Recorded Summer 03. For the album "Fuck You, We're Broke" album

Josh Cole - Guitar
Jeff Fagundes - Drums
me - Bass

Recorded under the band name Zipnada

Underwater Trackstar

Live room recording from 1995, that ended up on a compilation of our songs called "We Did It For The Drugs" This band was called Soma 13. performers include

Roger Lambert - Vocals
Greg Schafer - Guitar
Jim Roberto - Guitar
Tom Monahan - Keys
Erich Schrader - Drums
Me - Bass



Heaven Sent

From the 2006 "And The Devil Makes Three"  recordings with Failures Art

Andrew Kraemer - Guitar
Chris Cacciato = Drums
Chris Hyatt - Bass
Me - Guitar/Vocals

Play & Pretend

This is a Cure cover from the 2006 "And The Devil Makes Three"  recordings with Failures Art

Andrew Kraemer - Guitar
Chris Cacciato = Drums
Chris Hyatt - Bass
Me - Guitar/Vocals

The Same Deep Water As You

Recorded in the early spring of 2011 for the Failures Art "Vermont E.P."

Andrew Kraemer - Guitar
Chris Cacciato - Drums
Scott Lilley - Keys
Me - Guitar/Bass

Sometimes The Wrist Is A Dotted Line...

Numb

Cassiopeia (my Fallen Star)

I'll Tell Everyone You're Not Happy

Liar liar you set my world on fire
I was a fool to believe you at all
What a mess you’ve made of a heart you swore to save
I was your puppet all along

Underneath your skin a lost soul that just pretends
But you know how to use your words
And your body too, yeah nobody fucks like you
What a depraved sense of pride

But I loved you the most
And I’ll die chasing your ghost
Yeah, I’ll chase that dragon too
The death of me will be the both of you

Liar liar what’s your hearts desire
Who’s hand is it that you hold now?
Who gets to watch you sleep, does he make your heart feel weak
Does he know how scared you are of being alone?

It must be hard to be the things you claim to hate
To live in fear the way you do
You’re a coward at best, such a miserable mess
And me you know I was your fool

And I loved you the most
And I’ll die chasing your ghost
Yeah, I’ll chase that dragon too
The death of me will be the both of you

Dissimulation

https://youtu.be/4w2bNWzcEgo

U broke so many promises
When u left the way u did
But I guess I shouldn’t be surprised
Cuz u, ur just a kid

Damaged well beyond your age
And scarred for all to see
except the ones u hold most dear
The ones above ur knee

Those self inflicted wounds you use
As proof that you’re alive
The ones used to convince urself
That you’re not dead inside

U often spoke like love was real
A tender web you tried to weave
With all the holes lined up just right
Just Incase you need to leave

The truth is that ur heartless, dear
Ur actions leave no doubt
And all those ugly, hate filled words
From such a pretty mouth

It was “context” this or “but I meant” that
You never could just say
You’d rather leave me guessing
So that when you ran away

I’d have to question everything
You’d leave me dizzy, spun
While you could calmly tell yourself
That U were justified to run

The trust you swore to help me build
Your smoke and mirrors lies
You’re off to someone new of course
Your legs spread open wide

“It was only sex” you said
The day you ran away
All you ever did was fuck me
In far too many ways

Lindsey's Lament (draft mix)

This track was drafted for the "Dissimulator" E.P. and will be re-recorded for the final version of that album. Lessons from a Narc V2.o will be available at everythingblue.bandcamp.com

Wicked Drone (Draft Recording)

This is a live phone recording of me in my room. The real recording with the altered lyrics from this version will be available at everythingblue.bandcamp.com

Blood Red Flag (Live phone recording)

this version is too slow. the rerecorded version will be availble at everythingblue.bandcamp.com

If Only V1

Draft mix. Check everythingblue.bandcamp.com for final mixes. 

All of the photos
All of these words
All of this music
That you think is yours

It’s just how I see you
Your bare naked truth
Your sick ugly insides
The chances you blew

I tried to show you
That someone would stay
Would always love you
Help battle your shame

But u chose to see me
The way you see you
That means you hate me
You see a dark hue

On all my intentions
On all of my worth
You see a black heart
That never deserved

To be worthy of loving
Deserving of truth
To be seen as an equal
You only saw you

And there lies the problem
You’re selfish and sick
Breaking down people
To claim a quick fix

Addicted to drama
You live to create
To turn and blame others
To misplace your hate

I saw you were broken
I knew from the start
Just one big disaster
Always Falling apart

Self harm was a weapon
Held over my head
Vicious and cruel were
The threats of your death

You coped with nothing
Where the fault was on you
And somehow you blame me
Now that we’re through

It was me who kept trying
Me Who never gave up
Who truly loved you
But it was never enough

It was never enough
It was never enough
It was never enough
It was never enough

It was never enough
It was never enough
It was never enough
it was never enough

Oh no...

Pretty Pictures, Pretty Words, Pretty Sounds

This is a collection of projects I have been involved with since the mid 90's. If I could figure out how to put my songs in a different order, these songs would be chronological, but nope... not me, can't figure it out. So it's all mixed up. Hope you enjoy! And hopefully I will have new music to upload soon

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