One More Last Time

I Walk Alone (FKWT)

idk (Sorrow Bringer)

Save Me From Myself (Sorrow Bringer)

Goodbye (Ahnboi)

Homesick, For You (RDSMC) Unreleased

Float Away (RDSMC) Unreleased

Safe (Boy Fifty)

Recorded 06-29-24

Prod. by The Red Production

Tethered

Recorded 04-22-25

Produced by Dexter Yu

lyrics:

I'll never know how you could love me
I don't even feel 
I'll never know how you could want me
I'm not even real
I don't know what you see in me
All I bring is shade
I don't get how you could need me 
When all I do is break 

I wish I could 
Do you right
You know I would
But I'm misunderstood
I can't do what I should 
Excuse me for my excuses
But I'm not worth the time 
No matter how hard you try
I'm just not that guy inside
I'm not the type 
To come and sweep you off your feet
I'm more the type
To bring you down with me underneath 
I know I'm selfish and reckless
When I'm lost in my head
Even though I'm kind and caring 
When were laying in bed
I'm hot and cold
Back and forth
Up and down
I'm on a wave when I'm with you
Until I crash and drowned 
I burn bridges  
With rigid edges instead of hope 
Cuz I would rather sink or swim
Without the need to float

I'll never know how you could love me
I don't even feel 
I'll never know how you could want me
I'm not even real
I don't know what you see in me
All I bring is shade
I don't get how you could need me 
When all I do is break

I'm not that guy

Recorded 08-16-23

lyrics: 

I hate it when I get this low
I can't even go outside
I just stay at home
Drinkin all alone
But It don't help me cope 
The same thing goes for the smoke I toke 
All this coughing bout to put me in a coffin
And I've been thinking bout it often 
Just offin myself
I've been off in a another world 
All by myself 
Being selfish as hell
tryna escape this cell
I don't want opinions or advice 
I don't need help
All of my addictions and vices 
I keep on my shelf 
And I'll break the habit 
Just as soon as I get well
I don't need all that talking
And those self riteous spells
I don't need you to spell it out
I could already tell 
Yea I know I got problems
But I don't need to pop pills
So stop suggesting that I go 
And see a doctor for real
Cuz we've been through this before
And you know just how it feels
Everybody you love
tellin you how to heal
While not supporting anything you do
Is so unreal
How they they find a way to conversate on what's your deal
Without a clue how hard it is
to smile and chill 
I've been faking and laughing
Breaking from sadness
They know this
They continue to act like
They don't even notice I'm broken
Its becoming so hopeless 
the life that I've chosen
was stolen I've been tryna stay focused 
while not losing all my devotion 
But I'll be alright 
I've been thinking bout it lately
Everyday and night 
Hoping and praying I make it
And I don't lose my sight 
I don't lose my strength 
And I don't lose my mind
I've been going insane 
Without you here by my side 
Without you here in my ride
I've been finding places to hide
Asking myself why 
How am i still alive 
I must have contemplated suicide  
a thousand times damn





I Hate it when I get this cold 
So damn frigid 
I can't feel my soul
Hitting 30 years old
with still nothing to show
I used have some dreams 
I still have some goals
Money, cars and clothes
I don't even want those
I would trade it all in a second
For my bros and for my family sake
For just one more go 
One last chance 
To right all of the wrongs I chose
Meeting Jesus broke me down to pieces 
now I'm whole
Giving me reason to believe in 
Everything I don't 
Still havin troubles forgiving myself
For things I've stole 
And the hate that i hold 
I just wanna break this mold 
Crack this code
Find out what I need to know
Truth betold
I lost my faith and all my hope
Had to find the strength 
to put down that rope and finally cope
Now I see who I owe 
It's the one that rose 
But when I think about the things I've done
That's when I get to thinking
I should go get that gun
Then I wanna run away 
and go a find his son
I can't stand it when I get this numb 
I've been lookin for a purpose
And if I'm worth it
Do I really deserve it
I know I'm not perfect
But I'm sick of always hurting
Looking for that light
In the dark I might 
Fall for the the same temptation 
That I spite
But I'll be alright 
I've been thinking bout it lately
Everyday and night 
Hoping and praying I make it
And I don't lose my sight 
I don't lose my strength 
And I don't lose my mind
I've been going insane 
Without you here by my side 
Without you here in my ride
I've been findin places to hide
Asking myself why
I've probably asked God's forgiveness 
about a million times

Can I Be Saved? (Pilot Kid)

Believe in yourself
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Never give up
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thnx 4 listening
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