''it feels sort of silly
to ache this
numb''

completion of a year

sing along if ur body doesn't work !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

an ode to diagnosis

''Be all my sins remember'd.'' 

                                                            - hamlet

sonnet for departure ( despite what love i have for you )

she's 22

when i was scared of now, for no reason at all <3

the cosmos and the game

to a boy i couldn't be good for anymore,


you deserve much more

''always thought you could do anything.'' 

laur

heavy - orla gartland cover

'' i think you should go. 

i think you should run. 

your smile shines too bright. ''

medusa incarnate

the title is a joke but the song is real lmao

hello, gordon !!!

[ lyrics because my new laptop's audio is shit lmao ]


i can’t remember 
what it was like
when you taught me to walk

my minds all blank
when i think of the ways
you all got me to talk, but 

little girl, big world
but you were there to hold my hand 

scraped my knees, ran through trees
you said ’i’ll run with you as fast as you can’ 


everything you’ve done, you’ve done for me
everywhere we’ve gone, everything we’ve seen
and now it’s time to go, it’s time for me to leave,
but you know
i’ll never be gone
you know
i’ll never be gone
permenantly 

i thought it would feel stranger
to wake up somewhere else
a new mold for myself 

although i feel at home
it doesn’t match your voice on the phone
faces i’ve always known 

little girl, massive world
she’s seen more than most people can 

you kept her safe, never away
’i’ll run with you as far as you can’ 


everything you’ve done, you’ve done for me
everywhere we’ve gone, everything we’ve seen
and now it’s time to go, it’s time for me to leave,
but you know
i’ll never be gone
you know
i’ll never be gone
permanently 

20 now, don’t know how, a lot of things go 
Bills and dreams and washing machines do anything but flow 
but i’m grateful
your patience
it’s gotten me to now 

i think this song is just me hoping
that you’ll end up proud.


everything you’ve done, you’ve done for me
everywhere we’ve gone, everything we’ve seen
and now it’s time to go, it’s time for me to leave,
but you know
i’ll never be gone
you know
i’ll never be gone
permanently

laurrrrr