hi babez as promised here's the onion soup song XD that we cooked together on TikTok live. This was honestly super fun, I'd be down again next week Thursday and the song turned out fire so idk I can't complain XD

LYRICS:
I got sick last week
A few days too many would up in bed
And I had no medicine 
And nobody brought me nothing else
So I stayed, felt helpless
Until I saw some money on the shelf 

(saw some money on the)

Uh I
I got an order on the line
And I know I desire 

I fear my eyes tearing up 
Can't wait to breathe fire 

But imma cook it all up 
Imma stir it well
Heat it up
Watch it boil up 

 He’s a cool guy
The one that came on the bike
He got the juice right 
Pulled up with all the spices and right on time 

And all I wanna talk about is 
How I turned raw onion into something that is 

SOUP 

 I got the flu
Know what to do
Won’t hit the gym
Won’t hit the zoo
Won’t go to work
Won’t be a muse
I need the 

SOUP

Skip all the pills cause I won’t be a test
Give me a meal cause now I need the rest
Get me a bowl and I’ll feel like im blessed 
Give me the
Give me the 
Give me the 

SOUP

GIVE ME THE SOUP (onion soup)

hi loves ❤️ today my energy was all over the place, so I rly appreciate u guys tuning in on the live anyway. this one's quite production heavy, and I was in a mood so it was hard to stream this process without sharing my screen. come back next week Thursday, I know what NOT to forget & leave for before the stream 🤣 

LYRICS:
Out of order 
And I am just getting colder
Love me now as I am

Cause I’m getting older 
older

Different places 
And moods 
I leave my emotions 
With the seasons 
Changing as rooms

I am getting colder
colder

Love me now
love me now
love me now

I wish I was easier, and more disposable 
I wish you didnt chase when I want to let you go 

Im getting Colder 
Colder

Cause u see u can bring me back
But im collateral 
Since somethings never change 

And I got to stop myself 
From getting colder
I'm getting colder

love me now
love me now
love me now

-

also, I do gotta point out. listen to Sevdaliza's "that other girl" because this one reminds me of it. not saying I consciously took inspo, but credit where its due I notice the similarities 

love me now

Hi guys, as some of you know, I had an injury this week so this song doesn't stem from a lifestream for once.... I still wanted to give you guys something so this is one of my older demos Grey Love and I made back in da studio , and John Osborn mastered😍

Lyrics:
I’ve been thinking 
I’ve been decrypting
I’m on a mission 
But I’ve been feeling weight 
Increasing as I train
But when there is no pain 
U know the saying it goes 

Diamond under pressure 
What doesn’t kill u makes u 
Stronger but the tension
That I feel within my space 
Like why are u acting strange? 
Deep down I came to aid
And you came here for the hate and the fame 

All the 
Fake love 
Man I feel some typa way 
Wanna say some 
But may silence pave the way 
Always stand tall 
Don’t level down 
I’m sorry I 
Thought we were something worth 
Talking about 

Wanna 
Lay low, 
Wanna give my phone away 
If I say so 
Maybe can I take a break 
If I praise gold 
Can I make a dime? 
I’ll stand in line 
Little sheep
I think she left, she’s out of sight 

Pride is the sin 
Don’t be fooled by the shifting disguise 
And if pride is the sin 
May I raise a toast for you and I 

Reaching closure
Losing composure 
Crashing on a sofa 
What you see is what you take 
It’s just an ancient masquerade 
There’s no rehearsal 
Straight to play 
You pray the steps you take 
Wont miss the lane 
Don’t lose the game well 

Balance is bout the motion
But how can I ride the bike 
If the road is rocky and the 
Co riders want my spot 
Like, what is really taking place? 
You like the wheels, is that the case? 
A tough girl is fun to chase? 
You must’ve heard I sit still 

Pride is the sin 
Don’t be fooled by the shifting disguise 
And if pride is the sin 
May I raise a toast for you and I 


pride is the sin (ft. Grey Love)

WE ARE SO BACK ON LIVE GUYS 🌶️
Thank you for tuning in!!! This one was really fun. It's a very different side of me, more Bossa Nova / R&B, more vocal-focused and warm-spicy. hahaha 

CREDITS:
Production: Anthony Utobunwa-Nwachukwu, Turner Aldrich
Guitar: Turner Aldrich
Sound Engineering: mostly Anthony Utobunwa-Nwachukwu

LYRICS:
There’s this man 
I like the way he tastes 
I want him for myself 

We cat and mouse a bit 
Till I land on the bed 
Is it sweet?
Can I fall in this deep?
I need help 

Cause there’s this man 
The way he moves he might just 
F*ck up all my plans 
The way he looks at me 
All I can do is melt 
And I leak 
On his sheets 
Normally this would be the end 

But today I’ll go a different route 
Today I wont change my mind and I might as well just stick around 
Today he is in my sight 
And I blame his pretty eyes 
No lie 
I am seasoned in goodbyes 
But not the rest of the story like … 

(He got me so in distress 
I wanna show up 
Yea he got me wishing my ex 
Had never showed up 
I’ve been getting bossy in pants 
Would never show love 
Now he got me buying this dress 
So he can show off) 

How do I go meet ur mama 
How do I dress like a lover 
How do I act like a wifey 
What if I’m too damaged 
And what if your fam don’t like me? 

How do I go meet ur mama 
How do I dress like a lover 
How do I act like a wifey 
What if I’m too damaged 
And what if your fam don’t like me? 

I have this man 
And he’s so patient 
Lets me come and go again 
He is so free 
That his love doesn’t come with 
Tax and I fear 
That I’m 14k deep 
No safety net 

Don’t u see this man 
Through time and distance 
He would steady hold my hand 

It makes me feel like 
I can break down all my shells 
And lay bare 
Nothing weighs on my chest 
Is this the end?  

But today I go a different route 
Today I wont change my mind and I might as well just stick around 
Today he is in my sight 
And I blame his pretty eyes 
No lie 
I am seasoned in goodbyes 
But not the rest of the story like ...

(He got me so in distress 
I wanna show up 
Yea he got me wishing my ex 
Had never showed up 
I’ve been getting bossy in pants 
Would never show love 
Now he got me buying this dress 
So he can show off) 

How do I go meet ur mama 
How do I dress like a lover 
How do I act like a wifey 
What if I’m too damaged 
And what if your fam don’t like me? 

How do I go meet ur mama 
How do I dress like a lover 
How do I act like a wifey 
What if I’m too damaged 
And what if your fam don’t like me? 

meet ur mama

This live was SO FUN! I revisited one of my favorite demos of all time. Tho I STILL don't think it's maxed out in potential broskis, I grew a lot in a year. If I did it from scratch today, I'd do it different. 
Mastered by John Osborn, written by me, muse is my ex

LYRICS:
I know you liked me 
I was feisty 
Yea I went to the club acting icy 
All the looks and approaches excite me 
I was kinda young never let a man guide me

But I liked it 
And I liked you 
And you used it 
At least you tried to 
Couldn’t fool me 
I saw right through 

Then one day 
I woke up to a text what a fun way 
To find out bout u and ur tongue and ur dick 
Tasting every girl from the party 
Damn 
I barge in 
Throw a lil feast in ur apartment 
Told myself, not again, next week I’m back 

Fuck it now I’ll make u go viral 
U already know I’m a bit homicidal 
Knives in my hands, I’m a real big psycho 
Talk to the boys, I’m nuts yea I know 

Fuck it now I’ll make u go viral 
U already know I’m a bit homicidal 
Knives in my hands, I’m a real big psycho 
Talk to the boys, I’m nuts yea I know 

And now Back to the story 
U knew damn well that u wronged me 
And I slept on ur floor so the first signs of me losing my mind 
started showing 
All the sudden u knew how to hold me 
While it hurt so I kept feeling lonely 
Few months go by dying inside 
Leave for a week and come back to some old shit 

Jeez and all the snorting 
So all ur bad deeds are distorted 
He doesn’t know, he didn’t do it, he was just high, he was just fooling 
I guess 
But I’m just assuming 
Cause he never got a chance to prove it 
All of this snow and friends 
And parties that never end 

Fuck it now I’ll make u go viral 
U already know I’m a bit homicidal 
Knives in my hands, I’m a real big psycho 
Talk to the boys, I’m nuts yea I know 

Fuck it now I’ll make u go viral 
U already know I’m a bit homicidal 
Knives in my hands, I’m a real big psycho 
Talk to the boys, I’m nuts yea I know 

i'll make u go viral

this week's live was shorter guys, because I am so heavy preparing for my big drop tomorrow 😍 

but I revisited one of my freestyles that I recorded on the piano back in Budapest. It's a very personal one, and John Osborn mastered it now last minute 

LYRICS
Hi
I tried to call, declined 
I I must’ve missed the time 
Your city’s vibrant now 

And in mine 
We mix vodka with the wine 
While we hurt and play and lie 
I am not here in my mind 

Pretty bird 
Please fly high 
And sing my words oh 
Pretty bird 
Can’t you see I’m bound 

But if I could reach the sky 
You would see you’re on my mind 

Hey 
I just hope we wish the same 
That I was back at your place 
A few thousand miles away 

And in my head I take 
A simple flight, a one way date 
I’d bring my home and lay my base 
But I’m not dealt a simple case 

I can only see a 
Pretty bird 
Please fly high 
And sing my words oh 
Pretty bird 
Can’t you see I’m bound 

I can only see a 
Pretty bird 
Please fly high 
And sing my words oh 
Pretty bird 
Can’t you see I’m bound 

please fly high (acoustic freestyle)

Today we did a lot on the live guys XD and in the end I ended up going with a demo. 

Picture this: lil Laura in her apartment, on 40 hours awake, party to party, because she found out her mans was up to shit and she has a whole aha moment. she spirals until the point of sitting down at 5am on a sunday morning, and getting - among many others - this one out of her system. 

I think it took around like 1-2 hours to make?? I remember a friend of mine bringing breakfast at 11am and this was at this exact stage then.  I haven't touched it since. it's been 2 years now. crazy how sometimes the lowest moments of ur life can become the biggest catalysts to ur becoming. 

Are we still together? the fuck not LOLLLL
Am I in a better place? by miles. 

mastered by John Osborn, photo taken by @caratastrophe  ❤️❤️
and its samples from splice mixed matched with my production !! its baby Laura  :))

lyrics:
I’ve never really asked u to get flowers 
In these late hours 
I’m sour 
I’ve never really seen you give me 
Time of yours, guess you were forced 
By nothing more than 
Self control cause 

Baby you were hurting,
You’d never give your heart into 
Something more than alcohol
And cheap nights, as for me 
I can go in peace because I know 
I gave my all 
And trusted you despite my 
Unhealed truth, 
I stayed so true to me 

I’m clearing the page 
I’m clearing my conscience 
Was ready to break 
While you had your options 
I’m clearing the page 
I’m clearing my my conscience 



I thought u were worth it 
I thought u were burning 
From fake love and your friends hurting 
Im made tough, now I’m first in 

Play pretend 
Like it’s second nature 
And I wanna please u 
Like I wanna play some 
And make amends 
Like I really need u 
And I don’t see fake love 


I thought you’re my world when 
You hurt me 
And it’s worsenening 
Visions blurring 
Left me thirsty 
Now I’m drinking liquor on an empty stomach
I can feel it churning 

clearing the page

Today's livestream was super fun! And finally another one from scratch. hope u like it ❤️
produced written by me, mastered by John Osborn

LYRICS:

One last time, got you 
On my mind
And I swore no lies 
So I keep my silence 

Hold my tongue 
Cause if words come out 
If I face the crowd 
I can’t shield your past tense 

I hide behind the lines 
The symbols and the rhymes 
Cause they help me 
Cope with the deadly and divine 

Now I train to see the signs 
Cause I mix them with the wine 
And it can’t be 
Both look too equally aligned 

Ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai 
I hate these 
Ties 

Both look too equally aligned
Ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai 
I hate these 
Ties

Some days I wish I never made it 
And that’s a bold statement 
But when I left, I also came back 

(State facts)
It was a choice, I had to make it 
And I never looked back 
But I could’ve stayed, erased this fate

Now I 
I drink and I get high 
I silence what’s inside 
This tornado 

No names and no labels 
Swear it’s fine 
I carry what is mine 
But dropped the extra weight 
While I’m searching 
Now my burden is leaving it behind

Ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai 
I hate these 
Ties 

Both look too equally aligned
Ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai 
I hate these 
Ties

Both look too equally aligned
Ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai 
I hate these 
Ties

too equally aligned

🌶️this weeks livestream's result with MAD DELAYS MY APOLOGIES XD (I put in extra special work)🌶️

🤌Mastered by John Osborn 🤌

🥀LYRICS🥀
There she goes again
Little girl 
Many fights 
And a home to mend 

She has called many friends,
She’s alone again

Apparently she’s single
(Damn )

Last time I had checked in
She was still at college 
Spending money, getting best in
A piece of paper that don’t guarantee 
A place in life 
Now even less so,
And she followed other’s path, no lie 

So I’m 
Dumbfounded, 
Her new fling’s already taken
Place holder positions, she’s on the sidelines waiting

She wants real love 
But she gives and they keep taking 

And so the cycle repeats, 
Generationally mistaken 

And she runs to mama for the advice, 
And when she dates
If she ain’t chosen
She will cover her eyes

And hes like daddy
So distant 
So she hides and she cries
Dark night of the soul
Hope she finds the other side 

If he ain’t got another girl
The comparison dies
If there’s no shared opps 
The bond is a lie 
And if she can’t complain
Play the victim
What’s the point, 
Of being holy 
If nobody’s seeing baby?

Take a seat, 
Life teaches if you listen, let it be 
People show their colors, let it be

Take a seat, 
Life teaches if you listen, let it be 
People show their colors, let it be

I tried to tell her
When we were younger
I tried to act better
I tried to be a role model
And an upsetter
And a front runner
It was tough but I never bent 
To the wicked schemes

Fast forward now we're grown, it’s been many years
I learned that to love 
Should not be to fear
While I found there’s truth
To each perspective, 
If something keeps happening
Then you’re not self reflecting 
If
 
You're running in the same little cycles
If you place your self worth
On a vision unreliable 
And if they switch sides
As fast as their titles
I can’t help you 
Now I’m 
Just an outsider

If you
Trust in the words of a liar
And you side with the one
Always deep in denial
Then the lesson is your life
And the curse is your survival
I told you this before,
We will all face the trial 

Take a seat, 
Life teaches if you listen, let it be 
People show their colors, let it be

Take a seat, 
Life teaches if you listen, let it be 
People show their colors, let it be

TAKE A SEAT , LET IT BE

BACK AT IT WITH WEEKLY RELEASES 😍

and since I have not even introduced myself yet - I DO NOT COME IN PEACE  😤 2026 look out. 
This song is for all my underdogs from the undefined countries 

I am releasing the best songs from here that YOU like. So make sure to engage if you like it, and follow me for becoming a part of the community (and active participant in my releases!) 🌶️

LYRICS:
Oh boy 
Look at all the mess 
I tried to tell you nicely 
Not to rip into my chest 

Don’t blame me 
oh boy 
I got a temperament 
And if you witness
Then you gotta self assess 
Yeah 

I’m from an undefined 
(Ra ta ta ta ta)
Country , my 

Etiquette is unrefined
They bred me with a hungry mind 

I’m on the loose
Don’t come with a leash 
Untamed I run on the booze 
I pick and I choose 
Respect is my one desire

(Oh oh oh oh oh)
I arrived but 
u don’t even know me yet 

(Oh oh oh oh oh)
Get comfortable 
I don’t come in peace 
I’ll make you know me then

(Oh oh oh oh oh)
I arrived but 
u don’t even know me yet 

(Oh oh oh oh oh)
Get comfortable 
I don’t come in peace 
I’ll make you know me then

Holdup 
I listened to you preaching 
You’re a hypocrite 
Sundays at the service,
Caught you creeping

Is the show done?
the only one left speaking
Is the one that put the tape on every mouth
(wow...)

I will apologize
Airing out the dirty laundry 
We are not alike
I claim my part in every truth
And you claim yours in lies
Heavy is the head that 
Hold the crown
So cut it down?
No need to carry 
What is mine 


(Oh oh oh oh oh)
I arrived but 
u don’t even know me yet 

(Oh oh oh oh oh)
Get comfortable 
I don’t come in peace 
I’ll make you know me then

(Oh oh oh oh oh)
I arrived but 
u don’t even know me yet 

(Oh oh oh oh oh)
Get comfortable 
I don’t come in peace 
I’ll make you know me then

(Speak none
Show none 
Hold on 
Don’t run 

Ease up
For fun 
I won’t 
Cause none)

Mastered by John Osborn 🤌

u don't know me yet?

this is that one bitch that does one song a week and releases the one with the most engagement ? ;)

Laura Jadi

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