i hope love won't die

yt upload - https://youtu.be/0kRHQAutuxQ
spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/7JLcMMgmXYzcLqZdqPoxXX?si=Qaw8iwHRTDiVRbwfCWATVw
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the things i loved are dead! ft. hime [vocaloid original]

MV / https://youtu.be/-cL52_HeuKs
music / kian https://twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocal / Tsuina-chan AI https://twitter.com/Tuina_chan_PJ
inst / https://piapro.jp/t/80Oe
midi, svp / https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/11IbTFwmhLXcIPFA05IvcJwa9luFzuhx1?usp=sharing

[lyrics]
Ah, everything goes down again
Let it get into my head
But my energy is spent
Trying to make another cent
If I knew I'd be this bored
I'd have looked for something more
Why refuse an open door?
You'd be lazy to the core!
And the tick-ticking never stops
Staring blankly at the clock
All this time my life has lost
Nothing new is ever sought
Kindly manners you were taught
Very quickly seem to drop
When you finally get to know
All the people who are "grown"

Should I fake it?
Can't I fake it?
The rampant immaturity
Should I take it?
Can't I take it?
Cause no one stops the gossiping
Should I fake it?
Can't I fake it?
The, frankly gross, monotony
Should I break it?
Can't I break it?
But this is how it oughta be

Just gotta
HA! HA! HA!
Laugh it out and
Drown all the anger out
Cause making fun of everyone
Will surely make my life less dull, so
HA! HA! HA!
Laugh at all the people who make you doubt that
Everything will be alright
Realize they're acting like a 
M O R O N 
Suspended sense

But I don't gotta like it
Don't gotta watch them throw a fit
Got nothing to commit
A dim-wit's benefit
There's nothing smart about it
There's nothing that they won't admit
Such a stupid thing
Just take a bat and swing

Should I fake it?
Can't I fake it?
The rampant immaturity
Should I take it?
Can't I take it?
Cause no one stops the gossiping
Should I fake it?
Can't I fake it?
The, frankly gross, monotony
Should I break it?
Can't I break it?
But this is how it oughta be

Just gotta
HA! HA! HA!
Laugh it out and
Spit in the eyes of those who
Make things overcomplicated
"I'm so self-opinionated!"
BLAH BLAH BLAH
Drowning out 
The quarrels they bring about
And for the uninitiated 
We're so unappreciated
HA! HA! HA!
Laugh it out and
Drown all the anger out
Cause making fun of everyone
Will surely make my life less dull, so
HA! HA! HA!
Laugh at all the people who make you doubt that
Everything will be alright
Realize they're acting like a 
M O R O N
Repeat again

DIM-WITTED POLKA / Tsuina-chan AI (original song)

First vocaloid song aaaaahs, meet Mega, the protagonist of this song ;;;;;;; (REUPLOAD)

TW: HOSPITAL TRAUMA, DEATH

Stuck here, the world torn apart
Knots are in my throat
They’re watching me 
I’m hearing that fucking -

Seems like there’s nothing for me
Now i have to stay between these walls
Cause of all my own mistakes rotting here

Everyone here lacks some empathy
Filling me, telling me it’s fine
All of this pain i go through
It’s worth it as long as i’m alive!
I just wanna go home and cry
Who cares if i can’t walk or run?
All of this pain i go through…
I deserve it all, it was my fault!

No one makes perfect treatment 
but you are something different
nobody ever listens
I’m not what you all think i am!
Hey!
Why don’t you squeeze my arm?
You’ll think i am just so bad
But it’s inexplicable how you think you’re the good one

Stuck here, decomposing 
It’s like death is quiet
Counting heartbeats
Waiting for it’s final show

Seems like I’m just rotting here
the walls are freezing
I can’t escape from all of this negligence
Covered in smiles

There’s no ending for this nightmare
There’s no point in even trying 
I’m on display, all abandoned 
Needles filled with tranquilizers
Can’t you see me? Do you feel me?
Is it so hard to be decent? 
Keeping me alive from outside
While my insides are dying from pain

No one makes perfect treatment 
but you are something different
nobody ever listens
I’m not what you all think i am!
Hey!
Why don’t you squeeze my arm?
You’ll think i am just so bad
But it’s inexplicable how you think you’re the good one

Are you mad that I’m screaming?
Why don’t you fill me with it?
Nobody ever listens
I DON’T NEED ALL YOUR FUCKING LIES!
Damn, I’m really gonna die!
Why can’t i have my life back?
Fuck! My heart’s gonna kill me!
Seems I’m just gonna rot here…

【Gumi English】The Rotting Patient 【VOCALOID Original Song 】

Cover/EN Lyrics : @paperhappy_ (me)
You may use my translation, please give credit.

Lyrics:
He said to me that, "Miracles do occur,
If you believe, then salvation is certain."
So just pray, pray and pray
With every ounce of your being
All alone, pray and pray
With every ounce of your being
Offer your voice in a shout
Offer your work and effort
Offer your tongue in a hymn
Praying it all to the Lord
So just wish, wish and wish
All of it, for a chance to go home -
Is that the life you want?

The march of the blind faith's started, they flock together
Everyone, everybody, seeking a "life" so it's called
Rights and wrongs second - or maybe it's fifth at this pace
Selfish intentions = Justify their case
Withered trees restored by a miracle, is that so?
That's nothing but a silly tall tale myth you know
There's no way something like that exists...

Well, now look. You see. I told a lie again.

Stealing lives away, I devour their wishes away
Ever so lowly, I've been living by trampling those less fortunate than me
This wonderful world of ours - turns out it's not all it's cut out to be!
By flattering your Lord, your life will be saved and set free
There's no such thing as a right way to live!


He said to me that, "Miracles aren't real,
In the end, just like everything else, they're a lie."
Even so, pray and pray
With every ounce of your being
All alone, pray and pray
With every ounce of your being
Offer your body and soul
Offer your heart and your mind
Offer your everything
Praying it all to the Lord
Jealousy to the brim
Full of greed, sinking sin, as you drown -
Is that the life you want?

The march of the blind faith's started, they flock together
Everyone, everybody, seeking a "life" so it's called
Right and wrong is whatever they declare it to be
Martyrism ≠ Justifies their case
Dried up seas restored by a miracle, is that so?
That's nothing more than idealistic crap, you know
But even still, jumbling what you claim to believe in...

I can't hold in my voice anymore!

Fanatics rebel, see how the flock together
Everyone, everybody, see how they die together
Saints and the priests stir the masses, chanting
"Everyone, gather, give prayer to the Lord!"
Fanatics rebel, see how the flock together
Everyone, everybody, see how they die together
Sneering, the jester watches the show saying,
"Hey look, hey look, isn't it hideous?"

Stealing lives away, I devour their wishes away
Ever so lowly, I've been living by trampling those less fortunate than me
People claming themselves saints - turns out they're not all they're cut out to be!
By flattering your Lord, there's no guarantee of salvation
There's no such thing as a right way to live!


Envying others' lives, I devour everything that they have
Ever so lowly, I've been living by trampling those less fortunate than me
"Love and its warm embrace - was it, too, not all it's cut out to be?"
 Who was it that let something like that slip out, you hypocrite!

Stealing lives away, I devour their wishes away
Ever so lowly, I've been living by trampling those less fortunate than me
Well, since I dug this grave, best to just accept what's meant to be
By flattering your Lord, your life will be saved and set free 
As worthless as the next, your life will be unrewarding
So stupidly disgusting, a life shining with beauty
There's no such thing as a right way to live!

(Secret PKMN sync: https://youtu.be/XC2S_HXoM5s )

Orthodoxia / English Cover (Stardust Infinity♂)

not mine

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vP1i9VyIhK8

V4Flower / Optical Garden 【Original Remake by OrgansDotOrg】

Song:‍ BUTCHER VANITY by FLAVOR FOLEY (Vane, Jamie Paige, ricedeity): https://youtu.be/vjBFftpQxxM
UST / Tuning by me (UST DL is in the description on youtube)
Thumbnail art by me
Singer: Yokune Ruko (欲音ルコ) ♂ KIRE & Whisper

Original Upload: https://youtu.be/H5Qsy1lyeC0

【Yokune Ruko ♂】‍‍ BUTCHER VANITY 【UTAU Cover +USTx】

Song:‍ Self Proclaimed Angel by KAT: https://youtu.be/oKyqHbk_WlU
UST / Tuning by me (Base SVP by KAT)
Singers: Kasane Teto (重音テト), Kasane Teto AI Lite, D-Lin

this one si a little bit old but i still like it so its okay .

Original upload: https://youtu.be/mjah6rPGmpM

【Kasane Teto】‍‍ Self Proclaimed Angel 【UTAU Cover】

Song:‍ Above and Beyond by R.I.P.: https://youtu.be/C11FEkBaGg8
UST / Tuning / Art & Video remake by me
Singer: Kasane Teto UTAU (重音テト)

Original upload (HAS VIDEO): https://youtu.be/LuVGp_DNY_w

【Kasane Teto】‍‍ Above and Beyond 【UTAU Cover +PV】

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edit 2024: oh that sure is a song alright 

yt: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1i-3qp7APXw

MP3/Instrumental: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1JuWjZ_o1QmrlcC36Z02rvHHDaYXNlq6T?usp=sharing
VSQx: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1jGjoMV_FIAQOhHMjJGPvKmFZ2-TI1988/view?usp=sharing
Lyrics: https://docs.google.com/document/d/16EUegjl4hPv6GoS-3HsFJ7g_M-w3zFlZ3GN07tlYMT4/edit?usp=sharing

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【Chika】Finders Keepers【VOCALOID Original Song】

"Don't lose your sights on what's right. This is Milke, signing out."

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【original】 Price Of Hate【GUMI】

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【Kasane Teto】‍‍ Above and Beyond 【UTAU Cover +PV】

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