Harp tracks performed by Alyssa Katahara
Trumpet tracks performed by Maddi Lusby 

Nightlife

Trumpet tracks performed by Maddi Lusby
All artwork done by Jessica Harrigan 

The Temptation of St. Anthony

Fourier Transform (poetry by Brennan Leeds)

One More Time 2

I’m finally figuring out
all of the things you and I used to talk about
it’s hardly working, 
I turn around to a hole in my garden lurking, I’m not hurting
my hand’s on fire, from the way that you’re smirking

Get it out of my mind, get it out of my soul
I’m losing control, I’m losing control

I hear a voice, giving me a choice
to find peace in a shelter of structure
but I need the noise, I’m a sieve for what you give
call me a filter feeder, I’m always unsure
of how the future molds what my head holds,
from what I’m told everybody’s like me
it could all unfold, like a piece of origami wound up in a string

you can sit in the grass drinking from your stalled stem of glass
but I’m unseen swimming upstream just to come in last

get it out of my mind get it out of my soul
I’m losing control, I’m losing control

Filter Feeder

I've got a new fake friend
I'll call him Ferdinand
The times that you leave town
He always comes around

We go outside to ride our bikes
I found a new trail that you'd like
My friend shows me a comic strip
I guess I don't get what's so great about it

I'm trying to replace the empty space 
but it's a race that I can't win
and with two tired tries I can't deny the pain I'm in

I hold my own hand to get a grip
guess I'm not equipped to handle it
Ferdinand's not acting cool
He wants me to forget about you

But I've got an anchor on my hip attached to this relationship
and I know how to be alone
but that doesn't mean I want to get used to it

My fake friend named ferdinand

Sedona (poetry by Brennan Leeds)

Found this live audio of me performing 'Parking Lot' for my school's songwriter showcase during my senior year of high school. You can tell it's live cause the drum machine goes off at the end after the song is over. whoops

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