empathize

turned 22 today, here's a song

produced by stonesowavy

mastered by @sastrp

LYRICS:

let me in let me out

tell me what you know
bout your life the shit u hide and tell me what u owe
forget about the time i got it start right from the go
lemme know your fears the trauma buried deep below
tell me bout the time u didn’t have a place a home
tell me bout the desperation of being alone
moving day to day where every day was seeming slow
every time the outcome of events was still unknown 
it’s unknown where we at
no time to react
speculation mixed with fact and the fad of attention in remission
cause it’s not about you and it never was
and it’s not about me that’s what troubles us
expecting compensation for a life that seems mistaken
and receiving nothing but impatience conflict illness degradation
seems unfair all this monotony performed with calculation 
comparing hatred
constantly racing
wonder what’s the purpose of the pain
dream of peace a stable life consistent pay
don’t ask for too much only take the things u need
tell me how you heal and how you bleed

can i tell you what i know
bout my life the shit i hide and what i owe
hope you got the time cause imma start right from the go 
i got a lot of fear and trauma buried deep below
i got a couple diagnoses probably a couple more they haven’t found yet
but the symptoms are apparent and the treatment done is negligent 
i’m stubborn almost arrogant in my ability to counter obstacles it’s evident
that i would benefit from therapy if i just fucking went
but i can’t even dial numbers start the journey of salvation
once my halo dusty now it’s broken down to yo sediment
i said i wanna change the world
she said that i can’t make that promise
i told her that i need approval
she said i might be a narcissist
cause i’m so focused on myself in such a troubling way
i can recognize the rot but i still let it decay
doing the bare minimum so i can get through the day
but i’m still desperate for some clapping hands to say it’s okay 
cause just the thought of doing what is right is not enough if i don’t actually do it
i want diplomas houses i blew it 
why does life feel claustrophobic when i just got on my feet
can i tell you how i heal and how i bleed

let me in let me out

i simply can’t believe in over sharing
given proper context humans tend to love comparing
situations lived and coping methods revel baring
honest nature of existence and precisely planning
what to filter rummage memories depression or your BPD
and anything that’s troubling the most open that you’ll ever be
but only let out what’s acceptable the limit of your history
is undefined when you first meet somebody you can vaguely see
being in your life extended time bond through little things
like breakups high school bullies neurons firing
to find the sweet spot not too overbearing sort of comforting
to know you’re not alone in this eventually the dam will break
testing the relationship by showing what is underneath
standing at a checkpoint in the bond you built so carefully
started off with how your parents were divorcing
to how you know the makeup that can help to cover bruising 
buzzwords key components of a conversation hold em in their mouth and let them out
when necessity to shows up 
know i’m here for you i care but question if they do believe that
in their head are they judgmental bout a controversial past

and maybe i’m just nosy bout your life
not always my business do or die
imma tell you something bout me
this is how i heal and how i bleed

let me in [prod. stonesowavy]

laptop (ft.soru)[prod.intika]

Have Fun ft aweyk (grayskies)

lyrics:
watch my soul slowly start to fade
and when then happens a piece of me goes away
its not like im not the same person
its not like your not important
cant feel my heart
my social batteries not a thing, lets not start
i wasnt trying to fucking ignore you

now im just a ghost in your head again
passed out since i took all medicine
creeping wondering where has my head been
you dont want me inside your bed again

and i cant help that im dead
i just want you to know i loved you then
i didnt do this bc i was selfish
i just couldnt fucking take it
and if you ever see the signs just know im there
i dont want you to feel like your scared
im just a ghost who used to be person
if i died today id want you to feel important

now im just a ghost in your head again
passed out since i took all medicine
creeping wondering where has my head been
you dont want me inside your bed again

hi the ghost in your head again (Prod. Solo Otto)

Mixed/Mastered By Me
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Produced By https://soundcloud.com/drmabeats-90606897 & https://soundcloud.com/prodveldt
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Lyrics 
I feel u right below me on the ground 
I don’t miss u u don’t know me 
love it when I’m bleeding out 
In the carpet 
I just wanna turn around and run 
wanna see u tonight 
u irradiate my life 
I wanna see ur face every night 

u were knocking at my doorknob 
left me fucking starving 
I don’t give a fuck anymore want u back 
u would whisper in my ear 
like to make me jealous 
tell me all these things like I give a fuck 

still bite my nails like I learned when I was seven 
why u still behind my back 
thought we ended it already 
feels like my life kinda blurry can’t focus no not at all
it feels no I can’t do it people tell me I can 

give u all the time u need 
try and fucking play me 
I need fucking time to heal 
don’t want u beside me 
it was almost like nothing 
I wanted u part of me but I guess not 
I wanted to talk it out with u but I guess we can’t 
and everything feels so fake can u go away 
and every time these bitches leave they’ll regret till the end 
until the fucking end

evolve (drmabeats x veldt)

This song can be found on my second album “Over, All Again” which is available everywhere now: https://bfan.link/over-all-again

Alchemy

iris (siem spark)

SPEED BUMPS w/ HELLSTRVCK (prod. Tristan Wells)

This is my take on the song 5g by Brakence giving it a more synth heavy focus.  I loved the original and I thought I should take a stab at flipping it!

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All rights to the original song are owned by Brakence.

Original Audio: 
https://soundcloud.com/brakence/5g?si=0f45c5f8c2c84f3abae625f8efc9bbcc&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

Brakence - 5g [Diskrypt Flip]

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C:\Users\queso\projects\LostForYears\lyrics.txt
"
Been up all night
You on my mind
Still see your face widescreen 16:9
Still hear your name echo like you're mine

Thoughts looping can't get you out
Like who am I? pill take my mind
Dark thoughts creep trapped I can't leave
Drowning in my grief
Pills I can't leave

(Dark thoughts) (my mind)

Lost for years, baby I ain't coming back
Baby I ain't coming back (coming back)

Been up all night
You on my mind
Still see your face widescreen 16:9
Still hear your name echo like you're mine

Lost for-ever
Baby will you pick me up? I'm on all kinds of drugs
Breaking down hit the plug, pray for me need a hug
(Thanks quesadillas)

Still see your face widescreen 16:9
Still hear your name echo like you're mine

Lost for-ever
Baby will you pick me up? I'm on all kinds of drugs
Breaking down hit the plug, pray for me need a hug
(Thanks quesadillas)
"
\\//_CREDITS_\\//
prod: Quesadillas
mix: Quesadillas
master: Quesadillas
engineer: Quesadillas
https://genius.com/Quesadillas-lost-for-years-lyrics

Lost For Years

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lost for years (prod. quesadillas)

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✏️ Lyrics
Loud the winds howl

 The Winds howl
 By yon clear crystal fountain
 I will build my love a bower
 
 The Winds howl

 Loud the winds howl
 By yon clear crystal fountain
 I will build my love a bower
 Loud the winds howl
 By yon clear crystal fountain
 I will build my love a bower

 Loud the winds howl
 By yon clear crystal fountain
 I will build my love a bower

The winds howl
By yon clear crystal fountain

#organichouse #downtempo #monstercat #silk #amr #fortycats

A.M.R - Crystal Fountain (Forty Cats Remix)

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@taylor

talk like i don't miss you now
guess i talk like i don't miss you now
talk like i  don't miss you now
guess i talk like

told you no i can't hold back 
came in with that blow back
beam up on the glock like omg 
we playing laser tag
chop on the block 
bitch i gotta keep a pole yeah
bitch imma veteran
i got my fucking dog tags

guess i been down but it ain't all bad
with the scope hit 'em down with force
bitch i'm all that
told my doctor i don't fuck with pills bitch i'm off that
but i'm still gon fuck up with this pill
bitch im all cap
but i still make shit look easy yeah 
17 right up on his zone
imma feel the thrill
bitch i came in dancing on your corpse 
just to send a memo 
bitch i killed your gang and all your bros 
bitch i ain't sentimental

talk like i don't miss you now
guess i talk like i don't miss you now
talk like i  don't miss you now
guess i talk like

told you no i can't hold back 
came in with that blow back
beam up on the glock like omg 
we playing laser tag
chop on the block 
bitch i gotta keep a pole yeah
bitch imma veteran
i got my fucking dog tags
told you no i can't hold back 
came in with that blow back
beam up on the glock like omg 
we playing laser tag
chop on the block 
bitch i gotta keep a pole yeah
bitch imma veteran
i got my fucking dog tags

"keimo"

dogtags (taylor morgan)

this song is bout rock with the person u love the most 

my rock baby .m4a

Right Song

☆●RNB Remake●☆

New Self-Prod Soon.
https://linktr.ee/quesadillasJO
gsc

Matthew smith


Faith. forgiveness. truth.

lost for years (prod. quesadillas)

quesadillas‮

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