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skin

no texts on my phone n im so fucking drunk
fell too deep and i just cant stand up
time passes by as i remain  the same

forever cut myself
what about your health? never cared bout that
but i still hate myself
so many things that i wish i never said

im such a bad person
you can tell me that im not, but i am certain
never opening my curtains
no one fucks with me, cuz im a burden

n i will die with so much hatred in my heart
n everything i do is poison for my mind

alex g - sarah remix

always been a shitty friend :((

always seemed so impossible
need a shoulder to cry on
but im waiting for nothing
always waiting for nothing

she said she likes deftones

why do u choose to break me so often, often
u know u dont have to remind me so often so often
how am i still even holding on

aches so bad
i know it hurts so bad

stop reminding me so much

He Wasnt Really Gay

fool 

i know that i’m just your clown
wear makeup on my tears 
and all my honesty 
wish i could deal 
when your not around 
but i fear your becoming 
a part of me
 
i know that im just your clown 
tear my being 
for all of your
 comedy 
oh god
can you hear my vows 
don’t make me 
a part of this tragedy

im just ur clown 
makeup to hide
 all my insecurities 
you say that 
your never down
but i feel it whenever
 your fearing me 

come onto the dance floor
what you mean
you ain’t dance before? 
take one shot 
and take ten more 
took too much 
then throw up on the floor 
you said you just wanted more 
then you walked out that door
i can’t think 
my brains so sore
my eyes are tore
my wrists just pour 
FUCK

 i know that i’m just your clown
wear makeup on my tears 
and all my honesty 
wish i could deal 
when your not around 
but i fear your becoming 
a part of me

nothing you havent heard before

try to put ur fucking mind aside
try to talk and dont try to fight
so stuck but u still run 
look up and try to fucking fly

it happens again
it happens once more
and u hate ur friends
and i hate my fam
like i hate myself
and i hate your friends
god im hating again

lowkey, fuck you

i woke up to this fucking awful news today and im still in shock.
This person was always so fucking interesting to me and i really wanted to meet him irl one day
i cant believe hes gone
hed still be alive if it wasnt for the shitty circumstances and everyone always pushing him to the edge
he was always good to me and would check up on me and would talk to me when i needed to
i hate seeing people trash his name, 
i know he was a good person that never got his chance
he deserved a better life


hes the reason why this fucking page even exists
i wish i could talk to him one more time
i will miss him
rip skeleton


(my only finished song with skel that we ended up dropping separately)

good ones always die

prod. racky
the older we get, the closer we get to death
i cant wait for my pitiful life to end
i dont want another chance at this shit
bc ik ill fuck it up all over again
why am i so hard to love it looks like im destined for this to end all alone

happy birthday loser #hopeidiesoon

none of this is real

obsessive fuck :):(:):

rough draft of the chorus of my next official song

cause i cant function
the words they flow right through me
like an ostrich
my friends tell me
im so fucking obnoxious
so ill keep fucking my liver
until it’ll tilt
dont tell me why i cant

ostrich demo

open for keepsecrets kinda decent

Beat by - piercdthru
Mix - já

Studená voda kape 
Na skleněnou tvář  
Za kreju se do peřiny 
Křičím pomoc přes polštář 

Je dvacátého září 
Mood je jako první máj
Při nekončícím breku
Sedím na posteli sám 

Zavřu oči potichu
Čas nechám plynout dál
I když tíha na hrudi
Mi nedá vůbec spát

Astmatický záchvat 
Nebo panický atak 
Nevidím už rozdíl 
Někdy to mělo nastat 

Jak jsem se tu kurva ocit
Jak jsem se tu kurva ocit
Já jsem se o to neprosil 
Já jsem se o to neprosil 
Já jsem se o to neprosil 
Já jsem se o to neprosil 
Já jsem se o to neprosil 
Dožít se dvacátého roka 
já jsem se neprosil

stop reminding me so much

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