happy halloween (reupload)

Blue Skies - Devi McCallion

lyrics:


im gross
i told you so you know
please dont go
getting up your hopes

cause im used to disappointing
thats what im best at you know
thats my hidden talent
and i will always feel alone
cause no matter what i do i will sink and cannot swim
nothing can hold me up when theres heaviness within so

i will treasure what you said forever forever
but i might not be alive soon cause it never gets better
i will hold your hand one day if you’ll allow it will you allow it?
cause i want to feel the warm of someone who actually cares about me
i will hand you my last letter i will tell you what it said
i will come back in the afterlife when i am good as dead
and i will crawl onto your back and even though i may be heavy
i will sleep there for eternity cause that is where i will feel safest


and i may have fucked up your life already
so it doesn’t matter if im heavy weight
if i dont live up to our promise
i deserve to have you hate me

i would kill myself over and over and over again if that happened
haunt myself for taking everything i had for granted
but life is life right it is nothing more than waiting for a bomb
you live or you give up or die I’ve learned that from my mom

so i will treasure you forever forever forever
cause theres lots of shitty things you took and actually made them better
i will hold your hand one day if you’ll allow it will you allow it?
cause i want to feel the warm of someone who actually cares about me
i can promise you im less than
and you can tell me i dont listen
and i can tell you i think i am shit but still my eyes will glisten
when you tell me things or make me feel like i am almost kinda worth it
i wanna thank you for being my friend
so thanku

Blue Skies - Devi McCallion

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