'You deserve someone who feels for you, not just who wanted to feel at all'... Please share!! (LYRICS BELOW)

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Recent original: https://soundcloud.com/lauradf36/gone-letsmusic-original
WANDERLUST: https://soundcloud.com/lauradf36/sets/wanderlust-1

LYRICS
V1
Sorry to break it to you this way
But I wasn’t really looking for love the other day
Sorry that I didn’t tell you right off the bat
Please don’t tell me I’m monster, please don’t be mad
(Had a) conversation, knew that I was drawing you in
(But it felt) good to play a game that I knew I could win
Didn’t mean to hurt you, know that sounds so fake
But let’s just cut it off now, cause I’m not here to stay

Chorus
I don’t want you for your love/touch
I just want you for my pride, my pride
(I’m just a vain bitch on the inside)
x2
It felt so good to feel your eyes on me in my dress
I wore it just for you, cause it knew it would impress
But it wasn’t for your love, babe
Just for my pride
(I’m just a vain bitch)

V2
Sorry your heart was the victim this time
But when you’re falling all alone someone has to die
Sorry that I knew all the words to say
You’re not really my type, but it felt good anyway
You told me I was special, I know you say that a lot
So don’t pretend here that we're something we’re not
Sorry again, hope I didn't break your heart
But I’ll just clear this up now, before I let it start

Bridge
You deserve someone who wants you
(Not someone) fragile, someone whole
You deserve someone who feels for you
(Not just who) wanted to feel at all
I heard that you were open
And thought that I was open too
(But it seems) that I was just looking for a good time
No I wasn’t looking for you

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Vain B*tch - Laura Dee Original

'With your narcissist streak, you like to break things'.... Please share!! (LYRICS BELOW)

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OTHER NEW ORIGINAL: https://soundcloud.com/lauradf36/vain-btch-original
NEW PLAYLIST: https://soundcloud.com/lauradf36/sets/wanderlust-1

Anyway - Lyrics

Verse 1
Bitter, words on the page that I wrote for you
Some days, I don’t even think I can laugh without you
And I think of the way that you looked in my eyes
Close contact left me electrified
I can’t believe you didn’t see this the way I did, the way I do

Pre-Chorus
Still held onto the thread of hope
That you sewed through my bones, when we were alone
Then severed when I realised you
Didn’t want me at all, just to be gone

Chorus
It’s okay, I’ll still fall in love with you anyway, anyway
It’s okay, I’ll still fall in love with you anyway, don’t worry
Still my heart’s holding on, won’t let me, let you go
2 years gone, but I’m not
It’s okay, I’ll still fall for you, don’t worry

Verse 2 
Blackened, fingerprints on the page you kept
I can’t, even believe that it's time you left
You’re disappearing, I’m clutching your dust
Where blue spattered tears are all that’s, left of us
Wandering heart, you’re wandering too far away this time, away from me

Pre-Chorus
Don’t you even try to say you weren’t
Leading me on, just having some fun 
My heart isn’t your toy, boy, but with your
Narcissist streak, you like to break things

Chorus

Bridge
Yes I know that ship has sailed, oh no no
Yes I know my mission has failed, oh no no
Yet if you weren’t moving away, I’d be there...

Chorus 2
It’d be okay, I’d still fall in love with you anyway, anyway
It’d be okay, I’d still fall in love with you anyway, don’t worry
Still my heart’s holding on, won’t let me, let you go
2 years gone, but I’m not
It’s okay, I’d still fall for you, fall till I hit the ground

Anyway - Laura Dee Original

'And somehow I thought your love was unconditional....' Mastered by the wonderful https://soundcloud.com/kid_millz978. Please share our track!! (LYRICS BELOW)

My PLAYLISTS: https://soundcloud.com/lauradf36/sets/wanderlust-1
My most recent ORIGINAL: https://soundcloud.com/lauradf36/anyway-laura-original

Exist - Lyrics

V1
You’re so cold it hurts 
to be near you in the summer
Words sucked of all warmth 
turn into knives against each other

Pre-Chorus
Trying desperately to earn your love
No matter what I do it’s never enough
And the tears flow for what we lost but never had, never had

Chorus
How do I exist around you? And not offend you?
How do I breathe around you? Am I meant to?
Feel this pain when I speak, feel this pain that won’t leave
When every word that falls opens a wound again
How do I exist around you? Cause I want to.

V2
Each foot step I tread 
Makes a crack in this frosted glass
I’m still waiting to feel
Your bitter winter pass

Pre-Chorus
Sarcastic tone that bites to my core
I never thought humour could make me so raw
And I cry out for what we gave but never owned, never owned

Bridge
And somehow I thought your love was unconditional (I was wrong)
And somehow I thought your respect was a given (so damn wrong)
No I can never promise to be the perfect person for you
When you’re making it impossible to exist as me

Exist - Laura Dee Original

'I'll never let you close enough to make me bleed'.... Please share!! (Track starts at 0:06)(LYRICS BELOW)
The full album - https://soundcloud.com/lauradf36/sets/boy-in-my-head-originals-by

PLEASE check out my playlists: soundcloud.com/lauradf36/sets/wanderlust-1 
And originals: https://soundcloud.com/lauradf36/exist-laura-original

Lyrics:
Verse 1
We could be amazing
We could be great
I could be your lucky star
You could be my soul mate

Pre-Chorus
But you’ll never know what life could be like with me
You fucked that up when you went and hurt the girl before me

Chorus
So darling you’ll never know
How perfect we could be
Cause I’ll never let you close enough, to make me bleed
So darling you’ll never see
If you were right for me
Maybe we’d be Bonnie and Clyde
But baby tonight
I’m sorry to let you know
You’ll never know

Verse 2
We could touch the starlight
Catch the moonbeams in our hands
I would be your bride to be
You would be my man

Pre-Chorus 2
But you’ll never get the chance to fulfil my fantasy
You fucked that up when you went and broke the girl before me

Bridge
And it’s funny how you still find a way into my heart
Maybe I’m reading too far into what we are
But as I feel the ocean drawing, as I feel the current moving
It’s getting harder not to let these daydreams win...

You'll Never Know - Laura Dee Original

'We're a little wonder, but that's all we'll be'

Lyrics
Verse  1
Somehow I thought
That I could catch a feeling if I tried
Change us from the inside
Somehow I thought
That I could trick my head into being my heart
forget who you really are

Pre-Chorus
So I’m waiting in anticipation
breathing and hoping and praying
Maybe love will find it’s way to us

Chorus
But it’s little wonder that you and I are still so far apart
When you won’t give me your heart
Little wonder that you are there and I am over here
When your love seems more like fear
No more than friends, it’s little wonder
You’re my little wonder
We’re a little wonder
That’s all we’ll be

Verse 2
Somehow I thought
That maybe you were different from the rest
Though I feel you even less
Somehow I thought 
We’d overcome the memories of your past
But your eyes are filled with scars

Pre-Chorus
So I’m heavy in manipulation
Tryna draw up an equation
Man plus girl equals love, right?

Bridge
And maybe you still see me as a sister
Or maybe I’m just too young in the end
No baby I don’t see you as a brother
But if you don’t step up you’ll still be stuck on ‘friend’
I’m still trying to deny we could be special
How I felt when you looked at me in my dress
I’m still trying to forget we could be lovers 
But right now I’m feeling we are far, far less

Outro
Somehow I thought
That I could force a feeling
But I can’t
With you, it’s little wonder

Little Wonder - Laura Dee Original

'Maybe I'm impatient but I'm also insecure'... Feel free to share !! (LYRICS BELOW)
The full album - https://soundcloud.com/lauradf36/sets/boy-in-my-head-originals-by

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Another original: https://soundcloud.com/lauradf36/little-wonder-laura-original
A playlist: https://soundcloud.com/lauradf36/sets/wanderlust-1

Lyrics
V1
People tell me that I’m foolish
Falling for a guy like you
What am I supposed to do
People tell me to raise my standards
Make you be a little romantic for me
But do you even want to be
 
Pre-Chorus 1
Cause every time I look into your eyes
I still don’t even know if you are mine

Chorus
So tell me are you in or out
What are you all about
Cause I got better things to do 
Than waiting for a call
Tell me are you in or out
I really gotta know right now
Boy don’t waste my precious time
Just tell me are you in or out
(Are you in or, are you are you in or x3)

V2
People give you a reputation for
Emotional manipulation, it’s true
So I’m risking all for you
People warn me not get close
Cause baby you’re a thorny rose
And you’ve already made me bleed

Pre-Chorus 2
Cause every time I look into your eyes
Can’t tell what you are going to decide

Bridge
Boy I think it’s time you 
Made up your pretty little mind
Cause I’m hurting here and
You’re starting to run out of my time
Maybe I’m impatient but I’m also insecure
So baby if you want me then you gotta make me sure…

In/Out - Laura Dee Original

'Am I infatuated with you or the boy in my head?'... Please share! (LYRICS BELOW)
The full album - https://soundcloud.com/lauradf36/sets/boy-in-my-head-originals-by

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An original: https://soundcloud.com/lauradf36/inout
A playlist: soundcloud.com/lauradf36/sets/wanderlust-1

Verse 1
It’s been a long time since I could say I felt this way
Thinking every day obsessively, about someone new
I knew that maybe you could reciprocate
Cause I’ve memorised every single text you sent

Pre-Chorus
You got me listening to my heartbreak playlist
But I don’t want it to be wasted
On a guy who ain’t a catch
Cause you’re a rugged, manly, tall glass drink of water
But is that in my thoughts or
Is the reality a match?

Chorus
Tell me, am I infatuated
With you or the boy in my head
Am I intoxicated
With you or a daydream instead
Baby I can’t deny what I’m feeling inside
But is the real you that I’m seeing at night?
I think I’m infatuated 
With just, the boy in my head…

Verse 2
And I’d always said that maybe I would stop myself 
Right before I let myself, fall too hard for you
But right now I’m freaking out cause  I’m not strong enough
To lie again that I don’t care the way, for you that I do

Pre-Chorus
When you’re there I forget to notice
That anybody else is
Even in the room
And boy you know your smile is so disarming
But are you really my prince Charming
Or am I wishing on a frog?

Bridge
I think you think you’ve found your dream girl, don’t you
But maybe is this all a dream boy, tell me
I’ve gotta say I’m not the dream girl, for you
You’ll wake up and it’s all a dream boy, it’s true…

Boy In My Head - Laura Dee Original

'Cause I fell so hard that I fell apart'... Please share! (LYRICS BELOW)
The full album - https://soundcloud.com/lauradf36/sets/boy-in-my-head-originals-by

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MY NEW original: https://soundcloud.com/lauradf36/boy-in-my-head-laura-original
MY NEW playlist: https://soundcloud.com/lauradf36/sets/nostalgic-feels

Lyrics
Verse 1
So many scars on your pretty heart
I can’t tell the open wounds apart
Bitter words fall from your mouth
I don’t know how to speak right now

Pre-Chorus
Can we even come back from this?
Can we even come back from this?
I’m not sure I see an end
Can we even come back from this?
Tell me will I survive your mess?
But one thing I know, for sure…

Chorus 1 
If I could turn back the pages and stop time I would
Oh, I would
If I could change the guy you used to be, so you were mine I would
Oh, I would
I would 

Verse 2
Yesterday your words sounded so sweet
But now they hit me hard like cold concrete 
Knew you had a past but now I know you lived it 
Yet somehow the sky’s still dark without you in it

Pre-Chorus 2
Can we even come back from this?
Can we even come back from this?
I don’t think we’ll escape this cage
Should I even come back to you?
Now that my blue eyes see the truth
But one thing I know, for sure…

Chorus 2
If I could remove all the dark threads sewed through your past I would
Oh, I would
if I could turn back the clocks, to make you a different guy I would
Oh, I would

Bridge
Won’t be a victim of your salvation complex
You haven’t got me yet, you haven’t got me yet
Won’t be the the stupid or the needy girl instead
I’m rising up ahead, I’m rising up and yet 
Yet I’m still damaged by your burnt, scarred heart
Cause I fell so hard that I I fell apart

Bridge 2
But I think you’re damaged beyond my reach
I’d fix you I would
If I could, if anyone could

Chorus 3 
If I could erase every black mark on your history I would
Oh, I would
If I could move mountains to change you to who you, say you are
Oh, you know I would

I Would - Laura Dee Original

100% - Laura Dee Original

thankfully this was written a long time ago, so boy in question & I are all g now <3

'We keep breaking ourselves into more pieces
Than we started with'

Laura

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