Midwxst - Sorry [prod 6houl + Glasear + Maknae]

credit to https://soundcloud.com/visionhatesyou

Vision4k - Bad Thoughts (P. Leesta)

[ I got bored ]

Lyrics: 
I just got a nascar
Speed racing in space 
like we moving
fast forward
Life moving 
really fast 
Now we going
fast forward
Walking through the leaf’s
by the cememtray
When i came in 
I saw a ghost girl
Whisper to my ear
Are u doing okay?
Question mark boy ( yea )
Im going blank
Like a cardboard
you see in a highway
When i wake up in the morning 
see the reaper 
in the mirror 
used to have a same face 
now i look so unfamilar
I am not in safe place.
Use to be a happy boy
Use to be a sad boy
Now im a lost boy
I don’t know
What to do 
I know I’m in the future
But it’s too much
Didn’t choose this life
But I’m living it 
Life always change like a river
But the blood always flow
Girl you deserve it
Going threw the surface

Lost [ prod. Diligence ]

This song is a test ( I was just having fun )

Lyrics:
I know you hate me
that's cool
I hate myself
hope you doing
sorry I didn't mean to yell
going through hell
stuck inside my mental shell

I don't think it
going well at all
I'm so lost in the dark now
I don't know where to go now
I was hey
but you himeno ghost away
went to a balcony
smoke my last cigarette
revenge
I guess this the end

pull up like I'm rwby with a scythe
but it's also a gun
dropping bodies like a nun
this should be fun
tik tok
you better run
cause hear I come

Shell ( Prod. Essscudo )

Lyrics:

https://soundcloud.com/tonycomputerlove

Wake up 
I got blood all around me    
did I turn to a angel or a zombie?
I think kill somebody
there a ghost behind me
really try to haunt me
I think it kind of funny X2

Think I'm seeing Illusions
New call who this?
know that I'm Ruthless
you already know I do this
I been going threw this
mystic eyes on me
like I'm Ryougi
got the blade on me
slicing up your block
like I'm Itachi
surfing on that Tsukuyomi
I don't even know nobody
this just a horror story.

Wake up 
I got blood all around me    
did I turn to a angel or a zombie?
I think kill somebody
there a ghost behind me
really try to haunt me
I think it kind of funny X2

blood around me ( tonycomputerlove )

https://soundcloud.com/user-574976800
( just a fun song )

Lyrics:

[ Tay ]
Hook:
Is it lovely
u and me in my dreams
every time I'm around u
you look so lovely
with the black dress
yellow eyes
always get this feeling
that you something evil
that you something evil x2

[ Tay verse ]

Why you wanna fight me 
I don't wanna fight
I just wanna talk to u
you said were done that's cool
but I will never forget about u

[ Tay ]
Hook:
Is it lovely
u and me in my dreams
every time I'm around u
you look so lovely
with the black dress
yellow eyes
always get this feeling
that you something evil
that you something evil x2

[ M3rkz ]
I cant breathe need respiration
Its a boring conversation 
Fuck my life
I feel like I'm on thin ice
Frozen broken hearts 
And I'm still tearing apart
Feel my life is shatter 
And I don't even matter 
I been tryna run away
I been tryna make a deal
I don't know where to go
I'm stuck in my own feels
As I step in the door 
No I kick in the door 
I do not give a fuck 
I don't feel anymore
Take a shot in the dark
And I hope I don't miss
Ima stand on his grave 
And i might take a piss
And you fucking stupid 
Hope you fucking knew it 
Had a chance and blew it 
What do you want from me
I don't want your love you see
You cant even care for me
You not even there for me 
I feel so alone now 
But maybe that's better

Lovley + M3rkz (wintertears )

Crowded Ft Shad0w + M3rkz

Lyrics

Hook:
Tryna pick my head up
But it so fucking hard 
I don’t think I will make it far
Oh shit I think this the end
Yea, I guess this the end


I told that person in the mirror 
I will make it somewhere
I don’t really give a fuck
What u gotta say
Cause today I’m going to make a change
Oh shit I think I stay the same
I never fucking change 
I always stay the same
She told me come over
I said it’s over
Yea I said it’s over
Cause I can’t not fucking settle with myself

THEND ( Tonycomputerlove )

https://soundcloud.com/notclare
Lyrics:
Roses are red
Violets are blue
look at myelf in the mirror
Im such a fool
A thousand miles away
I don't know where to stay

I can't go back to nowadays
since the past is just a place
I realize that time 
there's no point
In helping 
I can't help myself
I been stuck in my mental shell
I hate you more than I hate myself
Nobody got my back
It's me and myself
wanna kill myself
rather be happy in hell

JUSTAPLACE (clare + monaco16)

Lyrics:

Hook:
I feel so lost in the winter
always stuck in the center
I can't not really enter 
of my emotions
cause it's so frozen
staring at the ocean
moving slow motion
cause everything is broken
I'm so lost inside, In this cold winter

Tryna find a way to get out
of this cold winter
I been waiting a 1000 days
but I'm still stuck in my ways

Verse:
I can't do anything right
so I put everything to the side
so I'm just going be lonely inside this winter
I'm going be lonely inside this winter 
inside this lost winter
don't know the reason why i feel so heartless
don't know the reason why i try my hardest

Lost Winter ( HUSHINSILENCE )

This song is part my upcoming Ep " RED GLASS " that's coming soon

[ Inspired by dante red ]

Hook:
they like tay 
how you doing today?
yea I'm doing great
been away a few days
choosing my own faith
they always tell me go take a break
but I did not choose my own fate

New year 
new me
wtf that even mean?
everything is the same
going through the same pain
I feel like a space cowboy they called me spike
bang bang 
Imma hit you fucking twice

Verse:

Look at the sky 
like I am light
you know Im a hero
you know Im shiro
this gonna be your fate/stay night
I don't be on social
shout out to social
cause he don't be on social

Welcome to the melty blood
feel like arcuied
keep my fangs hot
bout to melt your blood
don't care what you say
drawing blood on the floor
whos that by my door?
bloody knife on my hand
mirror on the wall
he's the killer all along
you got it all wrong
she said i'm a murder
idk even know her
my vision getting really blur
thinking I'm a monster
cause I kill kill kill
cause i don't know what's real

Hook:
they like tay 
how you doing today?
yea I'm doing great
been away a few days
choosing my own faith
they always tell me go take a break
but I did not choose my own fate

New year 
new me
wtf that even mean?
everything is the same
going threw the same pain
I feel like a space cowboy they called me spike
bang bang 
Imma hit you fucking twice

Hi My Name [prod. white]

Hook:
It's not fair
yea I fuck up
I'm sorry i didn't mean to
I know you hate me
but that's cool
I'm sorry I didn't mean to

Verse:
You never wanna talk
I just wanna talk to you
you said that were through
i was like okay oh cool
I already knew from the start
I was just a fool
just swimming in a pool  
of full of blood

Yea what is love?
I don't really understand
I don't understand love
I didn't like the way you act
feel like always stab my back
But im okay im alright

Im okay im alrightx2

Mean to ( tonycomputerlove )

Verse:
Okay 1 2 3 4
how you doing?
My name is ladahtay
nice to meet ya
l- a- d -a- h- t- a- y
lately I been paranoid
got these eyes around me

Hook:
Virtual 2003
where is my dreams?
I hate the new me, I miss the old me
if i ever go back I will never succeed
but I hope for a change
but at the same i'm scared to change
I just wanna live my best life
but I been wasting time
yea I'm a mess and I'm obsess 
with all distractions that I create
but I know i need to fight fate x2

Virtual 2003 ( Tonycomputerlove )

Lyrics:

My mind is in the void
It so dark i can't make a noise
I can't tell if I'm wrong or right
cause my soul in a dark place
Idk If everything I do is fake
I might as well jump off a lake
It would be better If I dissapear
cause they probaly tired of seeing my face


I'm 20 years old
with the same damn thoughts
Still broke
still Lost
Still living with my mom
in the same damn house
In the same damn room
still living like a bum
I'm so damn lost

I know my family and friends
are tired of me
I'm trying to get stronger 
I hope you can see

I got some many goals that I wanna achieve
But I probaly won't succeed
I wanna change
but at the same time 
I'm so scared to change
I know I need to move on
can't stay here any longer

I'm gonna to make it one day
But everything feels so far away

20 [ Prod. Guda ]

We in the Wired

Lyrics:
Im losing myself
day after day
sky looking gray is about to rain
It's been awhile
i'm still the same
nothing has change, im just fading away
what is a reality?
What is a dream?
doesn't even matter when stuck in between

In the wired
they know me
but in this world 
they can't not see me

in the wired x4

Been Awhile 2 ( Prod. guda)

Lyrics:

I’m tired of this shit 
I want this to end
Everyday make the same mistake
over again
Always lie to myself
That I’ll do better but I’m doing worst
Everyday I just wanna go 
Far away from everyone
Cause I’m a disappointment piece of shit
That don’t got no dreams 
That I wanna chase
Everyday I had thoughts of suicide for a long time
I did it before but I did it twice
And I fall to the ground 
And I started to cry
Everyday I talk to myself 
When you gonna change?
I don’t know when I’m gonna change
I just might end up the same

I might end up the same
It’s 2:47am
I’m just making this song that’s been going through my mind
I have no one to call on my phone
I’m just sitting here alone
With nobody around me
I have no friends or family
because they never exist in the first place
They never exist

Everyday [prod guda]

Just a random song about manga called " ST✰R: STRIKE IT RICH" you should give it a read.

Lyrics:
Yea I got stars in my eyes
feel like I'm a Hina
with the one two
it's finna get rich
w-w-walk around through the night
looking for a fight
This a revolution
shit getting toxic 
revolution
she a princess
she going strike
and she's getting rich
hit you with the roundhouse kick
cause you know I always win

Hina  ( Tonycomputerlove )

Lyrics:

I just wanna wake up x4

Stuck inside the wired
I can't not see
I don't know who I'm suppose to be
in the wired people know me
but in reality they can't see me
they can't see me who I am
I don't know really know
I just wanna wake up

Ijustwannawakeup ( SHADE08)

(This is a old song I made I think 1 year ago.)

Lyrics:
Sometimes I don't wanna be here
I got everything
I just push it away, Why?
I feel like I don't deserved everything
I'm sorry I left you in the rain
I didn't notice you
you were in pain

Deserved [Prod. Guda]

I made this song on Bandlab a few months ago and transfer the vocals to FL Studio and did some mixing to it since my microphone broke a few months ago. I'm not really good with mixing at all. It's not the best but I like it. Hope ya'll enjoy, I was trying something different with this one.

Lyrics:
Yea
yea it's been awhile
they were like Tay
you haven't even drop YET!
I been AFK cause I'm trying find myself
cause nobody gonna save me

Don't got time for crying
got my homies by my side
trying make to the top
before we fucking die
Shawty hit my phone up
she tell me that I'm nice
I don't really know her like that but damn she's fine
remind of arcuied
Remember I ain't care about the money
now I need it
Trying make so much to the point
I don't even need it
not at all, not at all

I was stuck inside the void
i don't know where I'm going
But thank you so much for listen to me

AFK (prod. guda + nightiger)

Credit to caspr: https://soundcloud.com/caspr

caspr - wtf does that even mean ( prod. skelamane )

Lost hope

Credit to https://soundcloud.com/lucid-jab


lyrics

(Hook)
So many things I wanna do
But they don't even see me
Yeah i know they'll hit my line
When i'm up on the tv
Asking me for something
Like its free
But they never wanted
To stand by me
So many things I wanna do
But they don't even see me
I'm hidden in the dark
Cuz everyone say that
I'm creepy
But that's just how my life goes
I hate everyone cuz
Their hearts are so cold
(Verse)
Why you wanna stand by me now
You never seemed to like me
Until i left that town
I
Need to re think my life
Cuz i can't let anybody inside
My heart feels like 
Its torn into pieces
I feel it coming on
When the pain increases
I'm dropping all these songs
But they hate my releases
I start with a thesis
Then i write away
Until i stop my pain
Cuz i have so many thoughts
Running through my brain
I have nothing else to do
Because my life feels so plain
(Dialogue)
Why
Why do you always think that
Everyone's life is just like so meaningless
And yours is just so perfect
Like you you
Never go through anything
You're just like the perfect person
But you're really not
You need to take a look in the mirror and see
Who you really are
Take a look
(Hook)
So many things I wanna do
But they don't even see me
Yeah i know they'll hit my line
When I'm up on the tv
Asking me for something
Like its free
But they never wanted
To stand by me
So many things I wanna do
But they don't even see me
I'm hidden in the dark
Cuz everyone say that
I'm creepy
But that's just how my life goes
I hate everyone cuz
Their hearts are so cold

ladahtay

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