I don’t even drive flying through the sky like Santa 
pop me up a benzo cus I don’t understand ya 
i feel like im trassh got me singing gimme anna 
Ur all that I want u a blunt some dirty Fanta 
sick of being alone always feeling like a phantom 
yeah I’m just a ghost pale as fuck look I’m dying 
LSG I don’t try looks like I’m trying 
u love me but I still think that ur lying 
Kiss me please I don’t wanna see u crying 
on my jeans spilled some lean don’t care I’m dying 

I’m nocturnal I’m up in the night bitch 
love u so much that it’s kinda frightening 
charge me up like I’ve been struck by lightening 
ain’t been living I just been surviving 
up I’m climbing making it on timing  
3 am hit me up u know I’m sliding 
catch the bus and I’ll text u when I’m riding  
at your house looking at you I’m admiring

like a phantom (prod. crystalgems2002)

like an old stray cat I’ll keep showing up on your porch ❤️‍🩹

nose keep running at the store (prod. shvde*)

https://soundcloud.com/monocryy
prod by https://soundcloud.com/xxnyck420xx
cover by https://soundcloud.com/corpse-disposal
lyrics:
am i meant to right wrongs every night
am i meant to take a pill every night 
matter fact i wish i would die
yeah i can’t see the point of this life

am i meant to right wrongs every night
am i meant to take a pill every night 
matter fact i’m done with this life
matter fact i wish i would die 

i miss my friend fee
you left me
we miss you man
we miss you friend
you were beautiful to me
you were my light, you’re in my dreams oh

i feel bad in the morning
wokeup by the morgue rain was pouring
wake up in a coffin everyday
wake up in my bed i’m wide awake

am i meant to take a pill everyday 
am i meant to right wrongs when i die
give me roses before i fucking die
give me roses while i’m still alive
am i meant to run away from everything 
am i meant to feel cold in the morning
am i meant to build a coffin while i sleep
am i meant to build a house while i dream
am i meant to build the destruction of me

am i the product of my life and i have sinned
god forgive me god forgive me i forbid
i can’t live in this life i can’t..

mckel - am i meant (prod. nyck)

https://soundcloud.com/ljp2900
[Lyrics]
yea i want you
if you want me too
yea if it meant nothing
i mean nothing too
but baby if you feel it
then i feel it too
but baby if you feel it
then i see it through

i won’t fall for it again
trying hard enough
i cant break through again
i cant fall through again

waiting on you baby
hoping that you save me
i know that you hate me
and she drives me crazy
waiting on you baby
hoping that you save me
i know that you hate me
and she drives me crazy

yea i want you
if you want me too
yea if it meant nothing
i mean nothing too
but baby if you feel it
then i feel it too
but baby if you feel it
then i see it through

ljp2900 - see it thru [prod. mckel]

I can’t stop having nightmares 
These lines make me too aware 
I need you but your not there 
Your far away it’s not fair 

Yeah I need you closer than my iphone 
Blood on my screen, destroy myself when I’m alone 
Do not disturb turn it off because I love you 
Never do that ask anyone that I’ve talked too 
I remember I was at my show with a broke shoe 
I don’t give a fuck I’ll pull up if I’m broke too
I know that they see me and they laugh like a joke too 
I don’t care I’m high, and they don’t know what I go through 

Don’t know what I go through 
Don’t know what I go through 
I remember I was at my show with a broke shoe 
I don’t give a fuck I’ll pull up if I’m broke too
I don’t get no sun I got nothing to grow to 
I stay getting high I got no one to go to 
I cut up one line but now I’m looking at two 
Everybody lied please tell me that you’ll stay true

Please tell me that you’ll stay true 
Baby cus I can’t lose you 
If I died I’d come back and would still chose you 
But I can’t cus like I said I can’t lose you

broke shoe! freestyle (prod. jvzir)

lilsadgirl - not running away </3 (prod. Wavrmuzik)

U don’t fucking need me 
She said she don’t need me 
Snorting up the oxy 
Nobody beileve me 
Since I was a kid ain’t nobody would believe me 
Probably should have known that you’d lie and fucking leave me
He said he don’t need me 
She said she don’t need me 
I don’t have a meaning 
I don’t have a meaning 
Nobody beileve me 
Love me when I’m bleeding 
They won’t even love me when I’m bleeding 
I don’t wanna waste your life 
Even wasting my own time 
Will you let me fall 
Just like everyone else 
Doing drugs by my lone 
Man I hate myself 
Man I hate myself 
Better off alone 
But I love you so 
Closest thing to home 
Love to watch me fall 
Lock myself in the house 
Take away the keys I’m never coming out 
Take away all I had can’t give to no one else 
Nobody beileve what I say 
I think I’ll be gone any day 
I just want you by my side every day 
But no one needs me anyway 
Lock myself in the house 
Take away the keys I’m never coming out 
Take away all I had 
Take away all I had 
Nobody believe what I say 
I think I’ll be gone any day  
I just want you by my side every day

u don’t need me (prod. 50g)

prod mckel 

@monocryy
think ur cute 
but u dont wanna be with me 
im such a disease im such a disease
and i rlly thought you liked me
i guess im stupid
i guess im silly
am i fucking stupid cuz i wanna be with uu, uu
would u still like me if i dressed all pretty
if i wasnt how u remember me
would you still like me if i talk all crazy- crazy
i know theres something deeply wrong inside of me
side of me- yeah
i know when i die it wont look so pretty- pretty oh

@znth01
woah, i just wanna give u my all
nah i cant believe i missed another call
i promise its my bad, i see you look so sad
lets leave it in the past, times movin so fast

yea time movin so fast
i kno that u kno that
im feelin a slow crash
dont think i could go back

yea, i kno u see me
in the scenery, what do you see in me?
okay im smokin tree, i got a theory
i know whats true to me, in my reality

yea, am i reality
am i reality, am i reality