RELEASED ON HAPPY TAPES JUNE 2020 

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Phases make up a life,

How lucky then am I,

To have had so many.



Ingrain me so with richness,

That real variance of feeling,

Indelible blessing,

Of the highs and lows.



Touched warm like of the sun,

By sweet fear of the yet undone,

A new leaf,

Anxiety’s gift,

To be able to feel and to feel like this.

__



Oh and I know it's made with

Intelligent design,

Paradise perfected,

All elements aligned,

But who's Eden, by design, 

Will it resemble your childhood or mine?



In love we trust,

A leap of faith,

Into the next phase,

Our digital escape,

Gaze into eachother's mind's eye,

Released from flesh, to never die, 



But can they capture the way,

You look to me,

Glittering in the glow,

Of my fallibility,

Simulate every freckle on your face,

Never dare to approximate, 



And with this new leaf,

Save humanity's gift,

To be able to feel,

And to feel like this.

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Shock my senses with the injustice of morning,

I fear I feel I must be falling,



Back to the earth,

To the seperateness of bodies,

And now you'll never see what I see,



All the beauty, 

All the longing, 

To share what can only be fleeting, 



I wanted that connectedness,

Now I'm out here,

With the rest,



Live our lives,

I guess it's time we tried, OK, 



And if I feel there's nothing more to know,

It's only because I haven't known very much of life, 



Begging for something more to feel,

Running from anything real,



Coz all that we share,

And all we create,

Can only be laid to waste,

I wanted that connectedness, 

Now I'm out here,

With the rest,



Live my life,

I guess it's time I tried, OK.

___



I don't mind that you have to go,

Because I'm still basking in your glow,

Isn't it fine to never find,

Out what you didn't need to know,



Oh you’re not good for me,

And I could never be good for you,

I’m not so arrogant as to believe that I could ever,

Change a thing you do.

Zoom Me Higher Tape Side A

Soi
Ham Laosethakul

Past:
Soi: Homegoing February 8 2020
Soi: Harold, anecine (live), Claudia Sins 25th of October 2019
Soft Centre After Party | 2019 as Faultlines 15th of September 2019
Soft Centre | 2019 Casula Powerhouse Arts Centre 14th of September 2019
Soi: Nerve (live), Artemis & Loif Friday 23rd of August at Angel Music Bar
Liquid Architecture: Rui Ho, Jale, RHunter, Papaphilia x Mossy 333 1st June at Angel Music Bar
Soi: Cuttinng Room, Will G-R & Nat Salih Saturday  11th of May at Angel Music Bar
3000 2019 (Melbourne)
Grip 2019 (Sydney)
Obsidian 2018 (Melbourne)
Echo Flats 2018 (Sydney)
Club De’range October 2018 as Faultlines (Melbourne)
Sacred Prism Strawberry Fields 2016 (Melbourne)

Booking/Contact: ham.laosethakul@gmail.com

Artwork: Thawan Duchanee

producer/live act, sometimes DJ

Labelmaker at EMBER 

Also play as Sub-Par with @maxwellsadj

electronic music and arts in naarm

@felinefine, @juicy-velour & @professor_unicorn

homemix on @area3000 first wednesday of each month 4pm AEST

We acknowledge that the land we love and share music on is the sovereign land of the Wurundjeri and Boon Wurrung people of the Kulin Nation and we pay respect to their elders past, present and emerging.

Zoom Me Higher Tape Side A

Lara K.