
All of my responses cuz I'm not an A.I. hoe,
Everything I say I mean, it come straight from my soul,
The way you act, how could you know? 
What's up in my home? Inside my heart and soul? 
Please bae, don't get close, you got Midas touch of gold,
These good things- come to an end, I'm scared of the unknown
(it's cuz the bad things)
The way you act, how could you know? 
What's up in my home? 
Inside my heart and soul? 
Please bae, don't get close, you got Midas touch of gold,
These good things- come to an end, I'm scared of the unknown
It's cuz the bad things, they never let me go



Touch of Gold + Shir0 (prod. YuBEL91)

Hell's Savior – Tommy’s Free (Prod. 2Lz)

@prodbygeam

lyrics:

walk in da trap, look what we doin
すべて熟考する
順調だと思っている
play wit my heart u made me feel stupid
引き裂くbae wyd
broke my diary u aint do shi
broke my heart u act so clueless

信頼を破壊した
話したことすべてを聞いた 
i might not even see the end of the month
聞きたくないi alr heard enough

she hurtin my soul she wantin balenci
何もあげられない
二人とも癒されたい
big boy amg hop in im drivin

heard enough (geam)

@ginm ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  @ginm ‎  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎@ginm ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎     @ginm@ginm ‎
prod @7lisuwa

u say that i’m goin insane, we poppin this pill rain
u bleeding to hell on the chain, my bone go decay into pain
why u stayin out my away, and ts bih why smoking propane
is this why my life is the same, my affection go out on that bane
is about you really why, play games, ok i’m down to hide, my pain
whatcha did now u made, fly away, now i’m in the garden, now uve seen

in the garden +gin #ɨռȶɛռȶ @aliswa

prod. xtasane
@kyxtsnxwy you carried me 😭

@vivianjuggin -
no i cant do this
n im laying on the floor n feeling stupid
i just wanna run away so i can vanish
yah without u by my side i wish i'd vanish

i spent all my life just tryna let go
still wish that u'd love me though
spending bands to cure the sorrow
i'll see u tomorrow
i wish that i could say that
but u dont wanna see me
even though i know thats my bad
im still gon end up bleeding

oh fuck im feeling so sad
miss the memories we had
but im the one who made u mad
n now u got me feeling bad
fuck i just cant let go
i swear that i love u so
please give me another chance
this back n forth is getting old

@kyxtsnxwy -
(it be getting old)
smoking the gas take the pain away
uh yuh, fade away
so many niggas act fake today
uh yuh, fake away
where was you when i was down
niggas be fake they let me go drown
got a mag it got hunnin rounds
don’t play, don’t know what im about
you don’t get paid, no amounts
you fuck with the snitches you clown
i be up now, like wow
smoking on big blunts so loud
bands pounds pesos and racks, shoutout my niggas they finna be #draxx
all of my opps they get smoke in a pack
getting my shawty a grand louie bag
pull up with sticks, you get hit with the static
goofy ass nigga be dead it be tragic
imma get money and money like magic
niggas be jelly im flexing my patek
smoking on opps and im feeling incredible, chill with niggas we high on the edibles, got a bad bitch she be feeling so flexible, grip on my glock and it came with a extendables
yeah, it came with extendables, shawty around me like mrs incredible, looking so pretty i gave her my tentacles, driving 2 raris they looking identical, lexi amazing he finna be spectacle, all of you pussies aint fucking professional 

@vivianjuggin -
no i cant do this
n im laying on the floor n feeling stupid
i just wanna run away so i can vanish
yah without u by my side i wish i'd vanish

vanish w/ kishi (xtasane)

im just tryna dance w/mita (prod.inuyasha)

mexico w/ himi2blunts

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existential.
"leuer d'espoir"

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