i honestly dont know what to put here so like listen to this playlist whenever you feel like it idk

silly lil playlist

music / kian https://twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocals / GUMI https://twitter.com/GUMIfromMegpoid
illust / https://soundcloud.com/ponkansoup: https://twitter.com/citrus_soup?s=20
MV /  https://youtu.be/z41Twyf7atQ
Inst /  https://piapro.jp/t/PjYS

[lyrics] 
Letting everybody take what’s mine
Giving everything, so divine
Keep our universes on a line
Mixing everything, we intertwine
Unequivocally horrified at this feeling that we can’t subside
Everywhere we go we cannot hide
Hide from such a lie
In your hands you hold a broken heart
Dark remains that you had torn apart
“Show with words” where do I even start?
A shitty, mediocre piece of art
A faded memory of how we were
When said out loud, is sounding quite absurd
“Don’t tell anyone” you made me swear
Nodding passively, can’t help but stare

Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
Your hands, once warm, now nothing short from a cold ice
We’re running now
Running away, the wind still feels nice
The people stare, and it’s unfair that I know we’re right
Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
And every movement, every word stabs like a sharp knife
The sun is setting all the redness is out of sight
So leave me in the hands of night

And the devil knows everything I have to show
Call it fear, call it hate
Something I can take
You can scream and cry
Scratch your throat when asking “Why”
Make a deal, make it real
Make it yours to steal

Be the devil, be the devil
Soon I’ll, soon I’ll
Be the devil, be the devil
Soon I’ll, soon I’ll
Rid the evil, rid the evil
Soon I’ll, soon I’ll
Be the thing that once consumed me
Set me free
Waiting here forever on repeat
Walking in, the watchers take their seats
Long gone now, the feeling of defeat
Replaced by the slowly rising heat

Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
Your hands, once warm, now nothing short from a cold ice
We’re running now
Running away, the wind still feels nice
The people stare, and it’s unfair that I know we’re right
Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
And every movement, every word stabs like a sharp knife
The sun is setting all the redness is out of sight
Leave me in the hands of night

And the devil knows everything I have to show
Call it fear, call it hate
Something I can take
You can scream and cry
Scratch your throat when asking “Why”
Make a deal, make it real
Make it yours to steal
So please appeal

BEDEVIL

its theeeee the

youtube upload - https://youtu.be/MlsVfLWlZz8
spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/7JLcMMgmXYzcLqZdqPoxXX?si=Qaw8iwHRTDiVRbwfCWATVw
bandcamp - https://friendxp.bandcamp.com/
twitter - https://twitter.com/friend_xp

→exchange← ft. gumi [vocaloid original]

[Bug] バグ   25時、ナイトコードで。 × 鏡音レン  Nightcord at 25:00 x Kagamine Len [Full Ver] [Project Sekai]

when da

yt upload - https://youtu.be/QJ4m8V143Yk
spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/7JLcMMgmXYzcLqZdqPoxXX?si=Qaw8iwHRTDiVRbwfCWATVw
bandcamp - https://friendxp.bandcamp.com/
twitter - https://twitter.com/friend_xp

- lyrics -
another day goes by, even harder than the rest
am i destined to be an afterthought?
twenty bleached-white cries
“why am i not the best?”
a prison made of pretty lies, i’ll never be caught

weeks go by, i’m dying like the rest
am i destined to be left here to rot?
thirty lights turned off
something pounding in my chest
the staring of a thousand eyes that i had forgot

hey hey hey, listen here… 
“the story of the century!
they kept them under lock and key!”
hey hey hey my dear… 
won’t you come a little closer?
there’s so much more for show, sir!

a bittersweet goodbye to all the world’s kindness
“drink it all!” they cry
if it’s for you my highness
falling down, again i’m on my knees
i’ll waste this life however i please
the bad end is nigh
a liar’s unbecoming
“finally!” i sigh
but still, they keep on coming
broken glass, escape if you’re naive
keeps asking me, “just who is deceived?”

months go by, even longer than the rest
i’m biding my time inside the box
forty bleached-white cries
the drowning of a pest
a palace made of sour spots and blood that won't clot

years go by and still i feel the same
am i begging to be something i’m not?
fifty lights turned off to hide me from my shame
the soundtrack of a million highs to blanket the shot

hey hey hey, listen here… 
“the story of the century!
they kept them under lock and key!”
hey hey hey my dear… 
won’t you come a little closer
and take a peek inside me, sir?

a bittersweet goodbye to all the world’s kindness
“drink it all!” they cry
if it’s for you my highness
falling down, again i’m on my knees
i’ll waste this life however i please
the bad end is nigh
a liar’s unbecoming
“finally!” i sigh
but still, they keep on coming
broken glass, escape if you’re naive
keeps testing me, there is no reprieve

a bittersweet goodbye to all the world’s kindness
“drink it all!” they cry
if it’s for you my highness
falling down, again i’m on my knees
i’ll waste this life however i please
the bad end is nigh
a liar’s unbecoming
darkening the sky
and watch them keep on running
broken glass, so opportune to seize
keeps asking me, “just who was deceived?”

i’ll end my life whenever i please.

study ft. hime [vocaloid original]

mushroomy gumi hell yeah!!
last song i will post as a 17y/o... birthday soon :)
this song is about mushrooms but the mushrooms and mycelium represent my brain. idk how to explain it...... the metaphors


YT video: https://youtu.be/rDhqYGbJtN8
lyrics: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1rUG-j_Xpz-QMkUb1QkR1pDZ70QB33m3Q9jdm5O5yugQ/edit?usp=sharing
inst: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1RTZw4tQpmtPJmzVxE0ZeZ4w5eV6MFmwJ?usp=sharing
midi: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1Ums-eGrDKYB_lyX7GkDYXlO1Q2ysHmne/view?usp=share_link

Fruiting Bodies ft. Gumi English (VOCALOID Original Song)

"They are literally just talking."
- original video description 

original song not by me but by ferry! find the song on YouTube here: https://youtu.be/2GfF12YTAyg
Convergence has been put on Spotify, support Ferry by listening to it there https://open.spotify.com/track/7La6rm1gATYeAtKvzhwfl8

Convergence - Ferry ft. Yukari & KYO

I did not created this song!
All Credits go to Ghost and Pals
Song released on 22.09.2022

Uncanny - Ghost and Pals

どうも、ぐちりです。 呪い返しの話です。

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vocaloid: V flower
producer: Guchiry

キャスタスペル/ぐちり 【Flower】 (Cast a spell / Guchiry feat.flower)

宝石の国 スペシャルサウンドトラック前編

戦い - Battle [Houseki No Kuni OST]

危機 - Danger [Houseki No Kuni OST]

驚異 - Wonder - Houseki No Kuni - Original SoundTrack (OST)

冬の試練 - Trial Of Winter - Houseki No Kuni - Original SoundTrack (OST)

LYRICS:

i never wanted
to fade away, yet here i am
oh just another troubled youth on the diagram
“do you like me?”
“why don’t we just get out of here?”
and for another night I lose myself and disappear

i say it’s awful
the smoky gray crumbling view
just makes me want to break away, run away, but you 
say it’s normal
and so we keep tumbling through
and every day i’m hammered by this dire dejavu

on a night like any other
my mind started to wander, then i froze - 
out from the flickering shadows
she arose

the loser looks in the eyes of the monster 
the room is caving in, it’s okay, it’s okay, i say
and just like that it turns into a girl, hey
a friendly baseball bat comes to save the day 
eternal rest never seemed to be closer
than in that passing moment, but quickly my fear was gone
a lapse of reason, i figure, can be pretty fun
and so the party goes on and on

i always wanted
to feel like i hold my own reins
my future’s on the rails of freight trains, not daisy chains
she is laughing
“that’s such an uncool thing to say”
i miss the trashcan as i throw my cigarette away

i don’t know what else i can tell you
“you know, opening up is not that bad”
i think this music will surely
drive me mad

the loser looks in the eyes of the monster 
at last he doesn’t need to pretend or to force a smile
oh i don’t know if i’m lying or living a lie
the monster’s humming a lullaby 
“oh what’s the use of escaping the future
when you can mold it into whatever you please”, she sings
and i don’t know if it’s something she really believes 
my sadness seeps through my clenched teeth

the loser looks in the eyes of the girl and 
the room is caving in, it’s okay, it’s okay, i say
and just like that she turns into a monster
there’s nobody to show up and save the day 
eternal rest never seemed to be closer
than in that passing moment, but quickly my fear was gone
and even though all this mindless self-indulgence was fun
the party ends at the break of dawn

Parties Are For Losers

................................... weren't expecting this one? yea me neither

so, this old song i made in early january of 2014 became a huge inside-joke in my friend group. and i thought to myself, oh wouldn't it be hilarious if i made a whole remake of that song with a pv and everything, in a satirical sorta way y'know? 

well that, like, happened, and the line between irony and seriousness on this one ended up being sooooooo thin. SO THIN. i'm definitely very aware that this isn't my best work, but blame 16 y/o me for that because this song in particular was so incredibly difficult to salvage hahaha

if you wanna know what i'm talking about, check out the original: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zyign...

also fun fact but the characters from this song are these ocs i made when i was 16 named arc (guy with bandages) and say (longer-haired one). they had such a poorly thought-out story and it was so bad and this song didn't even fit them as characters. they deserved better

also also you know how youtubers will give their subscribers a group name? i premiered this on a livestream and the people in the chat have officially decided my subs are named the bug squad

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bandcamp: https://ghostandpals.bandcamp.com/alb...

pre-save on spotify: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/gho...

itunes/google play/etc stores coming soon! links will be posted here, in my community tab, and on twitter as they become available

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ghostandpals.com

https://twitter.com/GHOST_AND_PALS

https://www.patreon.com/ghostandpals

Bandcamp

Gumi Eng. & Yohioloid / The Chattering Lack of Common Sense [Original Song]

LYRICS:

“Two do the job, the third one is witness
Don’t shoot the guards, no need for guns”, check this
“Don’t go across, the longer road’s safer
Watch as the bolt’s trajectory wavers” -
Learn in by heart, now the hardest part comes when
Staggering doubt paralyzes you and then
You fall apart like a house of cards, might as 
Well disregard it as a cursory mantra

Ah, my head feels heavy once again
I wish I could dissolve myself in this rusty air
It’s getting harder to act like I don’t really care
I’m sorry but these earnest words of yours are just too much to bear

Я вижу тебя, дымка стелется над
Розовой дугой предрассветного
Далекого, как в детстве, свечения
И с наших рук земля осыпается, черная земля осыпается
Обернутая в синее полотно, она идет за мной бледным призраком
Туманы над водою - дымка предрассветная стелется
Седым покровом ровным над тихою, над тихою рекою

(TL: I see you, the haze lingers above
The pink arc of breaking dawn,
A light just as distant as it was when we were children
And dirt, black dirt is spilling from our hands
Wrapped in blue cloth, her pale ghost follows me
Fog on the water - the dawning haze lingers
Like a gray duvet, above a quiet, quiet river)

(Transcript: Ya vizhu tebya, dymka steletsa nad
Rozavai dugoy predrassvetnava
Dalyokava, kak v detstve, svecheniya
I s nashyh ruk zemlya asypaetsa, chyornaya zemlya asypaetsa
Abernutaya v sineye palatno, ana idyot za mnoy blednym prizrakam
Tumany nad vadoyu - dymka predrassvetnaya steletsa
Sedym pakrovam rovnym nad tihayu, nad tihayu rekoyu)
  
I’ll draw a circle in the sand
Drive myself around the bend
In a desperate attempt to hold onto your battered hand
Rocked to sleep beneath the snow
She is bathed in youthful glow
"Strong enough to let it go" he says, but, darling, I don't know
This isn't my first time sinking lower than the low
How hard can it be to never let it overflow
Oh, I've gotten used to being haunted long ago
All I need to hear’s a simple "hello" 

Right through the arc of breaking dawn
Through the haze and through the maw
Of the grinder; I won’t find her, but I’ll guide you through them all
No more circles left to find
In the windmills of this mind
Rest your members 
Now, remember, dear, you’ve always been too kind
Oh it’s nothing new, the visionless leading the blind
It’s easy to say, “why don’t you leave it all behind”
And this moral compass is forever misaligned
All I need to hear is that you’ll be there by my side
(But you can never know that)
“Too strong to die”  
(Or was that me again?)
I know that
(There has to be some hope that’s)
Just out of sight

I won’t let myself lose it again 
And now my only hope is that one day you’ll understand
I’ll wrap the chain
Round my heart and her hammering neck
And save what’s left, though I know that
One day this weight will come to break my back

Once again we were left in the dust
Self-hating ones like us crack when we betray someone’s trust
So if you must
Shield your heart with these layers of rust
The sun will rise, until then I’ll
Be waiting for you on the other side

【Iroha feat. KYO】THE MILL【VOCALOID Original】

LYRICS:

Channelling love through the noise of sinful thoughts becomes a
Challenge with no guiding voice to pave the way, you say
This safe existence’s lacking in joy,
But as opposed to what? The world that 
Just wants to play and break you like a toy?

Channelling love through the fear of being torn apart by
Crowds of your barbarian peers, the human filth around us
Wants to trample all that is dear
Under the guise of watchful reason
But no, of course, I’m being too austere

A thousand years ago it was a tepid autumn day
A lock has sealed this door,

But no more 
Blinded by the sun,
You spin the barrel of a
Fully-loaded gun
“If there’s no winning 
Might as well just have some fun”
I want to scream, when will you
Get it through your skull
That I will not
Let you drown
“The light is gone -
The thought keeps running through your mind,
But fearing life is easier than fighting, right?”
Oh please, just hide
Behind this back of mine and save your helpless spite
Knock on the door - access denied

Channelling love through the smoke and cheap substandard spirits 
Laughing, you got off the hook, but you keep dancing in its
Shadow, now I overlooked your playing buddies with a monster
I fostered hope to reclaim what you took

And in a thousand years I’ll see a tepid autumn day
And only think about
Its grace, but

Blinded by the sun
You play roulette still with a
Fully-loaded gun -
A disappointing image
Always on the run
Oh I believed that you could 
Change your ways somehow
But you just keep
Crashing down
“So are you done?”
Your quiet voice is filled with spite - ironic, right?
Why don’t you get out of my sight
“Oh, you’re too kind”
The day goes up in flames
You know, I really tried
Knock on the door - access denied

Everything will pass
The edge will dull -
I know what’s best for you, and after all
A day will come,
Warm and bright, when I
Tear down these dismal shelter walls

【vflower】STRIKE 3【VOCALOID Original】

OMORI OST - 034 A Rose By Any Other Name...

OMORI OST - 013 A Home For Flowers (Tulip)

OMORI OST - 005 By Your Side.

OMORI OST - 165 A Home For Flowers (Sunflower)

hi there im pixel i use they/xe/it and i like hnk, pjsekai, yttd, omori, and the evillious chronicles!! im also a lapis lazuli liker

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