more experiments in genre = this things? made from various samples from the internet and myself. also a Lot of bass. x

lyrics:

[she's beautiful, but rather cool]

dear lord now give me a sign,
its getting darker closer to nine
and i’m knocked out again
breathe, my salty eyes
i’ve been wanting to find
a little peace of mind in a little piece of my mind
swimming
looking for gold

don’t you want to know?
aren’t you curious?
where do i go?
baby will you ever know?
stop asking questions
i don’t care for them
its time to give it up
my cherub, fly
don’t you want to know?
aren’t you curious?
where do i go?
baby will you ever know?
stop asking questions
i don’t care for them
its time to give it up
my cherub, fly
 
dear lord now give me a sign 
been catching butterflies but  are they mine
and i’m losing the game again
been diggin through the bones in my grave 
wheres my peace of mind? 
swimming
looking for gold

don’t you want to know?
aren’t you curious?
where do i go?
baby will you ever know?
stop asking questions
i don’t care for them
its time to give it up
my cherub, fly
don’t you want to know?
aren’t you curious?
where do i go?
baby will you ever know?

aren't you curious?

a relatively old song, and first i wrote on piano x

lyrics:

nothing ever happened to me
nothing ever mattered to me
until now

so build a wall around your house
wont keep the flies out but it might keep the mice out

money will float in front of your eyes again 
but you'll miss the point again 
you'll miss the point again

take a look the other way 
the pretty colours like a tsunami wave
look how it goes, a bomb explodes

the sparks do a dance and a whole crowd chants
the sing a song 
so sing along
this is for you
will it do?

theres three of you and you hate two
so clench your fists and bite your lip
grind your teeth in your sleep

money will float in front of your eyes again 
but you'll miss the point again 
you'll miss the point again
too busy hypnotised, so close your eyes
and sing along
money will float in front of your eyes again 
but you'll miss the point again 
you'll miss the point again
too busy hypnotised, so close your eyes
and walk away

the sparks do a dance and a whole crowd chants
the sing a song 
so sing along
this is for you
will it do?

money will float in front of your eyes again 
but you'll miss the point again 
you'll miss the point again
too busy hypnotised, so close your eyes
and walk away
money will float in front of your eyes again 
but you'll miss the point again 
you'll miss the point again
too busy hypnotised, so close your eyes
and walk away

missed the point

an ironic song about technology being bad, made entirely with electronic equipment x 

lyrics:

tie our wrists together
everybody’s clapping their hands for a good time
as they’re swallowed by the drainpipe
they can scream their throats dry
throne lies so empty near some litter and a dust pile
no one cares at all
oh so precarious
cut some wires and make a fuss
hair loose as its dribbling down your chin

you use a needle and
thread to sew your skin together
did you hear the warnings on the 
news?

its a new wave, enlighten me
close your eyes before the curtains shut
your ticket fades before your eyes to pixels
one million they said and no less
my friends are all burnt down to their coils 
a string of lights is tangled around my neck

you know your scars won’t fade if you refresh them
you queued for hours sitting at your desk
the cracks in your ceiling are expanding 
the clocks stopped ticking its just in your head
we’re all so free but only here not there
you’ve got to try this new thing they all said

you use a needle and
thread to sew your skin together
did you hear the warnings on the 
news?

its a new wave, enlighten me
close your eyes before the curtains shut
your ticket fades before your eyes to pixels
one million they said and no less
my friends are all burnt down to their coils
a string of lights is tangled around my neck

litter

an original song inspired by a sunny week.

lyrics:

this blindfold of currency makes me scared
i’ve been swimming and theres tangles in my hair
fresh fruit flesh and apple cores
theres bubbles in my glass and i’m lying

underneath the cherry trees
i count the leaves and carry on
the rocks have arms the water has palms
i wanna be apart of the upper echelons
all the horizons and all the swarms
i’m a little blinded by the sun
they keep on building on and on 

now theres fruit flies in the basket
if i think hard enough my body won’t move
i number days each one by one
i’ll crack a smile and take a walk    

underneath the cherry trees
i count the leaves and carry on
the rocks have arms the water has palms
i wanna be apart of the upper echelons
all the horizons and all the swarms
i’m a little blinded by the sun
they keep on building on and on 

can you tell me and i here?
or am i somewhere far away?
do you always have to shout?
take some time and be at peace   

underneath the cherry trees
i count the leaves and carry on
the rocks have arms the water has palms
i wanna be apart of the upper echelons
all the horizons and all the swarms
i’m a little blinded by the sun
they keep on building on and on 

underneath the cherry trees
i count the leaves and carry on
the rocks have arms the water has palms
i wanna be apart of the upper echelons
all the horizons and all the swarms
i’m a little blinded by the sun
they keep on building on and on 

can you tell me and i here?
or am i somewhere far away?
do you always have to shout?
take some time and be at peace

echelons

an original song about the deadly sin of lust - luxuria x

lyrics:

luxuria, luxuria, it follows me home
its when the lights go out and you fall
and if you’re sorry its the endless flames
if you’re sorry its the restless winds

when your lips touch skin and the worlds bends in it comforts you
in the haze of braindreams you’re floating away with it
when it swallows you im asking you would you rather have this than heaven?
your eyes roll back and your chin rests up and you say yes

luxuria, luxuria, it follows you home
its when the lights go on and its the darkness you crave
and if you’re sorry its the endless flames
if you’re sorry its the restless winds

naked and unashamed, the hands smother love with smoke
loose-haired, wild-eyed, her voice a dying fall, dulce
lascivious, unafraid dancing in reckless abandon for bodywant
you lust too much and feel disgust, stain the white red, flowing

luxuria, luxuria, it follows me home
its when the lights go out and you fall
and if you’re sorry its the endless flames
if you’re sorry its the restless winds

luxuria

better.

written and produced by lauren cait
mixed by ambi

lyrics:

tell me what’s the point if i’m not filling up with happiness
but i don’t have to die, i just need to see the end of the world
being someone’s hard, it’s even harder when no one’s looking
i just wish i saw that it didn’t have to be this way

oh how many ways to say i’ve given all i got
its twisted up and grey inside my head
oh how many days i’ve spent sitting around at home
i wish the world felt real to me instead
i’m not myself, i’m lacking health, 
suddenly i’ve got nothing left to give
and i’m on my way to god knows where again

tell me what’s the point if i can’t handle this existence
i don’t have to die, i just need to feel like it’s possible
growing up was hard, but being older isn’t better
i just with i’d known that it doesn’t go away

oh how many ways to say i’ve given all i got
its twisted up and grey inside my head
oh how many days i’ve spent sitting around at home
i wish the world felt real to me instead
i’m not myself, i’m lacking health, 
suddenly i’ve got nothing left to give
and i’m on my way to god knows where again

god knows where - demo

lyrics:

it hurts to see you wilt  
but we can just rebuild
till all our fears are stilled
and not spilled 
onto the table

i’d grow flowers in your mind
and you would water all mine

i plant my worries in a row
if it was down to me i’d never know
just how far up they really go
i’ll sit and slow
in their shade

i’d grow flowers in your mind
and you would water all mine

i grow towards you 
the patient sunlight, too 
sweet like honeydew
i share my view
for your delight

i’d grow flowers in your mind
and you would water all mine

3/4 section
if you would 
illuminate me
i’ll stay in pursuit
if i could just show you lately
how bright the sun shines on us
here on the ground

i’d grow flowers in your mind
and you would water all mine

flowers in your mind

24 yr old from england. original songs and covers by me. x

lauren cait

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