Prod me 

(Chorus)
Ipod shuffle we can dance 2nite

Sippin monster canz and I'm feelin like a slutt

Tripp pantz on me when i step into the club

Ima slit my wrist I think ima throw up
2x

(Verse)
Throw up p4rty in the rave 2nite

flashing colors everywhere, i see flashing lights

Kandii bracelts on pink, blue, and white

Vampire swag, countin money in tha moonlite

halloween time, and its scary outside, I just really want you by my side 

Ghost in my iphone showing messages, "don't read this or you might die"

(Bridge)
Ima cut myself 2niteeee
x2

(Chorus)
Ipod shuffle we can dance 2nite

Sippin monster canz and I'm feelin like a slutt

Tripp pantz on me when i step into the club

Ima slit my wrist I think ima throw up
x2

IP0DShuffl3

Prod me

(Verse)
vampire in the moonlight, hello kitty

I know that that i'm fuckin so pretty

come and fuk wit me

come and dance wit me

we can party all nite off this kandi

sc3n3 kween ima sc3n3 kween

ima popstarr 

icon

i'm sooo tipsyy

of this monstyy

come and drink wit me

come and dance wit me

we can get so fuked off this monsty

(Chorus)
you can call my skype whenever you feel like 

and i wont mind at alll

I just hate myself, whenever i wake up

I don't like it at all
x2

(verse)
invader zim bag on just for me to flexx thatt

look at me i'm lookin so raddd

cut my wristt 

cuz i really wanna die yeahhh

kandi braclets on thats not really a surprise yeah

i'm so swagged up, studded beltz on me

haven't ate today i'm walkin like a zombie

walkin in the club like i'm such a hottiee

Everybody starin, sorry not sorry

xD Letz Meet 2nite

XOXO Lacerate
(verse)
keep my celly on me
keep my ipod on me
leapord prints i love them
tripps pants i love them
ima walking zombie
can you see my hipbonez?
hopefully prolyy...
am I something special
am I just a burden
can you please tell me
am i too annoying?
~cuz thats just how i feeeel~

(chorus)
and i'm dancing in the graveyard with you
2nite i think i'm goin crazee
but i dont care at alll
no i dont care at all
x2

(verse)
i'm so fuckin worthless

why do you stay around me

It all feels so pointless

cuz i still feel lonely

yeah i still feel lonleyyy

throw me inna coffin

I dont wanna live nomore

(Chorus)

Waste

Prod me
(chorus)
my head feels empty

with no words

ur better off staring at 

the blank walls in my room

cuz i'm no use 

when talking too

i zone out constantly


(Verse)
and i'm so sorry 

if it feels like i'm not 

listening to you

i'm trying my hardest

but nothing works out

i'm feelin so tired

i'm feelin so dowwwwwn

(Chorus)

One Rope Is All I Need To Make My Problems Disappear

Prod Me

(Verse)
just leave me here

i'll waste away

with noone there

2 keep safe

i'm all alone

or so it feels

like everyday

I cry again

hopelessness consumes me

everywhere i go

and i just wanna be fine

but the cycle never wants 2 end


(Chorus)
seems like everyday

yeah its always the same

with me just feeling down

now the leaves start to change

and i'm leaving it all

so please don't be upset
x2


(Verse)
new rocks on, i'm feelin like a baller

mcdonalds halloween pails, from october

nobody wanna talk, i'm sucha loser

sittin all alone, sippin on monster


just tell am i fine

or am i just so paranoid

that i cant even leave the house

without falling on the ground


(Bridge)
I don't really matter at all

So i dont think i'll even make it till the fall

x2

(Chorus)

June

Prod me :PPP

(Verse)
it becomes another routine

a reoccuring tragedy

when i wake up in the morning

wanna scream at everything

But i wont
cuz i cant

my voice wont let me do the things i want to

so i sit in the corner and cry


(Chorus)
i feel trapped inside my head

like i got no way outtt

I wanna stop it but the

pain in my chest wont subside

i'll tell myself that maybe i'm not worthless

but honestly i don't really buy it

a burden on the surface 
is all i really am

i'm sorry if i tend make things difficult

(Verse)
so lets just backspace

make myself self new again

So I can be clear and conscious

of everything around me 


and i keep trying

tell me that i'm not to blame

and i'm the floor

sorry if i'm letting you down

(Chorus)

Forever ago...

Prod Me
 (Chorus)
it all seems to fall

apart in my mind

just anxious is all

just wasting my time


but yk that i

cant keep goin onnn

pages turn for you

but its over for me


(Verse)
i've been losin my mind real slowly

i've been thinkin bout it all and i hate it

It's so stupid

and ik it

i think i might just off it

and ik that you think everythings alright

but i really wanna blow my brains out

so just help me

I think i need it

sometimes i really dont know

(Chorus)

Constant

Prod me
(Verse)
 pull up 2 tha party

feelin hella nausous

think i need a monsty

so open up my bag

need some caffine in meee
so i can feel ok

tripp pants on i'm so swag
i'm sorry idont mean 2 brag

N!tro blastin in my room
got nothin 2 say 2 uu

(Chorus)
so could u hit me up on tumblrr

u can repost my blog

even ask me something 

I just wanna talk 2 uu

(Verse)
feel disgustin
everytime i walk outt
bloodyyyy tissuess
vomit in the bathroom
where my razors att
no need 2 be descreet
when i'm in my room
everydays a partyy

i'm hiding awayy
and pretending like i'm better off alone
even if i try
nothing really matters in the endd

(Chorus)

Hit Me Up On Tumblr

Prod Me
(Verse)
scared to open up

so I just run and hide

would you even care

if i dissapeared and died

but its all fine

guess it doesn't really matter

wake up in the night

I dont wanna cry

but i see its overr

but ik that its nott

Oh why do i tryy


(Chorus)
so when i leave this placee

with cuts all over me

would you be upsett

or just acept i'm thru

with being in this room

away from everyone

I hate the silence but i still need it

to here myself think /clearly



(Verse)
never been ok

backtrack all of ur statements

you think ur always right

but its never the situation

lie and manipulate me

guess its all that i'm worth

i'm just a burden on you

I can see thats the truth


(Chorus)

Distance

Prod Me
(Verse)
i've beenn waiting longgg
but i tell my self
that everythings alright
when its not
and ik that
but i just wanna be fine


(Chorus)
I cant let this go
and any second i might throw up i'm not suree

i'm not fine

i'm just tryinnnn

but it never seems 2 work out 


(Verse)
tell me why

but i've been so concerned

about nothing and everything

I'm just off one

kandii braclets on meee

i think ima partyy

i dont wannna be heree

Waking Up Never Gets Easier, And Neither Does Falling Sleeping

Prod Me
(Chorus) 
I don't wanna keep on going on

its all i'm my head i cant stop

tell you how i feel
i think i'm gone

but maybe i'm just overthinking it    


tell me is it worth

i'm not sure i try tho

tell me why i hate this

and why i can't be like that


(Verse)
walk up in the placee wit my tripps pantz on
can u see the blood, i bled on themm

hide my insecuritez in studded beltz

itz okay i'm fine its what i tell myself

usally i cant fall asleep

with thoughts runnin round and round my head

i wanna just off it'll be fine

or maybe i won't but its ok

(Chorus)

Waiting For Nothing

Prod Me
(Verse)
maybe i fk'ed up
I'm sorry
but eveyday's harder
iwant out nd I don't think it'll be fine
but i can try
to make it thru this day
but maybe its hopeless 
its over
nd everyday i try 
but it never seems 2 ever work out
i'm over/
tired of this all

(Chorus)
Layin down on the floor
cant get upp
without you without monster i'm noone
and its true i'm addicted 2 the caffine
but wiithout i cant evn wake up
kandii bracelts on
got a studded belt twooo
off monster yeah thats my daily routine
Tell me that i'm wrong I can't even disagree
Ok i'm gonee

(Verse)
waste my time
layin down on my bed
hello kitty figures on my table

cutz everywhere
wanna leave this place
I dont wanna be alivee

nd I hope that everthings alright
spill my gutz to you
dancing in club lightz
can we please not argue 
i don't really wanna fight
my moods so down
so i'll just say ur right

(Chorus)

It Wouldn't Matter Anyway

Coverrr 4 N!tro SOng :OO 4 the funnziez

(Chorus)
I can no longer vision myself aloneee

memories won't let go of me since you goneeee
away

can't survive just being without you

ur my life and i'm dead without you

I can't stop thinkin about the past

i miss you 

i miss you


(Verse)
As my day goes by

I can't help 
but think of why we're not together

they say love dies but i promise that our love will last forever

I only vision you with meee

baby me and you were meant 2 beee

(Verse)
If only you knew

If only you knew how it felt 2 be in love
x4

I Miss You (cover)

Prod Me
(Verse)
put me inside

a basket of urs 

a couple a razors

2 make me feel fine

it doesnt rlly hurt
as much as when you lie
and tell me its ok
when ik its not
so maybe i'll just
down a couple of these
it won't be so bad when i'm
under the ground
I know dn't you care
I know dn't you mind
but it culd just be all in my head....


(Chorus)

incoherent rambles
I go onnn
doesnt mean that much to youu

but it means the world to me
that you'd waste ur time and listen
cuz i'm just a nobody
with so little motivation for
being alive

(Verse)
takes a lot outta me just to be here

sometimes i get jittery
cant get over my fears
anxiety be creeping
just like a deer
dont wanna shed a tear
 but monster arent real

and neither i am

i'm just afraid of going outside

hidee myself away

so i can be safe

from everything and everyone around me

(Chorus)

Reoccuring Dreams

Prod Me
(Verse)
 pourin up monster

i feel like a scene queen

tripp pants they on me

inside my bedroom, got canz of sum monsty

scrolling thru tumblr 

lookin at domo-kun

feel like i might give up

yk that i swag out

gir on my backbling

i'm eating sum ice bro 

self depricating 

i'm just so annoying 

ion think ill make it
make till the morning

(Chorus)
when its said and done
would it matter if i'm alone
it's always felt like this no matter
even if you pick up the phone




(Verse)

it feels like it's over now

i wanna blow my brainz out

but idk if i should 
but i can dream plz let me out

and everynight i try 2 sleep
my head won't let me rest in peace
so i stay up late and wait for it
but i doubt that ever will

i cant stop these thoughts 
inside my head
oh please why me

cuz everytime i try i just fall on me knees

(Chorus

Translucent

Haven't been making music lately so here's a silly thing I made, also been a year since I uploaded my first song so that's awesome sauce :OOO

I'll Go Away

Prod me
(Verse)
but don't say that i didnt warn
you about that
you didnt listen to me and now ur falling apart
its fall now i retreat 2 my brain
and i dont think i'm worth anything


(Chorus)
i'm walkinggg backwards

u speak in patternss

am i preticable? 
am i so ez 2 read?

i'm trying hard just 2 speakk

but words wont ever come out 
my mouth
no matter how hard i try

(Verse)
nd i been thinkin about what could go wrong

almost everything

in this place i dont belong

can't be myself so i'd rather just leave

just walk away it doesnt matter 2 mee

(Chorus)

nothing special

Prod Me

(Verse)
kandi bracelts on me

i got studded a belt
x4

you aint really know me

dont know how i felt

i've been down bad just tryna kms

i've been stuck inside my head tryna make it out

ion even really wanna talk about this

(Chorus)
but i'm talkin to the mic just to cope bitch

if it wasnt for this i'd prolly end it

every night i try sleep i cant stop it
x2

(Verse)
i've been pourin up sum drank

its just monster

miharas on my feet 
these not converse

ion wanna talk 2 u 

dont wanna converse

yeah i'm sick as hell

think i caught the swag flu

but posted up always makin beats bro

any thing 4 the funniez thats my motto

nd i couldn't care less bout anything

i might off myself 2nite its the way it is

(Chorus)

They Ask Me What I'm Doin I Say Chillin

Prod Me

(Chorus)
cuz i'll just sayyyyy
that my head hurts like 4ever
and theres no way i can stop it rn \\

my whole life just feels

like one big waste of time

could i just feel alright

for one single night


(Verse)
feeels like runnin out of time now

i reside inside my room

and the windows boarded up now

dont wanna see anyone else

close the door and its all over

my blood will cover up these walls


(Chorus)

I hope things get better next month, because i'm not sure how long I can keep on going

song I made last year lolololol
Prod me

(Verse)
kandii bracelets around my wrists
covering all my cutz and slitz
diggin up a whole so i can rest now
constant headaches like
i just wanna lay downnn
ignoring every call and messages
another paragraph
that you missread
cant u understand that i dont wanna talk now
i'm sorry if it feels like....

(Chorus)
I've been distant 4 a while

but idk what i should sayyy

nd i'm just stuck inside my bedroom

thinkin about you 2dayyyy

i always say later

Prod Me

(Chorus)
cuz i dont really care if ur lyinn

you can lie 2 me 2nite

i've been waiting for u 2 say sumthin

but yk ur not in the right

and if i could just disapear

it wouldnt be that big of a deal

cuz idon't wanna be here

and you dont even care how i feel

(Verse)
ur stuck in my mind

i can't let it go

every single day

wanna off myself

call me anything

i wont care at all

i just wanna feel 

anything this fall

(Chorus)

Cover My Wrist Wit Kandii

Prod ME

(Verse)
i cant get over it

lets hope that i don't give in

i hope that i don't give in

not like it even make a difference

now i woke up feel awfull

i'm starting 2 think

that this is a big

mistake


(Chorus)
now i'm on the floor

studded beltss hanging off of 

my pantsss

tripp pantss

self loathing like always...

x2

(Verse)
it's just been so fking hard feel like i'm fallin

i don't even wanna talk about nothin

so i'm swaggin out the house, sippin monster
nd idgaf
i'm feelin sooo baddd
i really wanna off it
i'm feelin soo badd
i think i'll just go awayy

(Chorus)

I H8 2DAY

Prod Me

(Verse)
monster canz everytime i'm out of bedd

feelin tired
i'm tired of feelin dead

hate this silence but rather have it instead

of all these voices that rattle inside my head


now i'm feelin like starving 
i don't wanna eat now
i'm self loathing every single day

honestly might just off it

it seems 2 be fate yeaa

feelin like Shirou wit the blade

(Chorus)
Hate the way i feellll
(Hate the way)

seems like its just all the timee

whenever i wake uppppp
(whenever i'm awake)

hope that i make it 2 the nite

i don't really talk
(I dont talk)

cuz everthing i say is dumb

wish i wasn't sooooo
(annoying)

annoying to everyoneee

(Verse)
cut myself open 4 you

just a burden, its so true

lyfe seems down most of the time

so i swag wit margielas

wanna be an internet starrr
not really just wanna ball

toro inoue in my room

tokidoki figures too

(Bridge)

sorry if it seems

like i'm absent minded

cant rlly focus

i dont mean 2 upset you

(Chorus)

it hurts

(Chorus)
its hurting

my feelings

2 bad that i

dont matter

you h8 me

its obvi

but i wont think about it

just wanted sum attention

just hopeless and a burden

i wanna be sumthin usefull

(verse)
Another day 2 pace around my room
endless routine when will it end
i should've done it when i had the chance
now it might be 2 lateeee

(Chorus)

~My feelings 2nite

~hurts my heart againnnn

~lyfe just repeatss nd nowww

~ i rlly just want it 2 end

(Breakdown)
hang myself

its overrr

and i hope that you wont be sad

but ik that it wont make a difference

so ig that ill just go thru

Sometimes the best thing u can do is nothing

(Verse)
my life doesn't mean a thing

i'm a waste of oxygen

repeat everything again

for me once more


just a burden like always

never comprehend a thing

i'm just useless

and i hate myselff


why do i keep goin onnn

doesn't make any sense 2 mee

should've off'd myself a while ago

but my senses tell me wait

and i never knew that'd it be this

take my life 2nite

wouldn't change a thing

i just wanna fall asleep

can i please sleep now
can i please sleep now :(

(Chorus)
so i hold my brethe waiting 4 it to endddddddddd

the silence in my room
just fills me with these thoughts


i'll make it clear 2 you and everybody else

i dont really wanna
be here anymore



(Verse)
like again?

ok

ik that i'm not fine

everyday i wake up
and i'm like online

oh no oh no

i wanna cry

oh no oh wait

ig i'll just die


in the morning and
i feel rlly bad now

didn't wanna wake up
but oh well
now i rlly wanna die
fk it idont wanna cry
at least not 2nite

Whorror nite

Song from October

(Chorus)
theres a lot of doubt
thats inside my head

i'll never make it out
self loathe till the end

and you could tell me otherwise
but i wont pretend
like everythings fine anymore

ill lay here

i'm on the floor again

thinkin bout everything that i said

but honestly

i wanna feel the lead

just so i dont ever have to 

feel again

(Verse)
i dont think you get it
nothings copecetic
blow my brains i'm fed up 
wit
everything thats goin 
on
in heree


hurts the most when i try
and it doesnt work

if i left 2 nite would u even care

slowly fade away into the back again

rip me up 2 peieces cuz i'm just a waste of time

(Bridge)
A waste of timeee
i'm just a waste of timee
of timee

(Chorus)

cycles

Prod me
(Verse)
i think i've had enough
i just wanna go

blood all over the place
think i made a mess


feelin so bad

like a zombie

i think i'm dead eddd


might blow my brainz 2nite


might slit my wrist online

yeah i've been up since 5 can't seem 2 think


(Chorus)

silenceee againnn

dont hear a thing but

my thoughts

its all the timeeee

i'm rlly hopeless

its clear

2 seee

that i'm closer to my end

its clearr

that i'd rather not pretend


(Verse)
cryin in my bed since yeserday niteeee

want it all 2 end 

cuz ik that it'll

always be bad

cuz ik that'll
never get better

make myself a sacraficeee

cuz it doesnt matter 

if i'm  here noww

plz don't take the rope off my neck

Prod me
(Chorus)
so ill wait 4 nothing 2 happen

nd change is all that i need

despite my actions against it

i'm tryin 
i'm tryin
my hardest
2 be more open
but this isnt working
my head get diluted
with thoughts of me goin
offing myself

(Verse)
keep my head low

i dont wanna see a thing

but in truth

these thoughts

hold me down


my wills just weak

if it was a competition

i'd prolly win


but i stay inside

with the blinds all closed

shut my door locks on and go

2 sleep

or stare at the walls 4ever

(Chorus)

tired of pretending

(Chorus)
i cant seem 2 see the point

change around nd mask it all
		(Nd mask it allll)

but in my head i'd rather go

stab me in my back
	(Stab me in my back
blade all rusted up
	(all rusted up)

tear my skin apart
	(skin apart)

one more time
	(time)
lie 2 myself
	(Lie 2 myself)


(Verse)

nd everything falls apart

never wanna talk no more now
i cant see nothing now

piling right 
back into my head

bleedin frm my arm

something changes

everytime

but i say


(my frail little arms
i'd like to apologize

the bladee in my arm
wont u cut so deep)



(Chorus)


(outro)
offer myself to you

i'll do it allll

i'm just wasting time here

afterallll


(nd everything falls

one more time

nd id rather not say

how i feel 2day)

everything

#2025 #release
(Verse)

I've been fallin back down

nd everyday still feels the same

i just want out
nd i still wanna blow my brainz

ok wtv 
i think its clever
wanna get better
im thinkin never
oh y wont u respond 2 me
oh tell me plz
ive been thinkin 4ever
honestly 
nd i cant just stop
nd i cant even breathe 
i cant think about nything
but you nd me ikk

(Chorus)

Its hardd 2 get sum things off my chest

ik i haven't been feelin the best

i think that i just needa get sum rest

i cant cuz insomnia creeps up again
x2

(Verse)

I wake up in the mornin
nd i h8 myself like y
i starve myself 4ever
cuz i rlly wanna die'
im swaggin in sum rare shit
that u cannot ever find
i do this shit 4myself idc if u dont like

ok omg yeah thats way 2 typical
I've been off the shit
man its getting medical
fml 2day i dont even give a helll
drives me uup a wall, cuz idek myself

(Chorus)

Lacerate

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