2023 this song still makes me feel some typa of way

bro i cried. i remember the OG version. this brings out sm in my heart bro.

I’m so in love with the idea that you were hurt because I was and i let them hurt me inside i want to die :(

FOR GOD [PROD. ERROR SVI]

Vocals - @whxami + @kamaara
Beat - @killebov

Massacre w/ Whxami + Kamaara [prod. Kill Ebola]

produced/mixed/mastered by @soulember

"leave me aside to die,
         i cannot be alive"

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LEAVE ME ASIDE PT. II [prod. SOUL•EMBER]

i was gonna drop this on new years but i thought about it and yall deserve to hear this now, thank you for an amazing 2018. lets take over 2019. i appreciate all the support! i love yall. - Grant (TEKKEN+)


lyrics 

Ever since I was a young kid 
Dreams clouded my brain to cement 
Always defeated 
Never found love in my life I seen effect 
I am only human 
I can perceive only what I can with my breath 
Alive but I’m dying 
What is the meaning of a life if it’s shit 

Universe is telling me to look away 
I am looking to the deepest grey 
I won’t let my mom down she sees the great 
I won’t let my friends down they see the fate 
Used to be useless but I found my purpose 
Devil chained to ankle Bitch i feel so worthless
I hate myself when I close the curtains 
Behind a blank screen when I feel my curses 



IF I DIED TODAY PLEASE HIDE MY BODY 
I CANNOT FEEL MY HEART 
NO ONE TO STOP ME 
BORN TO BE USELESS I HATE MY HOBBIES 
HATE MY JOB AND I HATE MY CHOICES 
I LOVE THE PAIN BITCH IT MAKES ME FEEL 
HURT MYSELF AGAIN WHILE MY BLOOD IT SPILLS
IVE LOST FAMILY TOO MANY DYING 
EYES SWELL SHUT YEAH ALIVE BUT CRYING 

FALLING IM FALLING BUT BREAK 
LOOK AT MY LIFE ON THE LINE AYE
I WILL NEVER FUCKING MATTER 
MY CHEST IT HEALS AND THEN SHATTERS

HEAL [PROD. EVO FROST]

FEAT. https://soundcloud.com/bruhmanegod & https://soundcloud.com/saturnalt
TWITTER - twitter.com/jamesgorczyca
MERCH - https://teespring.com/stores/jamesgorczyca

USUALLY IM MORE ON TOP OF THESE THINGS
I DONT EVEN MEAN TO MAKE ANY ENEMIES
JUST TRYNA MAKE THIS SHIT WORK BY ANY MEANS
BY ANY MEANS
I DONT HAVE NO OPINIONS, WHAT YOU MEAN?
DONT ASK ME BOUT THE MATTERS, PLEASE OH PLEASE
ITS TOO PAINFUL FOR ME
ITS TOO PAINFUL FOR ME
CONSTANTLY STUCK WITH THIS TUNNEL-VISION
I CANT SEEM TO FIND A WAY TO SHOW MY EMOTIONS
WHEN IT REALLY MATTERS
I FEEL SO FUCKED AND SCATTERED
I NEED TO PASS OUT
NEEDA STOP MY THINKING
IM FINNA CRASH NOW
THIS FLIGHT IS SINKING
NO I CANT CARE ABOUT   
THESE OTHER THINGS
IM SO SORRY IM THIS WAY
JUST KNOW THAT IM TRYING
WHY DONT WE TALK ANYMORE
CAUSE WE CANT FIND THE RIGHT WORDS
YOU KNOW HOW IT IS (YOU KNOW HOW IT GOES)
YOU KNOW HOW IT IS (YOU KNOW HOW IT GOES)

(BMG)
i got way too many thoughts
throw em up at once
no one give a fuck
every night a rut
whenever i am not
within your fucking arms
take it away, take it away
i’ll learn to ignore it one day, ignore it one day
i’m done givin a fuck, givin you help
all you do is pity yourself, pity yourself
i’m so tired of it, tired of it
i’m so tired of stayin, tired of waking up
tired of staying up, tired of waking up
i’m so tired of making enemies
i’m so tired of not going to sleep

(SATURN)
moving life it's fucking cyclical
visions in these tunnels why my fov on critical
maybe its the sight that makes me feel like im going in circles
i been workin so fuckin hard but never feelin like workin
i been pushin and pullin all my walls like they made of rubber
but this shit snaps back every time im makin numbers
i dont wanna back track, thought of leaving makes me shudder
wish i wasn't a bullhead and i wasn't so stubborn
im reading scriptures from the walls when they come out
midnight when i cant help but think loud
reads like poetry that i can't hope to figure out
is there a meaning to this effort i've been pissin out?
if i just end up in the same position what is the point
i cant make two words connect without sounding disjointed
as im considering my window i loosen up all my joint
wish i could run into the night give a fuck bout some disappointment
what's a message, i need a sign
someone tell me what to do with my life
someone take away my anger and my spite
i cant afford to sleep the same way every night
im sick of pushing cos nothing around me moves
ive had enough of these walls and my room
every little noise makes me fucking angry
ima burn all my belongings and then jump right off the roof

LONG NIGHTS UP LATE AREN'T ALWAYS THE BEST (FT. BRUHMANEGOD & SATURN) [PROD. LC2K]

"DISTORTED LOVE" feat SsappyY, Bruude, Hxntai (prod. LVNDMINE)

reupload of a deleted track by da god @biv !

biv - as if it even fucking mattered w/ KAMAARA

THERES A THUNDERSTORM HIDING UNDER MY BED

YIKES FOREVER!

YIKES FOREVER! - FEAT. LOST ULTRA - PROD CvSSHERNCRIES

heres sum more positive sounding shit for you to be enlightened from in these recent weeks of havoc.

Produced by Dytenna and Zyrom

lyrics:

intro 1a:
when i take what you need 
when i take what you breed
when i live off the need
when i live off the breed
x4 

break down now

verse 1a:
stop, live on the drop.
awaking for the best slate better leave them top.
fees stay stuck closed. where’s your head you dropped?
better leave it propped up.
beings stay in loco they coach yo
name with the doubt in right
and the hate in left,
temple for the love & light
aiding from the deft,
cutlass blade bleeding from the sight,
call it soul theft,
strolling for a long height.
better take up this fight.

hook:
go insane, my head reach fault love.
i cant explain, your heads aching.
lay, stay, fall. done.
with chance, take stun.
out live torn fun, now this worlds spun. 

verse 2a: 
another sound is dying 
this world’s spun no priming
out my head it’s lining
up for those check rhyming
x2

go

bridge 1a:
“dont live life like us broke”

“no shit, your ways are misspoke ”
“this is what i mean you’re so “go-poke””

don’t surround in it, toxic ones to face and i

take an end for the place so why?
pathetic hate messages erased and i
die laughing whatchu think? you gon break these eyes? 
let myself tell you get out my life

hook: 
go insane, my head reach fault love.
i cant explain, your heads aching.
lay, stay, fall. done.
with chance, take stun.
out live torn fun, now this worlds spun.

Cutlass

Cutlass (Prod. Dytenna & Zyrom)

feat - @ripctrl
prod - @killsage
co prod- @prodraccoonz

Tommy Blve-
im not in the right mind
the right mind
scream until the night sky
the night sky
running out of my time
my time
im not in the right mind 
the right (x2)

RIPCTRL-
im not in the right mind
but when i see your sins 
i turn a blind eye
all my life they waiting for me to fall
and thats why im so fuckin anti
like you can preach all you want
but this shit aint go change 
the way you aiming words at my face
and if you gone talk all that crud
then you best take that mu'fuckin 
keyboard away

i aint got no repents 
cus this aint a lost cause
i never make regrets 
cus thats just what i was told
talk to iblis in the fuckin cold 
im just sick and tired 
of tryna be the fuckin goat

IM NOT IN THE RIGHT MIND (FEAT. RIPCTRL)

Sleeping through the holidays,
Crippled in my pain,
Talk to me love,
Am I sane?
I Don't feel the same,

No pressure, what they said now,
They don't know what I let out,
Everyday they don't see how,
I'm surrounded by a grave now,

Mama take hold of me,
I'm scared of dying, scared to bleed,
All my voices hear you speak,
All my voices hear you speak,

There's only you,
There's only you,
It's always been you,

Sleeping through the holidays,
Crippled in my pain,
Talk to me love,
Am I sane?
I Don't feel the same,

Tear my eyes out if you could,
Kill the world where it stood,
Just as we should, just as we should,
Tear my eyes out if you could

a moment of silence

you reap what you sow
I reap when I feel grim.

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LEAVE ME ASIDE PT. II [prod. SOUL•EMBER]

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