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veteran (frostd + venexxi)

@prodmichael

yea okay idk waht to say
cuz smth always gets in the way
ive been trying hard to not give my hopes up 
but i have yet to find a reason to go on 
carried by the wind, ive never felt like this 
wherever you go im always there

nothings like it used to be
and i dont know how to feel
looking back idk who iwas 
doing drugs and smoking weed
every days the same to me
and now i cannot stop im too far gone 

broken glass, pierce thru my feet
for every step i take i bleed
even tho its bad for me 
i do that shit on repeat

ugh fuck i pour another cup
im detached from myself, its that bad
ugh fuck im running out of luck
im sick of always feeling lik that

wind (michaelwarren)

produced by irby

lyrics

told you i'd be better but i'm just a damn liar
you will find out when you hear the gun fire 
i am not okay, if i am never beside her
just another story by the campfire

tell me what's is new and what i havent figured out
i've been making wrong decisions in my head, dont know what its about
wrong turn, heads stuck up inside the clouds, every time you're not around
i just don't wanna be frowned upon
you know you're in my thoughts
and i can't take this loss 

i can't take a loss so i've been holding on
messing up, going wrong 
writing stupid songs
but i should hold my self strong

i had a dream that i was learning the guitar
strumming melodies, nothing playing with my heart 
i wish i learnt how to save myself right from the start
now i be standing right up, tearing shit apart 
i don't make the rules for art, no no no

told you i'd be better but i'm just a damn liar
you will find out when you hear the gun fire 
i am not okay, if i am never beside her
just another story by the campfire

told you i'd be better but i'm just a damn liar
you will find out when you hear the gun fire 
i don't always feel good, just always so tired
baby i'm a liar, baby i'm a liar, liar

told you i'd be better but i'm just a damn liar
you will find out when you hear the gun fire 
i am not okay, if i am never beside her
just another story by the campfire (x3)

story by the campfire

i forgot to mix this but wtv
instagram.com/7elysian

outside bootleg

stream on spotify! https://open.spotify.com/track/37yb04qkus8dBzdbYbPZOL?si=d24dcb6f128b426c

@ayeeitsnate @star607

im sick and i probably shouldn't have recorded
sorry for all the recycled shit i cant be original rn
hope you still enjoy though :)

::lyrics
the air is too thin
i couldnt read through all the signs
dont need discussion
i need you in my life
you got one shot
i got you on a tether
i thought you were on my side
i cant do this forever
my blood is rushing down my head
empty out my body see whats left
let me go~
to a place ive never been~

and every time im by your side i get really nauseous
got too many problems in my head gotta deal with
always on the back seat on the road im forgotten
always keep my head up cause i know it'll be worth it (2x)

my friends are starting to fade away
lights out now im waiting for the sun to decay
its the end of the world
im not really afraid
take my hand and we'll pray
for the day we'll be saved

(i want someone in my arms)
(you're so close yet still so far)
(someone please tell me im wrong)
(never wanted you to run)

departure (ayeitsnate x star607)

https://soundcloud.com/kiryano

used 2 be down now im up
me and my brothers we go 2 the top
talk all tht shit but u kno we wont stop
we talkin money u kno we got lots
yea we do
many blues
we be countin up yea that shit so tru
put that on my life yea ill never lose
if i die tonight least i wont be you
you

yea im w my goat
u cannot come close
n we both cuffed up
we dont want u hoes
now they wna dress like me
like damn u do the most
n im smokin on that shit
that made rosetta stoned
now they wna be like us
be like us yea
u kno i do not give a fuk
give a fuk u
i just wanna run it up
get a few bucks
get a few mil yeah
come get familiar

used 2 be down now im up
me and my brothers we go 2 the top
talk all tht shit but u kno we wont stop
we talkin money u kno we got lots
yea we do
many blues
we be countin up yea that shit so tru
put that on my life yea ill never lose
if i die tonight least i wont be you
you

neva lose ft kiryano (emo + kir)

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my vocals mixed by @leovisa

our hearts aligned 
tonight the stars will shine 
so ever bright 
will it mean a thing 
these words i sing 
tell u what u mean to me
i can sing a thousand words
tell you how much it hurt 

i put my heart to rest 
but i still think that ur the best 
i put my heart to rest 
but it’s still beating out my chest 
ur nothing like the rest 
ur a dream of feeling blessed 

spira me:

baby youre an angel
i wanna be the one to cherish you
got y3 the label
ill take u out and buy a bag for you

i wanted to be famous
now all i want is time to spend with you
my clothes smell like your fragrance
i want to put my heart to rest with you

and all the times we fell apart, yea its on me
yea can you heal a broken heart i beg you please
yea all these memories and scars will tell you how i feel
yea can you heal a broken heart i want it to be real

put my heart to rest w/ spira me (twintails x diligence)

Cover art credit:@3starcity3 on insta
Lyrics:
I like diamonds
I like rings
I like all these pretty things 
I like stacking up my money cause 
I Neva had a thing 
Don’t talk to me if u don’t wanna stack it up
You a pussy Boy you better not be acting up
2 belts on me
And they still can’t keep these racks up
I might have to put him down 
If he just wanna act tough 
Grim reaper and he coming for ur neck 
And I’ll still keep her cause she know that I’m up next 
Yeah she keep it real 
Yeah she know the deal 
I just poured it up 
but I didn’t pop a seal
Keep it real 
And  need me a mil
Got me a new deal
Forgis on the whip 
Srt u know the deal

SRT (prod. silver + roxa + methboiswag)

https://soundcloud.com/sylenexolovezu

i need u
u need me
bleed 4 me
as u c me

times flying
mortifying
i trusted u
dignifying

I cant take u 
i feel restless again 
I’ll be here 2 
tell me u want it all 
ill call u everyday

need u + sylene xo (bbjaxx)

@dollfacexxx
www.instagram.com/888psych/
love ariel and her everlasting light

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__4riel.buh