album art by digiyams
mastered entirely by @bymiddlechild
featuring @mossgardenn and @bymiddlechild

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Outta My Mind

it's my birthday so here's a single from my upcoming album , enjoy :)

mastered by @bymiddlechild

lyrics -

that's a part of me that i don't want to be
that's a part of me that i don't want to be

it's a part of me and it hurts so bad,
i don't feel myself and i'm oh so sad
let me show the world what is going on
behind the scenes, this part of me

that's a part of me that i don't want to be
(i don't wanna be like that)
that's a part of me that everyone can see
(everyone can see my act)
that's a part of me that i don't want to be
(i don't wanna be like that)
that's a part of me that everyone can see

you think that everything's about you
(it sucks that everything's about you)
you think that the world revolves around you
(it sucks that the world revolves around you)
you're terrified by everyone around you
(you're hated by everyone around you)
there's no reality to ground you

you think that everything's about you,
you think that the world revolves around you,
you're terrified by everyone around you,
there's no reality to ground you

i know it hurts to know the truth,
but all you care about is you
and you want everyone to know
how you are stuck inside this loop

a part of me

hi, welcome to Outta My Mind :) please enjoy <3

i will be writing descriptions on some of the songs for anybody who's interested

mastered by @bymiddlechild

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This is the first song I started working on, and it took the longest to finish. My life was changing drastically and my mind was all over the place. I felt as if the only way back to feeling orderly again would be to shatter my mind into pieces and put it all back together again.

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tear it up

microphone song

mastered by @bymiddlechild

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This is about a night where I felt as if I was just one step away from talking directly with some higher power. All that I wanted was a response, to help me understand that I wasn't alone.

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fix me

HPPD

mastered by @bymiddlechild

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While difficult, sometimes the answer is to accept change

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live with it

track art by @oddyssi
mastered by @bymiddlechild

outta my mind

somethin

if i really

just ok (w/ middle child)

featuring @mossgardenn
mastered @bymiddlechild

electric lullaby (w/ mossgarden)

let it get to ur head!!!!!! this song will be on my upcoming ep,, i hope u like it :3
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mastered by aden

my head

stream everywhere

eden music

eden

some improv i recorded on may 4th, one day before my birthday on the piano i grew up with :) i learned piano and music by ear, all my lessons were sight reading which i forgot. these chords are developed over lots and lots of fiddling and it is a very slow and sometimes dreadful process .. please enjoy, more to come.. sorry its taking longer than i thought ..

soundcloud exclusive, may disappear one day 💜

old piano improv

original song by porter robinson

i recorded the guitar thing for my previous song but i thought i'd put it to better use (:

the chords are the ukulele and i did the bass with an acoustic guitar which i never / dont know how to play

sad machine (lando's remix)

download/support

my imagination

*edit THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 5000 LIKES!! <3

thanks @man_huh for the beautiful guitar
thanks @mess for the beautiful art

the video- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jX6pXk09MRo

<3!

~spotify~

~euphony~

really wanted to make something proper with my guitar so heres what i got!

~edit: thanks for 1k likes! its on spotify and itunes now!!! have fun~

~phone call~

be quiet cause i'm sleeping
and you can't wake me up
cause i don't give a fuck

be quiet cause i'm dreaming
i don't want to  wake up
so baby please give up

~phone call pt.2~

*edit* ty for 3k likes i love u all
zzz

thank you everybody for one of the best years so far!! love u all

~bedroom~

i hit a million plays!!

i want to thank every single person who's been listening to my music and been watching and listening to me and my music evolve, this is my first cool milestone so thank you thank you thank you!!

~color tree~

hi heres a song about hiding emotions it has vocals



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i've been sitting in my room making music
i've been sitting in my room making you sick
of my shit
i can't deal
anymore
i can't feel
anymore
is this real
anymore?

it's okay, i'm fine with my ways
i'm fine everyday
i'm super okay
i've never been better but i'm so scared
i've never been better but i'm so scared

i love you
as a friend
and everything you do for me
has come together beautifully 

in my mind
in my thoughts
in my eyes

but i know that
i lost you
in your eyes

but it's good. i feel okay.
and i would never lie to you
and baby i would die for you
i've never been better but i'm so scared
i've never been better but i'm so scared

i've been sitting in my room making music
i've been sitting in my room making you sick
of my shit
i can't deal
anymore
i can't feel
anymore
is this real
anymore?

it's okay, i'm fine with my ways
i'm fine everyday
i'm super okay
i've never been better but i'm so scared
i've never been better but i'm so scared
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scared

~scared~

sort of a part 2 to scared, i hope u enjoy i worked very hard on this

thanks ethan for the cover art

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started thinking bout my friends all the time now
started thinking maybe they aren't even mine now
and i'll smile if it really makes her better
i never really knew her but she got my favourite sweater

when i'm cold, i hope you're still okay
i want you to be warm, i want you to be safe
because that makes me happy inside
i wish that you could see through my eyes

i was sitting in my room making music
i was sitting in my room making you sick
and now i'm dreaming
yeah i'm just dreaming
so be quiet cause i really need it

started thinking bout my friends all the time now
started thinking maybe they aren't even mine now
and i'll smile if it really makes her better
i never really knew her but she got my favourite sweater
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~sweater~

thanks @potsupotsu for the jazz stuff <3

this song took waaay too long to make so i hope everybody enjoys!

(also hi miraie <3)
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please stop picking all these flowers from your garden
i whisper all these words to you but you just disregard them
maybe if you listen we would grow a little stronger
maybe if i left you then i'd last a little longer

i'm a flower that you picked at the wrong time
and yeah i haven't seen you in a long time
but i just thought i'd let you know 
i honestly don't see how far this thing could really go
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~garden~ (w/ potsu)

i've been trying to reach my other half for a long time now, is he even real? ~lando


[lyrics]

i miss you
although we didn't meet
and i cannot sleep
i made you to be so unique

i miss you
i saw you in a dream
and it was so extreme
why can't you hear me scream?

i tried to call you on the phone
i'd say about a year ago but you said
'be quiet cause i'm sleeping'

oh...

what do i do? 
how can i talk to you?
am i really just stuck in space?
can't i just leave this place?

i can't see
i can't feel
i can't tell if i'm real

(you're real in my mind)

i can't see
i can't feel
i don't know if i'm real

(you're real for me)

try, try to understand
why, why won't you take my hand?

(you're real for me)

be quiet cause i'm dreaming
about you

~imaginary friend~

spooky

thank you @mess for the vocals

[lyrics]

i don't know what to say
i miss you every day
and every time that you call me
it comes back to haunt me

i sit at home and cry
as you watch the world go by
i'm slightly overwhelmed
cause everything you tell me
seems to not go over well

and i can't help but think
i'm losing my mind
i'm tired of watching things
from the outside

and i don't know what to do
at night i think of you
but every time that you call me
it comes back to haunt me

i'm sorry when you call me i won't pick up
the thoughts up in my head're getting mixed up
i'm sorry i don't take the opportunity
i know your voice produces such a euphony

i feel just like im sinking
so be quiet cause i'm thinking, yeah
be quiet cause i'm thinking
about you, about you

[...hello? is anybody here? me and my crewmates have been up in space for a while now, i hope we can come back down soon.] ~lando

~nightmare~

thanks so much @lofi-samurai for doing some vocals and helping me mix <3

i hope but also don't hope that you guys can relate to this song! <3

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[lyrics]

[lando]
hey, what's up, you wanna talk?
how come we don't call no more?
maybe we could play a game
you don't seem to act the same

or we could make a song
but you'd just say "that's wrong"
or "we don't get along"
i'll make one on my own-

[lofi.samurai]
left me on read now i am sad
make me seem so desperate you just mess with my head
only thing looked forward to when out of my bed
but now I see your name and my heart drops dead

[lando]
you always told me we were friends
you told that we'd be together till the very end
you told me that we'd meet in real life
but now if i say anything girl you just wanna fight, so...

maybe i'll just stop
my eyes are getting red again from staring at my laptop
this is making me bored
my fingers are in pain again from typing on my keyboard

[lofi.samurai]
left me on read now i am sad
make me seem so desperate you just mess with my head
only thing looked forward to when out of my bed
but now I see your name and my heart-

[lando]
why am i so devoted (so devoted)
when every time i just get ghosted (just get ghosted)

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thank you so much for sticking around listening, this has one of the best years ever for me in terms of music and people i've met. i hope that 2019 is even better <3

~ghosted~

~ghosted~ (w/ lofi.samurai)

i can feel your presence when it rains <3

thank you so much for listening, i tried to do something different this time around

~rain~

thank you so much @potsupotsu for the solo <3

~daydream~ (w/ potsu)

<3 <3 <3 thank u guys for 9k followers, heres a thingy!
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[lyrics]
come outside and smell the air
come outside, don't stay in there
but i don't want to leave my home and
i'd much rather be alone

you don't know the half of me
you don't know the world i see
i'm sorry that that i think this way but
i won't come outside today

you're someone that i can trust,
tell me that you won't give up
tell me that it's all okay,
i'll come outside another day

~outside~

thank you @atlas <3
and thanks doomlish on twitter for the cover art

what might you find under the sofa?
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[lyrics]
under the sofa where all of your loose change goes,
dance with the dust bunnies next to the remote control
i don't mind pillow forts in the spring light
oh, love of mine, we'll sink in the cushions of time

under the sofa, it's a dusty mess down here
you can come join me, it isn't that bad when you're near
and if you want some change my dear,
then you can whisper in my ear
and if you have a single fear,
then i will wipe away your tears

~dust bunnies~

~dust bunnies~ (w/ atlas)

hey everybody, sorry for no songs for like four months, i scrapped so much stuff and this was the only one that stuck. i hope you enjoy <3
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[lyrics]
love is love,
there's quite a lot of people that just don't get it
you don't wanna break the mould baby please don't sweat it
you don't gotta keep a secret but they won't let you out

and now that you're considering the outcome
if you let this secret out it could be downsome
they're ignorant but you can't live without them,
without them
so....
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you're valid <3

~love is love~

maybe bottling them up wasn't the best idea..
music video - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UlMhg-Rrsrw
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i know i should talk a little more
about my feelings but i'm so unsure
cause there's two options, i could keep it inside
or i could let everything out and then you'd maybe realise but i could

scream into my pillow and then bottle it up
and i can fill it to the top and then i'll seal it shut
and there's a chance that it could crack and then i'll all let it out
but i will always have a bottle where i store all my doubts

or i could pour it in a cup and let you try my concoction
to me it doesn't really seem like that's the greatest option
(so tell me what to do) 

uh oh, i'm out of luck
i let my feelings out and now i am f*@?!
i'm super scared i think i'm gonna erupt
and you can say it's fine but i know i suck

everything's alright hey let me help you out
it will be okay you shouldn't have any negative doubts
tell me what the problem is i'm telling you i do not mind
but if it's just emotions then i can repeat, just hit rewind

you tell me everything is okay
but be more specific
yeah, is it me? or is it you?
is there anything that you can tell me

tell me something i've never heard
tell me some crazy string of words
that'll help me understand myself
so that i can help me out

bottled up!

spotify / apple music

something a little different this time round. i had a lot of fun making this and made most of the instrumental on my op-1! enjoy <3
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you don't know what you have just unravelled
you made a deal with the devil

yeah this'll all be over soon
my heart feels like it's gonna stop soon
because i heard a lot of things
and now it's pulling at the strings

i'm burying my head under my pillow and i'm under my sheets
i'm unable to sleep 'cause i have horrible dreams
what do i have to do to get you out of here,
what do i have to do to get you out of here?

what do i have to do to get you out of here?
what do i have to do to get you out of here?

you don't really get it, do you?
you can't quite grasp it
and if i say it to you,
you just pass it off

i think you're out of touch,
yeah you don't give a fuck

OUT OF HERE

SPOTIFY / APPLE MUSIC

it always catches up ❤️
music video - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=djFxB7VFeeQ
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i don't think you can be my friend,
it's tearing me apart
thoughts constantly rush through my head,
don't remember when they start

your imaginary heart,
your imaginary heart
yeah you don't have the heart,
i guess we're similar in that sense

you're in my head,
you are chimerical
but if i think too hard about it,
then you're physical

you replace my mind,
my preconceived reality
i turn into something that i kept deep down inside of me

i will never get away from what i used to be,
maybe this is what reality is telling me

your imaginary heart,
your imaginary heart

you'll always be a part of me
(but you're someone i don't want to be)
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imaginary heart

dont pinch me ..

mastered by @bymiddlechild

this will be one of the songs for the album (no album name yet) thank you all for a lovely year, i have learned a lot about myself and about music and i think my musical knowledge has progressed greatly. love u all <33
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its just a dream, yeah
but its the greatest thing ive ever seen
and when i die i hope its this serene
and i hope its not a mystery

dont pinch me
cause i dont think i wanna wake up
its something i could never make up
and its something that im not afraid of

i'll hold off just for now
we'll see how i am in a few months
you pulled me to the ground
i'll see you again in a few months.....
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just a dream

uk based musican making silly music :)

contact me personally & directly at - landosmusicmgmt@gmail.com

my network will auto-strike your videos if you use my music in them (video won’t be taken down, you just won’t be able to earn ad revenue) but i have a bunch of music you can use on my alt account as long as you credit me

alt account: @ijustnut b.r

💜
...

lando!

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