If you act nice, I think I could like that
But I'm aching for a stronger touch
Someone who likes to go so fast
Do you think that I could be enough?

I'm your s-s-suicide sweetheart
Eating all your candy
Would it be so hard
To bend me over the leather seat? (you love me)

Why don't you take me for a ride on the wild side
Muddy tires on your dirtbike
Do you feel like driving?
I'd let you ride it right through me

And if the going gets tough and you feel like stopping
We can, baby
Red and blue on the horizon
And they're never catching up

(Why don't you, why don't you, why don't you)

Lift me up, baby, from the ceiling
You wanna feel all the things I'm feeling
I'm so high on marijuana
Bout a year ago, I thought I was a goner

But you saved me, you're so crazy
I like the way the wind feels, baby
If you love me, why don't you take me
Why don't you, why don't you, why don't you

Why don't you take me for a ride on the wild side
Muddy tires on your dirtbike
Do you feel like driving?
I'd let you ride it right through me (oh, baby)

If the going gets tough and you feel like stopping
We can, baby
Red and blue on the horizon
They're never catching up

I whisper to myself
When you're missing from my bed
Touch myself to fall asleep
Hallucinating the revving of your engine

Placing my hand on my own neck
Squeezing 'til I feel you with me
Dreaming of slut sex
Will you be my next?

(Why don't you, why don't you, why don't you)

Why don't you take me for a ride on the wild side
Muddy tires on your dirtbike
Do you feel like driving?
I'd let you ride it right through me

If the going gets tough and you feel like stopping
We can, baby
Red and blue on the horizon
And they're never catching up

Leather

I think you wanna come with me
I think you'd miss me if I stray
You said you wanted to kiss me
You wanted to see my lingerie

I said, "I'm not into kissing"
Said, "I'll be a nightmare if you stay"
But I'll get to that later
Miami's just a few hours away

I'm here to deliver you
Calling my name outside by the swimming pool
I'm your muse, your Messiah
And I'll carry you up the hill

But if you lose, you're a liar
And if you think that anyone's loving you
After that, baby, they never will
I'm sorry, it wasn't a part of the deal

I've been dreaming of little red rabbits
Drowned out in an oil spill
They're still runnin' faster
Than I ever will

They said I've got good form
But you can't outrun what you can't kill
And though I'd like to end my life
Somebody's gotta pay the bills

I'm here to deliver you
Fuckin' on your husband outside in your swimming pool
I'm your muse, your Messiah
And I'll carry you up the hill

If you lose, you're a liar
And if you think that anyone's loving you
After that, baby, they never will
I'm sorry, it wasn't a part of the deal

If you could see the things I see
You wouldn't be so scared of me

red rabbits

I told you not to try and catch me
I run faster than the wind
Taste my lips, my breath of fury
And confess me all your sins

I live life like every day was Sunday
Playin' games on your back porch
I don't waste time watering my flowers
They always die in the air up North

Inhaling gasoline
"I'll be your dream girl
If that's what
You want me to be"

I'm a little crazy but he likes that
Cry like a baby
When I watch sad movies
On the broken TV screen

Says he's the Devil
Says he's got big, big plans for me
Might get in trouble
Wonder what my Dad would think of me

Take me to Miami
Or somewhere
Much farther away
From where I'm living

Inhaling gasoline
"I'll be a nightmare if you stay"
He just smiles
I think he likes his girls that way

I think he likes his girls that way

MIAMI!

I'd pull a million of my teeth out
One for every thing I lack
But when the boy tries to bite me
I have to bite him back

The consequence for lying
Is far too grim for me to bare
So when the girls speaks too loudly
I have to pull her hair and it makes me sad

I search for deeper meaning
In my neurochemistry
The doctor tells me little secrets
About things only I can see

The dullness of the kitchen knife
Makes baby want to cry
And when the guys run track around my house
I wish they'd fucking die

I ran away from New York
Knew I couldn't serve mother cunt with-
(What the fuck did that bitch just say?)

Now I'm their pretty little black sheep
I'm still smoking cigarettes
Cause some stupid bitch said they would kill me
I say, "Hey, you wanna bet?"

I've got an eternal opposition
To switchin' up positions
For some little dick dude named
Davey's-Daddy-Never-Took-Him-Fishin'

God rocks me hard into submission
I'm on a God-created mission
I see the light, therefore I am the light
So get the fuck out of my kitchen, bitch

A lot of people think I'm worthless now
They pick me up and put me down
If one's clear, it's that I'm angrier
It's carried in the pit

I sink down to a godless place
I create my own dimension
So don't deliver me from evil
Deliver me from this shit

I have walked far away from sorrow
In manic states on rainy days
So pale is my complexion
And often, solemn is my gaze

I fuck to feel a little better
About the parts of me I hate
Don't give a fuck about the weather
And I'm not sorry that I'm late

You only use if you're a user,
I only quit 'cause I'm a fake
You wish your Daddy used a condom
'Cause your life just isn't great

Maybe this is just my fate
Me and "Davey" on a date
He's crying out in pain
It gores my heart so full of hate

And it makes me sad
It all makes me sad
Huh

A lot of people think I'm worthless now
They pick me up and put me down
If one thing's clear, it's that I'm angrier
It's carried in the pit

I sink down to a godless place
I create my own dimension
So don't deliver me from evil
Deliver me from this shit

Sissy

Check that, hit that
Never gonna get your bitch back
I've been lonely
It takes effort to ignore me

Picking daisies
Runnin' circles 'round you lazies
Going stupid
Going crazy

Lift that, kiss that
Never gonna get your bitch back
I've been goofy
Take me to the movies

You've been stupid
Baby, you know what you're doin'
I'm the princess
Watch the throne

You leave me as I'm breaking
Black ink on all your paintings
Set fire to the tapestry

I guess that I'm a martyr
Let you breathe in, I'll be the father
Let them nail holes
Through both of my hands

When you open up the door
Let the sunlight in
Hope it crystallizes on your skin
So I can see somebody I might recognize

Try as I might, when the skies turn white
And the fields we'd drive through turn to gold
I'll cry and read the letters you would write

Check that, hit that
Never gonna get your bitch back
I've been lonely
It takes effort to ignore me

Picking daisies
Runnin' circles 'round you lazies
Going stupid
Going crazy

Lift that, kiss that
Never gonna get your bitch back
I've been goofy
Take me to the movies

You've been stupid
Baby, you know what you're doin'
I'm the princess
Watch the throne

Won't let you take from me
Won't let you spin the wheel anymore
Am I embarrassing
When I fall for you to the floor?

There is a reckoning
And it'll hit you where it hurts the most
I am beckoning you to me

Check that, hit that
Never gonna get your bitch back
I've been lonely
If takes effort to ignore me

Picking daisies
Runnin' circles 'round you lazies
Going stupid
Going crazy

Lift that, kiss that
Never gonna get your bitch back
I've been goofy
Take me to the movies

 You've been stupid
Baby, you know what you're doin'
I'm the princess
You're my witness

Watch the goddess
Grant your wishes
Stupid bitches
Get no riches

Watch the throne
I've got other business
Of my own
If you could just leave me alone

'Kay, thanks, bye
See you when I get home

Throne

My sweet, little depression
Turned into aggression
I'm lashing out on anybody
That's messin' with me, hey

Don't need no blessing to see
That I am waiting on you
You ain't waiting on me

I'm your suicide sweetheart
Meet me in the graveyard
Kiss me like a bodyguard
Playing with our eyes closed

Pretty little piss pot
Twist me like a slipknot
Baby, am I so hot
Like the face that you chose

I want to be the girl in your dreams
I want to be the girl in your dreams
I want to be the girl in your dreams
I want to be the girl in your dreams

I've got a lot to offer
You've got a lot to say
I think about uh-ing on you
Like every fucking day

Don't got a lot of time here
And boy, you love to play
And you should know better
You should know better

You should know better

dreams

I lit a cigarette and I climbed back into bed
Set down the gun that I was holding to my head
I lift the bottle, let the drink run down my throat
Can't shake the feeling that my life's a fuckin' joke

You don't know how it feels to feel nothing at all
You don't know how I feel when I start to feel it all
Fall apart

I hate how much I need you
But I just can't let it go
I try to hold back what I'm feeling
But my head just takes control

It's hard to understand another
When I don't understand myself
So I take out my aggression
In ways that aren't good for my health

I'm a fuck-up and I'm dying
What you build, I will destroy
But I promise you, I'm trying
It's so hard to fill the void

I swear I didn't want to hurt you
I'm just fucked up in the head
I'm just not used to having something
That makes me glad that I'm not dead

What You Build, I Will Destroy

I love to swim
I used to hate it
The violent naked
Felt so invasive

My boyfriend cried
When I moved to Georgia
But I can't afford to
Stay on land

Swim

Late at night, when we both sleep
I hold you, you don't hold me
My nose is runny, my bones are cold
I'm sweating through your sheets

An angel, 'til you clipped my wings
I told you what my love could bring
And you got all your use
Right out of me

I'm crying over lies you told
A white fawn, dead beside the road
A troubled girl
You've troubled to no end

And I'm sick to death of losing to
The vision that I had of you
That you curated
Oh, so carefully

I let you get inside my guts
And love me with a fist against my cheek
You're red, white, and blue and you're all over me
Please let me down easy, 'cause I can't breathe

Late at night when we both sleep
I hold you, you don't hold me

Roadkill

I played nice once, back when life was easy
But this world has made me fucking mean
I thought I was built for hunting season
But it's taken too much out of me

I'm a child of God and you're my father
But don't ever think I'll kneel to thee
I hate the body I was given
I guess nothing's good enough for me

If you lay your body in his arms
He'll swear he'll never do you harm
But he'll kill you in your sleep

But if you need me, I will crawl
And I'll rip the pages off the walls
But I've got no soul for you to keep

I give myself away to you
You tell me what you want to do
My blood would rot if not for you
My heart would stop, my lips turn blue

You run your fingers through my hair
I am the prey, the fruit to bear
You hunt me, I'll hunt you too
I'll hunt you too

I will not testify against myself
Against my life
You just objectify the struggle
And it's amplified

I waste my breath, my money
My mind consulting you
I sit and cry about  The nothing I can do

I played the long game
D-dollar bills made
Blood, sweat and tears
Before I even had my own name

Look where it's got me
I'm in my twenties
Pulling my hair out
'Cause nobody fucking gets me

It's so pretentious
I wear your necklace
But you're not invited
You're not even on the guest list

You recognize me
I'm at the party
I'm off the Henne'
I'm sippin 'cardi

It's so disgusting
You shouldn't trust me
I'm just a lost cause
Quit interrupting

And I'm so sorry
There's too much damage
Beneath the plywood
Nothing to salvage

I give myself away to you,
You tell me what you want to do
My blood would rot if not for you
My heart would stop, my lips turn blue

You run your fingers through my hair
I am the prey, the fruit to bear
You hunt me, I'll hunt you too
I'll hunt you too

And by the time that you come home
I'll have left you all alone
Crying over skin and bones
An empty house, a bitter cold

The light shines down from up above
And God's gonna take the ones you love
You'll think that he has left you
Has he left you, is he gone?

No more crying
There's no use
What doesn't kill me
Breaks me in two

The dogs are tearing up the grass
'Cause good things
Never fucking last
They're taking everything I have

The vultures, they pick the bones
The carcass, they've made their home
It's hunting season after all

My father, he calls my name
The daughter, I bring him shame
I had to give myself away

Vultures Pick the Bones

I went playing in the country
I went running through the hills
I saw God in all his bounty
And I reveled in his thrills

I wish not for some tomorrow
Where the world hath fell to sin
And ask not for any pity
For the troubled state I'm in

If the house is left in clutter
The field won't bear us crops in spring
And the cows won't give us butter
They won't give us anything

I went playing in the country
I went running through the hills
I saw them burning fields and bodies
Oh my God, it gave me chills

the apocalypse

Convulsing Slut

Lyrics

“Freedom isn’t free”
Words you spoke to me
Lies that they all say,
“Nothing left to see”

Pull out the unborn
Secrecy you’ve sworn
Fabricated form,
Women that you scorn

Anonymity,
Error comes in threes
Celibate decay,
Child’s play to thee

Ridicule the used
Shelter the accused
Fall for his excuse
Advocate abuse

I have lived a thousand lives
But never found a way to die
This world is shit, I wanna quit
There must be some way out of it

No one to trust, no one to blame
Self-mutilate, oh what a shame
I can’t relax, time to relapse
This shit is getting hard to take

Lady Kabela

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