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LYRICS:
Fuck you and your sympathy you never leave me alone
Please stop treating me like a child I’m like 47 in dog years
Why won’t you let me be who I wanna be
It’s like you’ve all trapped me inside a box
All my parents and elders and even some friends that i’ve had

I just want to be me
Not this perfect little boy that you see
I want to write what I want
Not what you believe
I want to write, my own story

So i’ve heard a lot about what everyone thinks I should be
Like what the hell has the world already planned everything out for me
I don’t want to be responsible like you think
I just want to write music and scream all the lyrics that mean a whole lot to me

I just want to be me
Not this preppy little asshole waiting for yr approval
I want to yell all my lyrics in hope that you’ll understand
That i want to be different.

a song for the troubled youth

JUDGE - "Addicted" (ft. Jesse Rutherford // Lil West)

PRODUCED by JUDGE

CoPRODUCTION by Dylan Brady (@lilbando) // Alexander Lewis (@alexanderjlewis)

WRITTEN/PERFORMED by Jesse Rutherford (@theneighbourhood) // Lil West (@lilwestbb)

ARRANGED/MIXED/MASTERED by JUDGE

ART by 
Janice Griffith (www.instagram.com/rejaniced/) //
Mikey Joyce (www.instagram.com/mikeyjoyce/) // 
Dro (www.instagram.com/drophoto.co/) //
Duong Nguyen (www.instagram.com/duongtype/) //

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LYRICS
---
HOOKa [Jesse Rutherford]
---
i wish you well 
just go away
you got me twisted
i blame myself 
for your mistakes
im addicted
---
VERSE1 [Jesse Rutherford]
---
smokin every morning for the first thing
sippin something strong because im thirsty
i dont like it outside
so ill stay in here
until the coast is clear
---
HOOKb [Jesse Rutherford]
---
cuz when im outside
i feel like 
i can do anything
---
living my life for me
but i dont need
anything
---
BRIDGE [Jesse Rutherford]
took it all
the same as you are
so i understand
your point
but you need to move on
---
HOOKa
---
VERSE 2 [Lil West]
---
you thinkin you know my every move
but how do you know
and everytime i say im done with you
babe where do you go
its a reason that you wanna come around
when im finna glo
im so in the zone
you already know

i wanna stop it

you gettin violent 
baby i hardly can function
you make me vomit
you always lying
you never said why you crying
you indecisive
you gettin lost

but notice i always could find ya

you never tied it
you never tried it
you always tell me youre tired
---
HOOKa/b [Jesse Rutherford]
---

THANK YOU to @noisey / Beats1 for the world premier

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JUDGE - Addicted (ft. Jesse Rutherford // Lil West) [coprod. Dylan Brady // Alexander Lewis]

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about a guy that sucks

sometimes i feel like i just wanna go back to my old ways
you’re telling me I’m silly it’s no fun in the old days

i’m such a romantic
i never remember
how things really happen
i guess you’re attractive

or something

live in the moment
thats what they tell me 
but what ever happened
to when you would hold me
and hold me
and hold me

girlfriend or girl thats a friend?
it’s easy just to pretend
we don’t have something real
its just how we feel

i'm feelin' something right x6

i wanna be the one you think about at night
and i wanna be the one that you would put up a fight 
for
you know that i adore
that even when you’re bored
i’d buy you anything and everything i can’t afford

Flaming Hot Cheetos

sorry it's been so long.

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/5BTIuoLO20tBe9DBVooLqN
apple: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/numb-single/id1252086345

I'm different now
Pill poppin' got me feelin visceral
Melancholy girl tell me where you're from
Why the fuck should I smile I'm barely on

(Ooh get me higher)
Do this 'till you're fucking numb.
(Like damn betchu riding)
Do this 'till you're fucking gone.
(Ooh then I'm riding)
Do this 'till you're fucking numb.
(Like damn let me ride out)
Do this 'till you're fucking gone.

Do this 'till you're fucking on with me.
Leave it behind it's all gone 
If you really wanna let it go
Let it.
You wanna feel something and that's fine.
You gon' let him swallow up your pride?
You can come with me and just ride
We can do this till the night end
Cigarettes and pills burn your eyes
You can take off your disguises
He ain't worth the tears that you cry
All you wanna do is get high
That's okay, lets get high.

(Ooh get me higher)
Do this 'till you're fucking numb.
(Like damn betchu riding)
Do this 'till you're fucking gone.
(Ooh then I'm riding)
Do this 'till you're fucking numb.
(Like damn let me ride out)
Do this 'till you're fucking gone.

Same kick with a new bass
Same bitch with a new face
Same dish with a new plate
Cookie cutter that's the new way
New friends think they knew me
Old friends act a new way
I've been getting it the hard way
They gon' find out the hard way
When she call me baby hit her with the plan b, and that's plan a
Car straight from Japan, hands free but ignore when she call me
I can't depend on nobody and everything that I've been doing it's all me.
Who the fuck gonna stall me.
Who the fuck gonna stop me.

I've been numb.
I've been on.

Apple Music

numb [prod. by aftertheparty]

shoutout to homegirl yools for the tag as always! happy bday <3 

with an ocean full of stars i wonder which one u are 
i always felt so close to u even though we're always so far
apart, and my heart it drowns at the thought of us not together
like im under the weather, how u got me fallin like a feather
in an ocean full of stars 
ur always on my mind no matter where u are 
and u know that ill always be carryin ur heart 
everywhere so u and i will never be apart    

because you~
got everything i need u know its true~   
maybe i can show u somethin new~
its funny bc u havent got a clue 
that lately i been feelin u 
when the sun is down youll rest your head upon my chest
i always see u as a treasure girl u got me obsessed
u take away the demons every time i feel depressed
and ik that i aint perfect but im tryin my best 
to be the one for you~
and everything u need u know its true~ 
and maybe u can show me somethin new~
its funny bc i havent got a clue~
that lately i been feelin u  

with an ocean full of stars i wonder which one u are 
i always felt so close to u even though we're always so far
apart, and my heart it drowns at the thought of us not together
like im under the weather, how u got me fallin like a feather
in an ocean full of stars 
ur always on my mind no matter where u are 
and u know that ill always be carryin ur heart 
everywhere so u and i will never be apart        

w feelins left unsaid, i lie awake in bed 
u know im always overthinkin always stuck inside my head 
im always scared of growin close but i still talk to u instead  
of never looking forward to whatever lies ahead 
w feelins left unsaid, i lie awake in bed 
u know im always overthinkin im just stuck inside my head
like im trapped within a maze, help me find a way
bc i been feelin lost for days i wanna fade away

into an ocean full of stars i wonder which one u are 
i always felt so close to u even though we're always so far
apart, and my heart it drowns at the thought of us not together
like im under the weather, how u got me fallin like a feather
in an ocean full of stars 
ur always on my mind no matter where u are 
and u know that ill always be carryin ur heart 
everywhere so u and i will never be apart    

w feelins left unsaid, i lie awake in bed 
u know im always overthinkin always stuck inside my head 
im always scared of growin close but i still talk to u instead  
of never looking forward to whatever lies ahead 
w feelins left unsaid, i lie awake in bed 
u know im always overthinkin im just stuck inside my head
like im trapped within a maze, help me find a way
bc i been feelin lost for days i wanna fade away..

<a href='https://theartistunion.com/tracks/229f80'>Download for free on The Artist Union</a>

8/25/2017

stream on spotify!

ocean of stars

cover of hennessy & sailor moon by @yung-lean-doer @bladee1000 @acea
🌙✨🌙✨🌙✨🌙✨🌙✨🌙✨🌙✨🌙✨🌙✨🌙✨🌙✨🌙✨
prod by @uglyzucc
mixed by @t6kana

2018 Singles

Hennessy & Sailor Moon 🌙 [prod by ugly zucc]

mom, im lonely <\3

blue boy

i made this to listen to when i sleep 
---
We can fly away
To the skies 
Don't have to run away
From how you feel inside
We can close our eyes 
And drift away 
maybe we'll meet inside
Our dreams tonight

Lost in your eyes 
Like stars in the sky 
I feel at ease when you're by my side
I've lost track of time
Now the sun's on the rise 
I feel lost in this lonely night

But we can fly away
To the skies 
Don't have to run away
From how you feel inside
We can close our eyes
And drift away 
Maybe we'll meet inside
Our dreams tonight
So we can fly away
To the skies
Don't have to run away 
From how you feel inside
And if we close our eyes
We'll drift away
And hope we'll meet inside
Our dreams tonight

buy/listen

we'll meet inside our dreams 💤

art - @riley-rand
prod. - @fiftysix000

lyrics:

Why try to face it
Problems creatin
want him, but takin
My heart with her, breaking

stop me from shaking
help, baby, fake it
What a mess ur makin
Im always mistaken

Live a cold world, snow in us all
Wish u coulda cared enough to just give me a call
Come an break me down until there’s nothing left at all
heart was so big, but you made it so small

Don want me, for, who i am
frankly i dont give a damn
Know you’ll never understand
Go and find another man

Wake up with u in the morning
Nothing makes winter more warming
In my heart, you're always swarming
Love for you is always forming

wanted you to care, 
(but) there was nothing there
Heart aches with despair
No escaping this nightmare

Why try to face it
Problems creatin
want him, but takin
My heart with her, breaking

stop me from shaking
help, baby, fake it
What a mess ur makin
Im always mistaken

twitter

mistaken (prod. fiftysix)

lyrics !
let me see you
let me meet you
come to the park
we’ll stay till its dark
you can bring your friends
and we’ll all pretend 
that we’re ok

tell me all your problems
and we’ll try to solve em
put your hand in mine
i’ll spend all the time 
wishin you were mine
for more
than just a day


cause i see somethin in you
and its drawin me in
i just wanna be with you
cause im happiness then


let me see a part of you
that no one else but mee can see
i wanna learn about you
i wanna call u my baby

cr*sh

⚘

spotify: 
https://open.spotify.com/track/5gm4MGsuk6uVaDfqgLiAug?si=S_61YjUJTiKcWbZCePnAjg

itunes/apple music: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/get-you-the-moon-feat-snow/1359271409?i=1359271412

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get you the moon

Kina - get you the moon (ft. Snow)

Spotify

LYRICS !
night turns 2 day but it all feels the same
im still stuck inside these 4 walls hopin 4 a change

i wish that i could drive
go w u on the high - way
away from all this 4 a day
its like all my days on replay
its like all my days on replay
and i never rlly kno what 2 say
when ur standin right up in my face
but i hope u still wanna stay
i hope u dont get bored of me

ive been out of my mind
in a vacuum of time
kinda need u 2 feel alive

__hey i jus wanna say thank u 4 all the lov recently, iloveu <3333
__prod by me

applejuice

thank you for listening <3 

i can’t let it get to me 
tell me why i feel empty
i’m insecure about everything 
i try so hard 
but in the end 
i’m stuck beneath my sheets 
lately life has got me so far down 
i’m stuck and i can’t seem to find my way out 
life sucks 
i’ve said it all before 
sometimes i just wanna leave my body on the floor 
i don’t really care what you think of me 
imma make it work 
i just want to live my dreams 
everything inside of me 
is telling me i’m wrong 
i don’t know if it evens worth it making these songs 
i know that you don’t care about them 
all the effort that i put in feels so wasted 
you tell me that you love my songs 
but you never ever listen when you’re all alone 
you tell me that you love my songs
you never listen to my songs
don’t tell me i’m wrong 
no
don't tell me i'm wrong

i lied when i said that i’m fine 
i sit alone in my room and i want to cry 
nowadays i feel so empty all the time 
i don’t know what’s going 
it feels like i’m blind 
i’m blind
i’m stuck 
and i’m lost in this big world 
so many decisions got me feeling overwhelmed 
should i do this 
or should i do that 
why can’t i just die and leave it at that 
every song i make says the same thing 
that i had myself and i wish that i could change things 
honestly i wish i could escape my feelings lately 
nothings matters in the end 
i don’t think you can help me

Spotify ♥

don't tell me i'm wrong (prod. morxk)

majesty

safe haven (feat. supachefm!)

Sample Credit: Tycho - Glider
Keyseeker - Postcards

Get this bank yeah boy you know I withdrew it
I been flowing so nice this revenue is so fluid
I been inhaling gas and I been wonder who grew it
Man this shit so nice five stars I review it

Coming from the bottom I'm just tryna light it up
Fuck this sadness out of darkness I be lighting up
Climbing from the gutter I just wanna be enough
Found a girl that finally really wanna show me love


Been high up cause she look like a model
Feel like I'm drunk I don't even need a bottle
Look at the time why you gotta be so far girl
Staying up all night and I been talking to my Stargirl


Please know that we're gonna be okay
Yeah we're in this shit together each and every single day
Really hope this doesn't fade, I been tryna find a way
Everynight I stay up thinking bout the way that things have changed,

Feeling like I'm dead but I get money
Shawty looking at me like I should be in the bed with my honey
Yeah I call her my bunny it's springtime feeling real sunny
Man this girl something real stunning you know it aint even funny

Why's it so hard just to feel okay I wanna be alright
Every day that goes by I'm just tryna find the light
You been wonder how I do it so you got me in your sights
I aint fuckin with the syrup but I'm fuckin with the sprite

I just been all up in my hustle
Grinding and it's taking some muscle
City lights with hustle and bustle, I been avoiding some trouble
I save my cash and it double, ooh

Been high up cause she look like a model
Feel like I'm drunk I don't even need a bottle
Look at the time why you gotta be so far girl
Staying up all night and I been talking to my Stargirl

Know I'll make it to the top I just been grinding
I'm still drowning in these feelings I been finding
Gonna be okay it's something I'm reminding
Know I'll make it to the top I just been grinding

stargirl

lyrics:
fell hard but flexed up i knew could 
won't stop till me and my brothers good 
i love the way that you're doubting me
shape shift like i'm doing alchemy 
fall back y'all dropping some mid wow 
fucked past I'm living for right now
find me with all the lights down 
i'll see you around 
yeah i'll see you around 

time passed, can't get that shit back 
picked up myself now to get racks 
don't care about what you're saying 
can't stop until we make it 

same kid, stuck with the same dreams 
one day you'll see me shining 
right now, we go hard we grinding 
imma star, it's just the timing 
fell off, but now i am climbing 
like a diamond imma gleam with the bros 
looking stupid imma leave you looking froze 
i don't think i wanna die anymore 
i just wanna feel alive in the morn 
couldn't grow until i was torn 
think i died but now i'm reborn

umber eyes (ft. + prod by ever)

an angels smiles what you sell
drag me slowly down to hell
misery is all i see
i can feel you here with me
cross my heart and hope you die
repeat the phrase until its time
born into this world to rot
all things come to be loved and lost

i wont be what you want me to be
feels like everyone just wants something from me

is it true what they say
just like night turns to day
you wake up to the sound
of your kids at your grave

say goodbye
say goodnight
make sure you sleep tight
knowing well this the last time youll see the sunlight

i did it all for you
i did this all for you

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laur