I wrote this song in June when I remembered how it felt to love someone that didn’t love me in the same way. This song is about losing yourself while trying to love someone.


Lyrics 

Across the world
You fall into the unknown 
You’d follow her
And all that you’d ever know

Is how to love one sidedly  
Unrequited guarantee
Hopelessness inside of me
You and I could never be

Devoted to
The hope of being with you
Unspoken truth 
The words that I’ll never use 

I don’t wanna face rejection 
Staying close is my protection 
How do I get your attention 
How do I just say I’m lost in you 
I’m lost in you 

I’m wandering 
Of all the things I could do
It’s not a thing 
If falling’s only on you

What the hell do I wait for
Letting go and hit ignore
I don’t want this anymore
Lingering inside I’m yours

Exhausting fire
The cost of one sided love
Oh I’m so tired
I’m lost but it’s not enough

I just wanna be me again 
Losing myself over pretend
When is all of this gonna end 
How do I just say I’m lost in you 
I’m lost in you
I’m lost in you
I’m lost in you

Lost in You - demo

Feeling like you’ve wasted your time 


Lyrics 

Another late night 
Down the drain

What’s one more goodbye 
It’s the same

I know it’s not
Worth the stay 

Another late night
Down the drain

Things are alright
It’s okay

I don’t want to fight
But you’ve changed

I know there’s more
But I can’t say

Things are alright
It’s okay

Another late night
It’s the same

Things are alright
But you’ve changed

I know
We can’t stay

Another late night 
Down the drain

Another Late Night - demo

Getting into an argument with someone who just wants the best for you


Lyrics

I used to hate you
I’m used to so much anger 
I hold a grudge like it’s a life line

Right now I’m so blue
You feel just like a stranger
Not old enough to live a life time 

Time is fleeting from my hands 
When you’re old you’ll understand 

Staring into the mirror 
I don’t look like me at all
Searching for any trace of you

I wish it would be clearer
I hate to feel so small
Why I’m so sad I wish I knew 

Time is fleeting from my hands 
When you’re old you’ll understand 

I just wish I knew 

Sorry for what I did
I know it’s overdue
If I could take it back to then

I feel just like a kid
I wish that I could hold you
I wanna go back there again

Fleeting - demo

Miss you everyday 


Lyrics

When I think of you
I’m brought back to April
I’m in the spare room
Working on my school finals

Then I think of may
When it all went down
Nothing much to say
Filling up with doubt

The house feels cold
And yet it looks the same 
I know you’re getting old
Could you please just stay
Please just stay

And then came June 
A month already gone away
Before I even knew
Everything had changed 

July flew by
I barely see 
Right there, goodbye 
Staring at me

The house feels cold
And yet it looks the same 
I know you’re getting old
Could you please just stay
Please just stay

The months were a blur
I think I lost my mind
But I’m not sure
I’m losing track of time

Please Stay - demo

Drifting away


Lyrics

I still remember your name
And I still remember the way
You kissed me
Mmm

I know your color is green
And I know the things that I’ve seen 
Are not like you
Mmm

When we drift away
I’ll still be around
Let’s do this today
Get out of this town

I miss the feeling of bliss
But all that i’m left with is
A ghost of you
Mmm

Tracing the steps that I take
Hoping that one day I’ll make
It back to you
Mmm

When we drift away
I’ll still be around
Let’s do this today
Get out of this town

I still remember your name 
And I still remember the day you
Left me
Mmm

I Remember - demo

Brain puke


Lyrics

I’ve been out of time
Begging the cross fires
Mark on the wrong crime
Requiems of choirs

Walking a straight line
Hours become dimes 
Watching the past pine
Future redesign 

It’s bittersweet
Losing reach
Overseas
Through the beach

Passing the signs
Honesty lies
On a shore line
Secrets cut ties

Calling the bell chimes
Rockets take off crying 
Fueling the stage lights 
Falling becomes flying

Take a step outside 
Blades like a sharp knife
Regret if I hide
Living a part life

It’s bittersweet
Losing reach
Overseas
Through the beach

Passing the signs
Honesty lies
On a shore line
Secrets cut ties

Bittersweet- demo

Wrote this after watching Doom at Your Service haha.

Lyrics

I wish we could fall
And disappear when the world ends 
I’d wish for it all
Then both of us might just forget

All of the painless nights
And everything I’ve tried
I’d go back every time 
For you

When you look at me
What do you see
Do I look happier 
Than when we were something

If you pity me
I wouldn’t be mad
Cause I pity
Myself too

And I wonder how 
The world would go around
If the dark and the winter
Would end things right now

If doomsday were sooner
Would we both make it out
If the world started over
Can what’s lost still be found

Doomsday - Demo

Hmong singer songwriter 
This will be a page of my demos. Hope you enjoy listening :)

Lani Yang

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