CANTPRETEND

ON ALL PLATFORMS

before i die ft nosgov (prod. wintertears)

"Tales From A Second Life" is a story of a newfound sense of living, a look into the mind of Lilsadgirl, and the story of her life. I love all my supporters, this is my gift to you :)

Potions

summer will be over soon

contagious (prod. bruks II)

cold

DNA (prod. pearlblade)

weaning </3

thruthenight/1pill (prod. inkivi)

i dont pop molly i jus pop ollies (prod.inkivi)

my aura (prod. inkivi)

in my prime! (prod. crow)

bleeding in2 u (prod. hurtleberry)

things never said (prod. BAD KID)

im sorry 
im sorry 
im sorry 4 tonight 
im not soft enough 
2 hold u in my arms 
u need more love 
I want u to be mine 
but im not good enough 
and when the sun will rise, 
ill be gone 
I was at the mall 
I was getting high in the bathroom stall 
walk right out then I spend sum bands on my doll 
everyday I cry until u fucking call 
snorting all these lines yeah I think I need some halls 
I lose everyone and its all my fault 
its all my fault 
why do u still call 
I'm nothing but a hole in the wall
u should use some art to cover me up 
I ain't got a heart to show u no love 
think you'd be more filled up if im up above 
I feel so annoying like I am a bug 
slap me in the face I don't need no hug 

im sorry 
im sorry 
im sorry 4 tonight 
im not soft enough 
2 hold u in my arms 
u need more love 
I want u to be mine 
but im not good enough 
and when the sun will rise, 
ill be gone 
I was at the mall 
getting high in the bathroom stall 
walk right out spend some bands on my doll 
I cry everyday until u call me 
walk right out then I spend some bands on my doll
crying everyday until u call

not soft enough prod jae money beatz

contradiction prod. shvde*

i need it when you call me out 
i love it when you calm me down 
i just need 2 hit the bong feelings coming down 
i might need 2 pop a pill if your not around 
i need it when you call me out 
i love it when you calm me down 
i just need 2 hit the bong feelings coming down 
i might even crack a seal pass out on the ground 
coming down 
never thought i would be loved still don't think it now
said i'm done getting fucked up but i'm in the clouds
i just love these fucking drugs i can't put them down 
i just wanna hold you love never put you down
i can't let you down 
i'm stuck in my mind 
i can't feel you now 
remember i was in the hospital off the ambien 
dying on the floor was all alone got no ambulance  
why didn't i pass on why'd i stand again 
i just wanna pass on to the ambience 
you can play my fav song cus i won't dance again 
hate my intrusive thoughts i wanna blast my head 
thoughts are so disgusting yeah they're so blasphemous 
always fuck it up when i'm in love i can't stand a bitch 
need it when you call me out
love it when you calm me down 
i just need 2 hit the bong feelings coming down 
i might need 2 pop a pill if your not around
i love it when you call me out 
love it when you call me out cus i needed that
love it when you calm me down your my ativan 
i just needa hit the bong feelings coming down 
i might needa pop a pill if your not around
i need it when you call me out 
i love it when you calm me down 
i need it when you call me out 
i love it when you calm me down

calm me down (prod. shvde*)

IM SICK BAE!

cant help wonder ( of what i could’ve had) prod east808

crying to my mic on the floor (prod. THERSX)

I don’t even drive flying through the sky like Santa 
pop me up a benzo cus I don’t understand ya 
i feel like im trassh got me singing gimme anna 
Ur all that I want u a blunt some dirty Fanta 
sick of being alone always feeling like a phantom 
yeah I’m just a ghost pale as fuck look I’m dying 
LSG I don’t try looks like I’m trying 
u love me but I still think that ur lying 
Kiss me please I don’t wanna see u crying 
on my jeans spilled some lean don’t care I’m dying 

I’m nocturnal I’m up in the night bitch 
love u so much that it’s kinda frightening 
charge me up like I’ve been struck by lightening 
ain’t been living I just been surviving 
up I’m climbing making it on timing  
3 am hit me up u know I’m sliding 
catch the bus and I’ll text u when I’m riding  
at your house looking at you I’m admiring

like a phantom (prod. crystalgems2002)

like an old stray cat I’ll keep showing up on your porch ❤️‍🩹

nose keep running at the store (prod. shvde*)

4 u (prod. sane bag)

I can’t stop having nightmares 
These lines make me too aware 
I need you but your not there 
Your far away it’s not fair 

Yeah I need you closer than my iphone 
Blood on my screen, destroy myself when I’m alone 
Do not disturb turn it off because I love you 
Never do that ask anyone that I’ve talked too 
I remember I was at my show with a broke shoe 
I don’t give a fuck I’ll pull up if I’m broke too
I know that they see me and they laugh like a joke too 
I don’t care I’m high, and they don’t know what I go through 

Don’t know what I go through 
Don’t know what I go through 
I remember I was at my show with a broke shoe 
I don’t give a fuck I’ll pull up if I’m broke too
I don’t get no sun I got nothing to grow to 
I stay getting high I got no one to go to 
I cut up one line but now I’m looking at two 
Everybody lied please tell me that you’ll stay true

Please tell me that you’ll stay true 
Baby cus I can’t lose you 
If I died I’d come back and would still chose you 
But I can’t cus like I said I can’t lose you

broke shoe! freestyle (prod. jvzir)

Love your smell wanna sniff you up like some coke 
I been working so hard getting to that dough 
Yeah I fucking crave you, you don’t even know 
Crave you more than these white lines I put up my nose 

Oh, make me wanna grow 
Broke as fuck but I’ll be in New York for my show 
Cus that’s what I really do this for 
I’ll be there for the ones that really need support 
Fuck all of the fake friends bitch u fucking made me poor 
Had me sleeping in the cold didn’t have a home no more 
But that’s when I met my love, I’m so glad I went on tour 
I’ll keep selling out shows, they’ll keep selling me short 

When my lips turn numb my feeling will distort too 
I just wanna love you always try not to hurt you 
I hope I deserve you, you’re everything I’ve wanted 

I would blow it all on you just to see you flaunt it 
I got blow it’s all on me, prolly shouldn’t have bought it 
I don’t care I’m all in they can watch me falling 
I feel like I’m Fry I can hear the future calling 
You and me together yeah fuck all the calling 
Tired of kissing through the phone need to feel your heart race 
Wake up everyday your in my head and in my home 
Kinda like I’m Tracy in my castle but I’m not alone 

Love your smell wanna sniff you up like some coke 
I been working so hard getting to that dough 
Yeah I fucking crave you, you don’t even know 
Crave you more than these white lines I put up my nose 
Oh getting to that dough 
I been working so hard getting to that dough 
Love the way you smell wanna sniff you like coke 
Crave you more than these white lines

crave u (prod. voidrave99)

I ain’t got shit but I’m still throwing fits 👕

idgaf im in luv!! (prod. siel)

I don’t wanna cause you problems let me be the problem solver 
I’m sorry I act this way my mommy didn’t need a daughter 
Pains inside my head I could see Toronto across the water 
Can’t trust or depend no it doesn’t matter where I wander 
I been grinding every day no I can’t get no sleep 
I was up In bayside they watched me while I was sleep 
I just wanna be alone fuck all these eyes on me 
All these fake hoes on my phone looks like they name audrey
That bitch tried to scam me yeah that lil bitch tried 2 trick on me 
Last year I was sleeping in the country found a tick on me 
Now they on they knees they sucking like I got a dick on me
I just want some cocaine in my nose it complement the tree 
U compliment me 
Like some plastic in the wind don’t wanna let u leave 
Wanna catch u cause I know ur better off with me 
I get angry so I isolate and hide the pain 
Goyard on my wallet I ain’t even getting paid 
Still remember when you lied and left me lone that day 
I got sober for you couldn’t even deal with the pain 
Left me for another one I almost blew my brains 

I don’t wanna cause you problems let me be the problem solver 
I’m sorry I act this way my mommy didn’t need a daughter 
Pains inside my head I could see Toronto across the water 
Can’t trust or depend no it doesn’t matter where I wander
I don’t wanna cause you problems let me be the problem solver 
I’m sorry I act this way my mommy didn’t need a daughter

problem solver (prod. siel)

I know it’s a lie when you say I’m the one 
I thought you were mine but I always wake up 
Time keep passing by and I miss you my love 
Bitch I’d have to die if I’m leaving, you’re stuck 
If you betrayed me I’d probably still stay 
Just like I did on that October day 
Asked if you loved me and asked you to stay 
You told me yes but you left anyway 
Don’t tell me I’m the one cus in my lil heart know you’re lying 
Say that you’re in love but everyone I love always been pining 
Why they always pining 
Am I on your mind thought I was your main thing 
Always so in love but it ends the same thing 
Guess I’m not enough what I touch keeps tainting 
Always the artist your my muse the painting 
I wish I could be the muse of what your making 
Please don’t tell me I’m the one mute what your saying 
Please don’t tell me I’m the one unless you’re staying 
Don’t tell me I’m the one 
Don’t tell me I’m the one cus in my lil heart know you’re lying 
I know it’s a lie when you say I’m the one 
I thought you were mine but I always wake up 
Time keep passing by and I miss you my love 
Bitch I’d have to die if I’m leaving, you’re stuck 
If you betrayed me I’d probably still stay 
Just like I did on that October day 
Asked if you loved me and asked you to stay 
You told me yes but you left anyway

Don’t tell me I’m the one (prod. C6loudy)

dior baby prod curtains

https://www.instagram.com/digital6irl/ 🖤🧸

2yung prod 5v x baslle

i remember that last fall 
i was walking through the halls 
i was popping tramadol 
i wanted to end it all 
pick me up before i fall 
u don’t hear me when i call 
i remember that last fall 
i wanted to end it all
i was walking through the mall 
i was popping tramadol 
pick me up before i fall 
u don’t hear me when i call 
i got scars i hate them all 
slam my head against the wall
baby i just wanna ball 
been through shit i can’t recall  
i was walking through the halls
i was walking i through the mall  
shawty told me do a haul 
baby i just wanna ball 
pick me up before i fall
u don’t hear me when i call 
i remember that last fall 
i wanted to end it all 
i was popping tramadol 
slam my head into the wall 
been through shit i can’t recall
i got scars i hate them all 
what uve heard about mes false 
i remember that last fall 
i was walking through the halls 
i was popping tramadol

lilsadgirl

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