yes i played this on repeat 30 times what abt it

7PM - lilacs, lizzy McAlpine

written by Easha Nandyala

LYRICS:

I wanna go to the ocean where I’m free
the forest for the color changing leaves
maybe a mountain, city, or country
livin a daydream, keep on forgetting
same old places, worn out faces
if this is home then why am I homesick

CHORUS:
I wanna go, I wanna go far away
where nobody knows my name
nothing to prove, nothing to lose
starting over, starting new
anywhere but here

on the ground, got no baggage
breaking off bad habits 
furnishing my studio how I like
spending the day and staying out all night
and I’m bored of being bored, craving something more
broke as hell, heaven is a setting I haven’t been 
travelling, taking in serotonin shots, I gots to try everything
falling in love on a rooftop, 
soul searching and it don’t STOP
friends with the deep conversation, sharing our secrets
cutting my hair
learning a foreign language, como se dice “take me there”

CHORUS:

BRIDGE:
one way ticket to LA
Mumbai, Guantanamo Bay
Santorini, St Tropez
ay, ay, ay 
Amazon, Appalachian
Bermuda, Beijing, Boston
give me a movie cliche

CHORUS: x2

Far Away

prod. by: BOYCO, Johan Lennox, Dominic Pizano

Oh Honey! (I Love You)

On the surface, "soju" might be best described to have an upbeat pop-centric sound, but the song itself is about dealing with death and reflecting on the notion that life sometimes feels like random moments in time that are out of your control. For most people, they wouldn’t know that I wrote “soju” from the perspective of his late grandfather and that 2021 was the year of loss for him.

The first verse and chorus of “soju” was written about the aftermath of loss and grief. We tend to feel completely helpless and achingly wish for one more moment with our loved ones, as we are overwhelmed by the struggle to go on through life feeling like the meaning is lost. Most of the lyrics in the first verse and chorus are reflections on how hopeless life feels when you lose someone, and how much the sky feels like it is falling in the wake of their death. Simply put, life becomes monochromatic.

The second half of the second verse is all about that idea to not lose love when you have lost a loved one, and rather to use the pain you experienced that has undoubtedly changed you - to love even deeper. Pain is more relatable to people than success; than happiness; than anything else we often experience. Our lives more often than not are our symbols of pain that we have synthesized through our coping methods into how we then choose to perceive the world. At its worst, we let it consume us and we create insecurities that eat us alive. At its best, our pain becomes lessons of growth and empathy that we can use to understand why it is so goddamn hard for all of us to be alive and human.

The takeaway message of the song? Make sure you find someone that you can give your all to, and then love them in your every waking moment - until their final breath. That's what the bridge of “soju” is all about. How often can we regret the time we no longer have with someone who is gone? Savor every moment you get with someone who loves you, exist with them, and be with them. And though I hope that none of you will ever have to go on living without someone you love, knowing you were truly with them - and they were with you - is enough.

-Mike Raj

Lyrics

Verse 1
Staring out the window
Reaching for a North Star
Waiting Just to wake up
From this nightmare
Where you could be right back in my arms

Dancing to the limbo
Stuck here in the middle
You Tell me that it’s simple 
But I Could Paint a thousand 
Different pictures of what is wrong

Chorus
But If we turn the clocks Back 
A Couple Dials
We should throw them out 
Because time ain’t ours 
Oh but you fill me up 
And I can feel it now

Verse 2
She said “life is just a symbol, 
For the pain that you can get through
Like A camel through the needle,
Everyday people are just a thousand
Versions of who they were

So love me like we’re equal
Cause if there is no sequel
I rather live in peaceful 
Understanding that we believed
Our every single words

Chorus
And if we turn the clocks Back 
A Couple Dials
We should throw them out 
Because time ain’t ours 

And if we burned these blocks down
A couple miles
We could build them Up
Until the sky was ours

Bridge
Cause I’ve lived, I lived
One hundred years of solitude, with you
And never questioned what gives, what gives
Anyone the right to, right to
Believe these superstitions 
Outside of human intuition?
‘Cause Tonight, its enough for me to know 
That you and I exist inside this paradise

Chorus
And if we turn the clocks Back 
A Couple Dials
We should throw them out 
Because time ain’t ours 

And if we burned these blocks down
A Couple miles
We could build them Up
Until the sky was ours

soju

CLOUT CHASER

You're Not Lonely

come and go

"so i went out with that guy the other night
he kept talking...like...at me about some movie ive already fucking seen
then he tried to go home with me .. i ditched
such a dick"

and if on sunday
i love you
then baby i know monday
i’ll lose you
cause baby that’s the way that it goes
for the nice guys the hoes
come and go

i got the jordans and the white tee, we meet at the bar
tell her she looks like an angel, a whole fucking star
and she laughs and takes my hand, like she wants me to know
that imma king, diamond ring, got it under control

i buy her drinks and things and pay to get in the club,
and then she says get me a henny cause i wanna get drunk, 
but when i get back to the table she’s nowhere to be found
and isn’t it just like a hoe to play me like i’m a clown

and if on sunday
i love you
then baby i know monday
i’ll lose you
cause baby that’s the way that it goes
for the nice guys the hoes
come and go

and if on sunday
i love you
then baby i know monday
you’ll say fuck you
cause baby that’s the way that it goes 
if you’re nice then the boys 
come and go

it’s friday night, got a bite, so i’ll give him a try
spend two hours gettin ready just in case he’s the vibe
but at the bar, he's a lot, tellin me his whole life
doesn’t ask me what i do or if i’m feeling alright

and he takes me to the club, but i don’t wanna go
and he’s pushin up on me, even when i say no
so i send him for a drink, have one more for the road
and while he’s buying i slip out “because he’s a fuckin dick”

cause ￼if on sunday
you love me 
by monday i know things could get ugly 
cause baby that’s the way that it goes
if you’re nice then the boys 
come and go

and if on sunday
i love you 
then baby i know monday
you’ll say fuck you
cause baby if you’re all on your own
then you know when to come 
and to go

come and go

come and go

Come and Go

And we're back. First single off my "Forever" EP out on all streaming platforms now!

https://song.link/TKzXxtQ9KpdD5

The rest of the tracks will be out on February 25th. Almost there ♡.

Lyrics: 

Met you in the dark
I was torn apart
Saved my heart from a great disaster

Tell me what you’re seeking
You can do the speaking
Lights go on and off repeating

Your precious words
Echo in my ears
Hoping I’m the only one who hears

(Chorus:)
I don’t want nobody else
Nobody else but you
You make me feel delirious 
With the things you do 
I don’t need to fall asleep 
You’re my dream come true
I don’t want nobody else 
Nobody else but, you 

You’ve been running round my mind and now lately
I wanna hold your hand through moonlight
You’ve been stuck in my head and just maybe
You’d wanna dance to one more song tonight

(Repeat chorus)

I wanna be yours, yeah I wanna be (x3)
Be ….!

(Repeat chorus) 

Just give me your time
And I will make you mine babe
Wanna be, wanna be ,wanna be, yours
Mmm, yeah

Come and Go

Laila Smith

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