this was a first take and a hail mary at most I lowk forgot the lyrics for this song and kinda enjoyed making it sadly this is going public like really on all platforms somehow anyways, I hate this song so much.

paintthewallsusingme

thank god dude I couldn't submit this into routenote for some reason it was copyright i'm guessing anyways i'm lowk just creating songs lemme know what I should change and I plan on taking this serious soon this was kind of a better song.

ihateeverythingdontyou?

i hate you so much / it’s a scratch  
on my throat / when i try not to speak  
it’s the way that i flinch / when i laugh  
like joy’s just a trick / that leaks  

i hate you so much / it’s a bruise  
on my ribs / where your name still sits  
it’s the way that i lose / when i choose  
to forget / but the memory hits  

i hate you so much / it’s a walk  
through the house / where your ghost won’t leave  
it’s the way that i talk / like i’m fine  
but my hands still shake / when i breathe  

i hate you so much / it’s a thread  
in my shirt / that i pull til it tears  
it’s the way that i said / i’m okay  
but i meant / i’m stuck in despair  

i hate you so much / it’s a game  
that i play / just to feel like i’m real  
it’s the way that your name / still remains  
in my mouth / like a wound that won’t heal  
/
Kinda slowed part.
i watched the sky turn grey  
while you forgot my name  
left me on read, left me to fade  
but i stayed anyway  

you said it’s not that deep  
but i drown when i sleep  
your ghost in my sheets  
still whispers to me  

i hate how soft i get  
when you’re cold as death  
but i’d break my neck  
just to feel you again
/
I hate this song so much.

I hate you so much.

untitled 2009.

final draft.

I trusted you with my heart.

i watched you disappear in real time.

rott with me please.

You've been used so much.

im so torn.

this one was kinda made for fun lemme know if its good and also i can never get drums to work lmao im planning on jst buying a kit.

thoughtsineverycornerofthisroom

music creator kinda for fun and I do yt as well if interested.

avglabsuser

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