alone w/ kidsnorlax

lyrics: https://genius.com/If-birds-were-real-im-not-one-to-commit-lyrics

if birds were real - i'm not one to commit

I am actually proud of this do you guys like my singing voice
I know it isnt perfect

do you miss me - blehh (cover)

spine

i watched you dye yr hair red
i tried to think of you dead
nothing i do will make sense

heard not a word that u said
maybe i'll be the one next
its a dream to me

i think i'll die without u
but that'll be hard to do
lets not make a scene

tell me why,
i know you
inside and out,
i'm such a fool

red hair (demo)

prod @bullbirdxd
https://soundcloud.com/bullbird2/spine-4?si=04736d8ae72b4acd81f9ab9b5e6a9711&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
my first shitpost.. unmixed btw
ive never cut myself in my life

i hate my life every second that im here
i hate my life i hope that my end is near
fuck this school
it rlly fucking sucks
and these people
theyre all fucking cucks

when i talk
i know nobody listensss
cut myself
the blood red it glistensss
when i ask for help
nobody listensss
i have no friends
i rlly have nobody else

college diss turned emo *gone wrong*

somewhere etched on a mirror

ep2 soon

produced by døves (dovescry.bandcamp.com)
featuring @horsehead1990
art by reyn yeager (reynyeager.com)
sample from a @bellarubyy cover of horse head's "i'm used to that"

horse head:
how could i ever get used to missing that
and if you give it up, you can't take it back
drugs have been keeping me up at night
under club lights, i'm such a mess tonight
i couldn't wait to be back home
one more show then i can be alone
i feel so bad when she sings my songs
she sounds so alone, like she's used to that
she feels so bad, the way i sing my songs
i feel so alone and i'm used to that
i'm used to that, i want it back
i'm true to it, go through with this
i'm moving back to where i'm from
i had you in nothing but black then
now i only speak of you in past tense
thought i had it, i couldn't grasp it
now it's slipping away into blackness

døves:
i'm used to that, i'm using that
i want you bad, i want the black
and you want to see me in past tense
i had you in nothing but black then
and i was in the party, you were at the gate
and i could call you in and we could slip away
and maybe we could talk if i could stay awake
but i just took a clip and i'm fading away
you can't help, you're too late
(time spent painted in white)
recalling all the words you said
like i could ever fall for that
(eyes mint, amber and blind)
i was just a fuck you had
like you would ever love me back
visions keep me up at night, poison warms the cold inside
like my life through your eyes

used ft. horse head

featuring wicca phase springs eternal
produced and engineered by døves
album image by nickie

looks ft. wicca phase springs eternal

three

You said hello then you said goodbye
Then you said hello once more
I let you in then you walked right out
So now I locked the door
No more open book soliloquies
No more wearing my heart on my sleeve
I fucked it up by spilling my guts
Now I keep it all inside of me

I would rather die alone
Than live life with your love
I would rather die a lonely death
Then rest with the angels up above

I don't know where you been or what you did
Nor do I care to hear you confess
Because I really don't want to know
It's not any of my business
I've learned to look down on love
I've learned that I can't hold on
To the way I used to be used to you
Or the way that you made me blue

So I'd rather die alone
Than live life with your love
I would rather die a lonely death
Then rest with the angels up above
I would rather never see your face
Or hear your voice again
Never read a message that you wrote to me
Until I'm finally dead
Because the Lord knows I tried
But you had to let me down
I guess that's all right
Who cares it's all over now

do you miss me - blehh (cover)

laevs

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