I DONT KNOW WHAT LIFES ABOUTE FALLING DEEP DEEPER DOEN

suicidal affirmations

Crustsox - FPS (unreleased cover demo?)

Oh God Why (Feat. Cameron Phlodge & Chadpilled)

why did he leave us… 

lyrics:

Sent a Garfield pic to you
You're so fucking cool
You never opened it
And it just makes me sick

I know I'm the one you need
I'll make you complete
You're the one I want
Just go to the [?]

It's all fucked
Never know why
But Dasha's cute
I wanna have her in my life

And it's all fucked
'Cause Dasha's a bitch
I sent you stuff but you
Won't fucking open it... it... it

I saw that you're into [?]
I think that's pretty neat
Yeah, I like it too
Not as much as you

And I know that you like chess
I bet that you're the best
And I'm real good as well
Without you, life is hell

It's all fucked
I never know why
But Dasha's cute
I wanna have her in my life

And it's all fucked
'Cause Dasha's a bitch
I sent you stuff but you
Won't fucking open it... it... it

Sometimes I just feel alone
Like no one out there understands me
I think that you'd be the one
To make me feel like I'm [?]

Stuck on you
Stuck on you
Stuck on you
Stuck on you

It's all fucked
I never know why
But Dasha's cute
I wanna have her in my life

And it's all fucked
'Cause Dasha's a bitch
I sent you stuff but you
Won't fucking open it... it

Dasha - Fried by Fluoride

Where I got it from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ujZJzua1eFc

Scars

https://open.spotify.com/album/6MFkylPbqLSVewVqpW2D4g?si=dj4p4xD6R--8O238MeCkZw
Follow fried by fluoride

Lyrics:

In the back, I'm breaking down
I don't know what life's about
Falling deep, deeper down
Better off dead in the ground

Sometimes I wish I never wanted
But I know it's gonna leave a scar
Sometimes I think my head is haunted
Everything is gonna fall apart

I'm not special
I'm just hollow
Like a gator
I'm just hollow

In the back, I'm breaking down
I don't know what life's about
Falling deep, deeper down
Better off dead in the ground

In the back, I'm breaking down
I don't know what life's about
Falling deep, deeper down
Better off dead in the ground

I'm not special
I'm just hollow
Like a gator
I'm just hollow

Fried By Fluoride-Gator

song with @edgemaster42
we've been married seven times
in my head
just wait till i get the courage
to picture you in my bed
love or not its plain to see
youre just not the girl for me
my true match is a loaded gun
pointed straight at my head
hate my guts 
why do i destroy my everything for you 
hate my guts 
why do i destroy my everything for you

Why did i fall for your atupud grace
You clearly have no horse in this dumb race
Theres no continuity in emotional promiscuity
I can guarantee that

when
i realize 
im not an object
you
fall apart
hate my guts 
why do i destroy my everything for you
hate my guts 
why do i destroy my everything for you
you fuckin hate my 
fuckin hate my guts

h8te my guts (with edgemaster42)

Wonderful moment fall and crack before us all
Sense of dread blossoming
That buoyant fruit rot bouquet prime
I beg you

Give it to me
Give it to me
Give it to me
Give me good news

The look of despair is infiltrating this
I'm begging you

Give it to me
Give it to me
Give it to me
Give me good news

Give it to me
Give it to me
Give it to me
Give me good news

I can't be saved by my better wishes
My self-defense is nonexistent

Give it to me
Give it to me
Give it to me
Give me good news

Tragic moment torn apart at the last breath
Allow a small light through
Watch the garden grow with this new fruit

John Makarewicz - Drums, Bass
Nick Nunziata - Guitar, Vocals
Micah Robinson - Backing Vocals
Steve Murphy - Backing Vocals

Good News

Fields of Forgetting — Concept Summary

Fields of Forgetting is a haunting meditation on memory, truth, and the quiet erosion of history.
Each song explores a stage in humanity’s gradual surrender to forgetting — how stories fade, faces blur, and beauty replaces honesty.
It’s not about destruction, but about silence — the slow, elegant disappearance of what once was.

The album moves from gentle denial to collective amnesia, blending progressive and art rock with cinematic soundscapes, melancholic guitars, and philosophical lyricism.
Voices drift like ghosts across vast atmospheric textures, evoking the emptiness left when memory becomes myth.

At its core, Fields of Forgetting asks a single question:
When everything fades, what remains real — the truth, or the story we choose to remember?

Seeds of Silence

"Windows of Fear" is a high-energy, thought-provoking track that dives into the restless loop of overthinking  the endless replay of every small decision and fleeting doubt that keeps us from truly living. Set at a driving 130 BPM, the pace mirrors the chaotic rhythm of modern life, the rat race that blurs our sense of presence.

Lyrically, the song explores the idea of breaking free from that mental noise a reminder to live as if it’s your last day, because “a man that don’t care is dangerous.” The quick tempo and layered instrumentation evoke the intensity of the human mind under pressure, while the Beatles-inspired sound brings a classic edge, complete with snapback-style vocals that give it a punchy, defiant attitude.

“Windows of Fear” is both a warning and a liberation a sonic reflection on anxiety, purpose, and the courage to let go.

Windows of Fear.

Stay in my room all day long
I need to get a job
but I cant because im messed up
scared of everything and everyone
I stutter and stare anytime that anyone talks to me
and at this point I wanna drop out of society

Im an agoraphobe
so scared of leaving my home 
can barely pick up the phone
im fuckin dying alone

terrified wherever I go
something's wrong me and everyone knows
they all realize that something's up
they know that I'm a fuck up
never moving forward again
beat down by the shit in my head
I just wish that my life was fun

Im an agoraphobe
so scared to leave my home 
can barely pick up the phone
im fuckin dying alone

Agoraphobe (Fried By Fluoride cover)

Death By Slater

Practicing self destruction
I can barely function
I fucked my whole life up
I think that my times up
Theres no coming back now
Everyone is sad now, sad now

Times up i know that my life sucks
Nothing worth saving I am barely living
Waging and praying just to end it
You wish i was dead now dead now

Ill be dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Wasting my time because it is all worthless, worthless
Ill be fucking dead by 30, 30

Useless this why I choose this
Maybe im just stupid dumb and clueless
Houston can you read me can you even hear me
Do you even need me Need me

Chemicals in my brain
I am not the same
I watched too much youtube
I ate too much junkfood
Had too many vaccines
Now something is wrong me, wrong with me

Ill be dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Wasting my time because it is all worthless, worthless
Ill be fucking dead by 30, 30

Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Lifes fucking worthless

Dead By 30 (feat. UhOhSlater)

im so sick of it all
got no friends who care to call
and i am working all the time
its taking a toll on my mind

wake up go to work
come home late is it even worth it
up and repeat the very next day
i am wasting my life away

im so sick of it all
my life is hitting a brick wall
i feel so alone
got no place in this world to call my home

the day will come when im fed up 
and i decide to make the jump
and end it all and as i fall
ill think of my friends who didnt call
to see if im okay
they probably wouldnt care anyway
so lets just get it over with
cuz nobody cares about me shit

im so sick of it all
my life is hitting a brick wall
i feel so alone
got no place in this world to call my home

sick of it

i really hated how you said goodbye
you fucking left me and without a reason why
you cut all contact and abandoned me
when all i wanted was some female company

worthless you make me feel like i am worthless
no purpose when you up and left me deserted
curses cursing out your name i dont deserve this
i dont want you anymore

i lie awake at night cuz i cant sleep
i think of you and i cant help but feel weak
its so sadistic how you showed your love
i wanted you but you didnt want me

worthless you make me feel like i am worthless
no purpose when you up and left me deserted
curses cursing out your name i dont deserve this
i hate you go fuck yourself

Worthless

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