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@uesbi prod @shinjinv @bugbu6

took my heart back its in pieces
remember when u said u need this
love u still even though im broken
in my hands ur heart that im holding
so maybe i should take some time
maybe i should fake some smiles
maybe i can last just one more night
out of sight
lost my mind
hanging onto words u say
hanging onto smiles i fake
leaving my love to rot
let the bodies drop
wont lie baby im not ok
so maybe i should take some time
but i cant breathe with ur hands around my neck
left alone so im up all nite
nothing else hurts like a sick goodbye :)

no time to lose don’t wanna say goodbye just yet 
this life I chose won’t let go of me like that 
you know for you I’d do everything I can 
thought I was good now I’m falling down again 
It’s not like it’s easy for me too 
don’t ask I’ll make it thru 
trust me it’s all for you 
 I’m still bound to what I hate the most 
I feel just like a ghost 
cuz you won’t realize I’m here

sick goodbye ft. lain「shinjin + lovbug」

production by me (@bigdog30k)
cover art me

my skin shivers with fear
as the cold breeze touch me

the sun peeks through and
kisses me on the cheek
but before i know it the night has come
and its so dark that i cant see
you needed me but i still do
with weak knees beneath me i still know
that i love you
and maybe one day you'll love me too

my skin

drown U

STREAM: https://fanlink.to/gqrt

(lyrics)
https://soundcloud.com/kidarjuna
i got this house with all my thoughts
feels like a party mardi gras
young bitch in the back she’s going off
we off a perc we nodding off
awwwe you pressed for what?
take a sip so your sorrows can fall apart
switchblade all up inside your gut
hahhh, she’s talking about my chart

manga, shonen, with tech
bitches, harem, with sex
i don’t even give a fuck what they say
flapping they lips while I’m laughing to the bank
your brain small while my brain big 
ah- ah- ah- my bank big 
he was talking shit so I gave it to his bitch
pull up with a stick and pop you like a zit

~break~

i got this house with all my thoughts
feels like a party mardi gras
young bitch in the back she’s going off
we off a perc we nodding off
awwwe you pressed for what?
take a sip so your sorrows can fall apart
switchblade all up inside your gut
hahhh, she’s talking about my chart

https://soundcloud.com/whyhaze
i'm with arjuna we gon' pull up with the switchblades
talk shit if you keep talking you gon' die today
i don't care about what they say, he a pussy he a lame
they love to hate but they don't say it to my face
try to run up you gon' fucking die
we got a 45 talk down aim that bitch between your eyes
posted up with kid arjuna that's my fuckin guy
if I hear you talking shit about him put you in the sky

~break~

im back you thought I was gone for a second
you would think my choppa christian by the way it fucking bless him
we gon' pull up with the weapons, it's the nighttime we gon' scare him
I'ma leave his ass in heaven, I'm a leave the boy resting

https://soundcloud.com/kidarjuna
i got this house with all my thoughts
feels like a party mardi gras
young bitch in the back she’s going off
we off a perc we nodding off
awwwe you pressed for what?
take a sip so your sorrows can fall apart
switchblade all up inside your gut
hahhh, she’s talking about my chart

https://soundcloud.com/whyhaze
https://www.instagram.com/whyhaze/

prod. https://soundcloud.com/d_nnis

https://soundcloud.com/00clique

https://www.instagram.com/kidarjuna/

mardi gras

stream

mardi gras w/ whyhaze (@proddennis)

Nosgov
aint that much that can be changed
i do too much i stay up late
im way too scared ill be replaced
its getting dark so i get laced

too many people that been fake
my face so plastic that its fake
lets get into it fuck a break
we speeding up aint got no breaks

your velvet touch i couldnt face
too many problems i cant face
many problems i cant face
i cant face, i confess too many problems i cant face

Mothshonor 
I’m a mess yea n I cnt replce u
I confess yea 
Cannot get dressed yea 
Wake up alone , I know I turn it 2 a mess yea 

I know I turn into the press 
there’s not a next yea 
What’s my name , and if u lay into my nest uh
And 4uu I made it clear u stop my chest ya
with me forever I promise I’ll protecc ya

Cz I get so down 
Turn me around 
What I did to  u
Take me out now 

I get blown out
What abt how 
I can’t move past shit 
If u taught me how 
and im wrong how
think u needa slow down X2
think u need 2 came down


Nosgov
aint that much that can be changed
i do too much i stay up late
im way too scared ill be replaced
its getting dark so i get laced

too many people that been fake
my face so plastic that its fake
lets get into it fuck a break
we speeding up aint got no breaks

your velvet touch i couldnt face
too many problems i cant face
many problems i cant face
i cant face, i confess too many problems i cant face

break + nosgov [thr6x]

@ddertbag

look around and all i see is dark
i cant fuckin move im getting stuck
hundred thousand eyes come from the walls
staring at me till i fucking fall

i cant trust no one dont play coop
waiting for the day i get to stop
ive been climbing since ive seen the top
sit around n sit around n wait for it to pop

i cant see i cant see
past the fog thats in my head
fall to my knees 
let the water drown the rest
i lost the key
to the door that hides the mess
fuel all my fears
let the smoke choke out whats left

i cant see i cant see
past the fog thats in my head
fall to my knees 
let the water drown the rest
keep me up keep me up
up above the sea of stress
cover up cover up
bury me inside a dress

rip down everything thats on the walls
shed my skin let the world renew and fall

give a fuck
outta luck

lock it up
bottoms up

i cant shout
going out

throw it out
white it out

Streaming

bury me (prod. ddertbAg)

on that! w/ alleycat & lilkirby (prod. deadat18 x yukio)

clover

@nermal6

прости, прости, прости меня
мне будет хуже без тебя
верни, верни, верни вернись назад
мне не хватает твоих глаз

прости, прости, прости меня
тебя я вижу в облаках
смотри, смотри в мои глаза
вижу весь мир в твоих слезах
я пробую объяснить как я чувствую твои слова
but baby im feeling so stuck
что могу сделать для тебя?

верни, верни, вернись назад
мне не хватает твоих глаз
прости, прости, прости меня
мне будет хуже без тебя

смотри, смотри в глаза
иди, иди сюда

прости w/ nermal6 (tenoji)

prod. @razor-wrist

its not like u 2 do tht
if u say udnt luv me well thts 2 bad
cuz ur all tht i hav
plz dnt make me sad
bby i wuld do liek anything 4 u
coke lines in the bathroom
so high in the classroom
dnt treat me like ur last dude
*sexy lick moans*
i can feel ur nails dig in2 my skin
i kno they dnt wanna see me win
i know wht u did 2 him
all these thoughts eat me within
and im going crazy
off 2 pills and a percocet daily
and i think my friends all hate me
i just want u here now bby :c
canu call me maybe?
i want u 2 save me
im so sad lately

not like you (razorwrist)

lets ball

https://soundcloud.com/mitsooya
https://soundcloud.com/176s

w my gang ya
we might let it rip let it bang ya
how could i eva forget ur namee ya
swear u be runnin thru my brain ya
like all the tiiimemee
lost track of all the time
wana make u mine
i jus needa sign
i gotta make this righttttt

like i feel so worthless
wen u w me it give me a purpose
so alone in the world i been searching
cant talk to yall no mo missing #person
like whats the point of it alll
everybody wana see me falll
can u catch me wen i fall down??
i kno u hate when im arounddDD :D

gir wht u Mean 
i gtt these racks inMy pants
flight up ina hr 
& i dnt even packk
i jus spent A check 
ona nUu dior bag 4her she wantn MoreeEe

walkN home past midnight
bitcc im So #fuckdUp
take one2tha face
bitcc i Smoke tht bluntt
i cnt walk straight 소주 MyCup
feeln sick,, blackn out..
throwing it All Uppp ㅠㅠ

(like whats the point of it alll
everybody wana see me falll
can u catch me wen i fall down??
i kno u hate when im arounddDD :D)

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