do you think you're one of us?
who do you think you are? 

when i walk into a room they see an outcast
they see me looking like an alien
when i open up my mouth they shut me up fast
they hear me sounding like an idiot

that's what they're thinking, oh
that's what they're thinking, oh

when i wake up in the morning disappointed
i see myself in the mirror and i
wanna jump into a hole and never come back
those people really don't enjoy my company

i'm an ugly piece of shit
but that ain't my fault
and i'm not doing a god damn thing about it

i don't wanna talk to you
i'm too awkward for you
you can stop wasting your time trying to make me normal

i'm an ugly piece of shit

you make me feel like i'm enough
make me feel loved while tearing out my guts 
you're a deadbeat psycho
with a smile you twist me open

peel me like a grapefruit
eat before i'm ripe
complain that i am sour
that my body's not your type

drink me like i'm champagne
running down your chin
spread my little legs
make me feel like i'm a sin

cause you're a deadbeat psycho
with nothing better to do, oh i feel bad for you
you're a sad salvation
in my hour of need
...
you make me think i'm in control
make me feel scared while touching me down there
you're a heartsick fuck, more pathetic than i thought
with a frown you leave me empty

peel me like a grapefruit
eat before i'm ripe
complain that i am sour
that my body's not your type

drink me like i'm champagne
running down your chin
spread my little legs
make me feel like i'm a sin

cause you're a deadbeat psycho
with nothing better to do, oh i feel bad for you
you're a sad salvation
in my hour of need

deadbeat psycho

hello, you
are you lonely? 
are you feeling blue?
do you need someone to talk to? 
do you need someone to talk to? 

hello, you 
tell me everything that you've been through
now you're 22
what else is new?
oooh

...

hello, you
are you lonely? 
are you feeling blue?
do you need someone to talk to? 
do you need someone to talk to? 

hello, you 
tell me everything that you've been through
now you're 22
what else is new?
oooh

hang out
dance in the mirror
sing loud
tell me your secrets
hug me
we're gonna be alright

i miss doing nothing with you
i wish we could do it all again
i miss doing nothing with you

i miss doing nothing with you
i wish we could do it all again
i miss doing nothing with you

hang out
dance in the mirror
sing loud
tell me your secrets
hug me
we're gonna be alright

hang out
dance in the mirror
sing loud
tell me your secrets
hug me
we're gonna be alright

are you lonely?

i can't shake this feeling
in my head it was worth it
pent up positivity and borrowed hope
in a second it broke
slippery slope
drifting endlessly
always fighting with myself
do i want to die
do i want to try

borrowed hope (phone recording)

lemon girl

[cover] lana del rey - arcadia

dreams turn to burdens on my back
i cant focus, mind is often blank
pulling on my heart in yearning days
lined with traces of imaginary
ways i could be
ways i could live and ways i could be something
ways i could be
ways i could live and ways i could be something

it's only a place in my head
i'll stay here forever instead
it's only a place in my head
i'll stay here forever instead

just get up and do something
can't just sit there
gotta pick yourself up and move along

imaginary ways

grateful for my time

do you have any stars over there?

twelve years old

random songs i make in my free time ! :) i use FL 20, røde nt1-a microphone and an acoustic piano sometimes <3

Larkblues

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