love you man, I love the run on lyrics in this and the flow and everything, sending all the love in the world. Just like always you've touched my heart with your music ❤️

I also love the use of samples / audio clips, adds an amazing little touch to it...it makes it feel more....personal(?)

lyrics:

send me to hell i come back
with a fucking postcard and hat
we hope you enjoyed your stay
but i’m never gonna come back
i been so fucked up from the past
don’t understand the concept of friends
i had some people in my life but where the fuck are they at

i’m in a cycle i feel fine but then the feeling returns
and i don’t know where i fit in within this planet called earth
i been here for 21 years still don’t know where to start
i dropped out of university to follow my heart
it’s just a part of the process
sitting back plotting
mama been crying
praying to god and
hoping that soon it’ll all pay off
cause i spent so many hours
sweet with the sour
forgetting to eat always feel like a downer
hoping that soon it’ll all just stop

send me to hell i come back
with a fucking postcard and hat
we hope you enjoyed your stay
but i’m never gonna come back
i been so fucked up from the past
don’t understand the concept of friends
i had some people in my life but where the fuck are they at

where the fuck are they at
you said that you had my back
don’t think that i am okay
but i’m not sad bitch i’m mad
i’m not surprised i see it all looking back
this selfishness is a plague
it runs so thick through our veins
why do you put people down just so you can feel okay
i won’t let you disgrace
our names to hell in the flames
it feels we waited here patiently for something to change
but it’s not coming
no it’s not coming today



produced by @ericgodflow
written, performed, engineered by @cavasoul
“systema solaris” ep

send me to hell, see what happens w/ eric godlow

monarch

i got yr message

monsters w/ milky sad

i can't go back

Produced by: @areyougiovanni & @splashgvng
Engineered by @areyougiovanni
Written and performed by: @areyougiovanni

eternity

All Around Me (miller)

disorders mixed with being disoriented

not her w/ Allday

Out on all platforms!

Lyrics:
I got butterflies and I feel it all up in my lungs 
Reaching heights and I can almost even touch the sun 
A million lies I could have told, but never ever once 
I can't mess this up when I know you're the one 

I got butterflies and I feel it all up in my lungs 
Reaching heights and I can almost even touch the sun 
A million lies I could have told but never ever once 
I can't mess this up when I know you're the one, for me 
Playing hide and seek with my feelings, I'm too scared to talk to you because of all the reasons 
I just wanna take a walk up on the beach side, but first I gotta build up courage just to say hi 

It's gonna take time 
Just to say hi 
Cause I gotta commit and never ask why 
Time to grow a pair 
Brush my teeth and fix my hair 
Red or blue or does she care? 
Take a breath and get some air 

I'm breathing in and then I'm breathing out 
Does she even care? or is it just self doubt? 
I give off too many feelings, but i'm the one who needs this 
I'm the one who needs this, losing all my feelings, don't know how to see it 

Jomie:
I'm uh
Doing what I have to 
Caught up doin the most, so I don't see you in a bad mood 
I'm made outta stone, and I'm really trying to smash through 
I don't really get it, but it's fine I'll have better luck tomorrow 
Still got your whispers in my head, they've been engraved 
Tell me when you're satisfied, "When you're in a grave" 
I was born inside the darkness, I'm feeling like I'm Bane 
And you should have saw it coming, before he had to break 
But it's cool though, I've been out this world they say I'm goofy like I'm Pluto 
You know what they say "If the shoe fits" I wear the suit yo 
You can really catch my cool though, I don't like to fight 
Brought a knife in case you rude though, ah ha mmm 
Life is an exam, best believe I failed the test 
Put me in a circle, still I'm different than the rest 
They like told me "If you up, why you find the need to flex?" 
Cause they all counted me out, this is what they couldn't guess 

Lxst Boy:
I got butterflies flying out of me 
Yeah, you got me in a panic, happened suddenly 
So I hope there's not a line 
I just got something on my mind 

I just wanna talk and take your time 
I know I won't fall asleep tonight 
Cause I got you on my mind 
I'm hoping I could be your guy 

I got butterflies and I feel it all up in my lungs 
Reaching heights and I can almost even touch the sun 
A million lies I could have told but never ever once 
I can't mess this up when I know you're the one, for me 
Playing hide and seek with my feelings, I'm too scared to talk to you because of all the reasons 
I just wanna take a walk up on the beach side, but first I gotta build up courage just to say hi

Butterflies (feat. Jomie & Lxst Boy) (Prod. Cløud & Jkei)

Love Is Killing U, Vol. 1

u never call.

produced by giovanni
mixed and mastered by lxst boy

-lyrics-

lxst boy :

i’m ok but i’m insane
i play dumb and i play games with you
with you
i say things i shouldn’t say
procrastinate and whine all day to you
woah

and i live up in my head it’s where i stay like half the time 
pondering mistakes, don’t deserve to call you mine
push myself to the edge feeling like i’m on the brink
so i’m not one to talk when i say you overthink
i’m tryna be a good man, don’t know what it takes
i think that we both know i will never change
saying that i love you then i dip and run away
sorry that i’m disappointing, know what you’re gonna say

i’m ok but i’m insane
i play dumb and i play games with you
(ok, ok, ok, ok)
i say things i shouldn’t say
procrastinate and whine all day to you
(ok, ok, ok, ok)

re: :

i’ll take back what i said i never meant it
i’ll stay the same again and not regret it all over 
yeah i’ll regret it all over
again and again
but i can’t seem to get you out of my head
i like you too much to try to pretend
lately every good thing ends
and i’m running out of patience 
broken heart again so i had to buy a makeshift 
lost another friend i don’t like all the attention 
take me home
you’re all i’ve ever known 

kiano :

sent a text i wish i never sent it
you’ve been fucking with my head
playing games in the back of my brain
give me a pattern, tear my heart to shreds 
from the bottom to the top from the source of my head
you’ll find a bunch of pieces in the place of my chest
i guess i kinda like it, she call me kinda psycho
it’s actually manipulative, i guess she’s right though 
running around in circles, don’t know where she might go
look into your eyes just to stab me with a knife oh
(ok)
i’ll play your game
i’ll play it just like you 

lxst boy :

i’m ok but i’m insane
i play dumb and i play games with you
(ok, ok, ok, ok)
i say things i shouldn’t say
procrastinate and whine all day to you
(ok, ok, ok, ok)

u never call.

Laeland

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