As I see the sunset off into the night
I sit and wonder if I’ll ever get this right
I know that this feeling will be good for me
But I don’t have the courage to act out on what I need
So where am I and how did I get here?
Furiously beating, my heart is full of fear
Standing here in silence, freezing up like cold
I want her to be mine, I want to be the one

Please believe in me now
I’m lost in the sound
Of your voice
And I think I’m losing control
All on my own
I need you to know 
That this time
I think I’m losing my mind

The days are getting longer 
But I think that I’ll be fine
As time is slowing down
I retreat into my mind
I’m trying hard to stop them
But I don’t know if I can
All these things that stop me from being who I am
So now I’m looking outward 
And trying to move forward.
I’d like to think I’m starting to
Come off as less awkward 
Trying hard to find a place, a spot to call my own
I want her to be mine, I want to be the one

Please Believe in Me Now

Before I leave Im coming to you
You have always been my biggest fear
Im scared of all the things you do

The way that you look when you’re standing so close
It makes me kind of start to lose control
I don’t know if i should react

The fire is lit in this cold dark room
Its the heat of the moment, sparks fly through the air
And i see you standing over there
But I’m too scared to come over to you

I’ve come alive for one more time
The time has come and it is mine
I wanna tell you what i wanted since this has all started 
Now watch my eyes as they meet yours
And be aware that this wont last long
I wanna tell you what i wanted since this has all started
Now I’ve lost my chance and you have departed me

I am a ghost, I’m a mystery
I am the light that refuses to be seen
But i can over more than that

A time of a dream, a small shard of hope
A fragment of what we may never know
But I cant quite get past you

The fire is lit in this cold dark room
Its the heat of the moment, sparks fly through the air
And i see you standing over there
But I’m too scared to come over to you

I’ve come alive for one more time
The time has come and it is mine
I wanna tell you what i wanted since this has all started 
Now watch my eyes as they meet yours
And be aware that this wont last long

Ghost

Wait for me now
‘Cause I cant hear the sound of your voice anymore
And now  I’m looking for
A ghost like memory of my thoughts from the past

A simple reminder 
Of a time much kinder
And the memories of what we did back then
Now just a year ago
Things were harder
But I’m trying now to push myself ahead
And now I feel happy
Content and kind of sappy          
The things I have keep me moving on
And I’m reminiscent 
These people that  I’m missing
They made me who I am.

So dont go far away 
I’ll be here in the same  place till the end of the year
I’m trying harder now
To keep myself from falling back down again

Reminiscence

I’m starting to feel the changing of times
I wish you would just make up your mind
Even when you tell me what to do
I still love every moment with you
With all of the fights and the distance we have
We never agree on anything said
I’ll ask you this question but you’ll only lie
Where do we go from here, you and I?

I wanna give you one more chance but i know that you’ll no to me
Why cant I let this go
This means the most
Where do we go from here?
Remember the times when  we had those perfect days?
Now I don’t know what to say
I wouldn’t have it any other way
Where do we go from here?

Its been awhile but I’m not ready to quit
Translate the rules for this complicated game inside my head
The thoughts reoccur inside, a daydream from the past
A scene of a simple life, where you and I were free from all the mess
So do you love me, or am I just an idea
Whether or not its real I still want to
Say goodbye with one last kiss
My optimistic point of view
Where do we go from here?
I still want to 

Give you one more chance but i know that you’ll no to me
Why cant I let this go
This means the most
Where do we go from here?
Remember the times when  we had those perfect days?
Now I don’t know what to say
I wouldn’t have it any other way
Where do we go from here?

I told you my plans but you shot me down
I gave it my all but I’m wondering now
Was any of this ever meant to work out
Or am I just holding on to the sound
Of your voice sounding lovely to me
The way that we walked that time on the beach
Your fingers in mine, and the smell of the air
The way that the wind danced right through your hair
Sooner or later I’ll figure it out
And I’ll still stand tall without any doubt
That when I find love I’ll give her my best
This jittery feeling I got in my chest
I remember, I felt that with you
When ever you smile you light up the room
It’s been a long year but now I’m moving on
It’s taking the best of me not to hold on

Where Do We Go From Here?

Staring at the phone, waiting for a call
That i know is not going through now 
These words in my head
These thoughts that I’ve said
And I’m not thinking this through now

So what does this mean?
It wasn’t your fault
But you’re taking all the blame now
I never wanted this to end so badly
You should go

Now i think I lost her
But i gotta get her back
And i know that this will be much harder
Now can someone help me out
This mess i got into 
Cause now its got me going crazy

I come to your house
Now I’m going home
You don’t want me anywhere near it
So scared of the things I might say 
But there’s no reason to fear it

Well i don’t want to live 
Inside of my head
Thats why I need to feel this
I know that its hard
But you don’t know
That i need this

{chorus}

Sitting alone outside in my car
Wondering, and waiting for you
Starting to doubt that you’ll ever come
But I’m not holding my breath

Waiting for a call, staring at the phone
I don’t think that i get it
Even though i did everything right
So now i think i lost her
But I’m not giving this up

{chorus}

My love
i just cant speak
its like a fire
is burning up inside of me
-
this strange new curiosity 
things change and its much harder to breathe
and i cant say i knew it all along
-
but this will take the very best part of me
so i dont know what else to say
or what any of this could mean
and i dont know which way to go
-
my nights
are sleepless with thought
and i am tired
afraid of what is coming next
-
and now i feel prone with some fever like chills
but when i see you its a euphoric thrill
and it would seem as if this delirium
-
will come and take the very best part of me
so i dont know what else to say
or what any of this could mean
and i dont know which way to go
-
i know
when i see you
my heart beats faster
and i dont know whats going on
-
well i dont like this gravity law
bringing me back down from the cloud that im on 
and now i feel grounded in this reality and
-
this will take the very best part of me
so i dont know what else to say
or what any of this could mean
and i dont know which way to go

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