MOM 

Dead in the bed.
No one was coming.
The tears were burning.
The room was bright.
Not a soul in sight.


How can you leave her?
When will she come?
What happens next?
I think I must run.


I’m standing in the doorway,
heart pounding like a drum.
Trying to understand
what I’ve become.


Oh Mom…

the silence hit harder than the truth.
The world kept spinning without you.
I’m still learning what a child’s supposed to do.

Oh Mom…

I’m calling out through the years,
hands shaking, full of fear,
trying to find you
anywhere near.


Dead in the head.
No one is coming.
The tears are cooling.
The shadow is dark.
Your soul is a villain's mark.


How can you heal her?
When she died by a gun?
What happens next?
I think I am done.


There’s a weight on my chest
that I never outrun,
a story unfinished,
a war never won.


Oh Mom…

I replay the moment like a scar.
I keep wishing you weren’t so far.
Trying to live with who we are.

Oh Mom…

I still reach for you at night,
hoping you’ll step into the light
and tell me
we’re alright.


But pain keeps shifting,
and time keeps lifting,
and something in me
starts forgiving.


You are not dead.
You are finally coming.
Your tears are drying.
Polarities are running.
Your soul was right.


Oh Mom…

I feel you in the quiet of my breath,
in the spaces life left.
Your love didn’t die 
it just changed address.

(To my Mom, Kate. )

Cold Weather Hot Jazz is a soulful holiday collection that blends smooth jazz, bluesy warmth, and a touch of vintage charm. Abigail Markley delivers original Christmas tunes with cozy melodies, rich harmonies, and a wink of playful nostalgia. From intimate fireside ballads to soft swing grooves, these tracks are made for snow-dusted nights, candlelit gatherings, and quiet moments with someone you love. It’s festive music with heart, style, and just the right amount of heat.

Lets Slow It Down This Christmas

Wanna One Laugh

Two Yoo Project - Sugar Man 2 Part. 7

Love Song (Sugar Man 2) By Oh My Girl

Could Not Even Start - Wooyoung

Stand by U

Ahn Yujin - Across The Universe

Last Chirstmas~赤鼻のトナカイ/BLACKPINK

赤頬思春期(BOL4) - LOVE COVER

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the full Episode (eng Sub)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=35-12u-pHjE

Stand by U

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