Name: altered state (ft. benzosaint) by lava (@lava.christian)
Duration: 2 min 36 s
Description: benzo: https://www.instagram.com/benzosaint/

prod by yvri and ira
mixed, written by ira and yxung plague
cover art by yxung plague

Damaged w/Ira [P. YVRI & IRA]

Damaged w/Ira [P. YVRI X IRA]

Prod. Saint Mike

im awake but im dreaming 
tell me whats the meaning
im awake but im dreaming
i got the feeling 

i wanna kill myself
i wanna kill myself 
i wanna kill myself 
i wanna kill myself 

i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna die alone 
adore me 
i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna die alone
adore me

im awake but im dreaming 
tell me whats the meaning
im awake but im dreaming
i got the feeling 

i wanna kill myself 
i wanna kill myself


i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna die alone 
adore me 
i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna die alone
adore me

im awake but im dreaming 
tell me whats the meaning
im awake but im dreaming
i got the feeling 

i wanna kill myself 
i wanna kill myself

Adore Me (2022 Throwaway)

benzo: https://www.instagram.com/benzosaint/

altered state (ft. benzosaint)

Lyrics :

25 missed calls on my line
I don’t think I can keep up this time
You in love with a version of me no longer alive
You in love with a version of me

Do you feel like i used you?
I don’t feel I used to
You say it ain’t fair but I’m lonely too
I need you to know that its only you
Yeah its only you that’ll heal my pain
Try to put it in words but i cant explain


25 missed calls on my line
I don’t think I can keep up this time
You in love with a version of me no longer alive
You in love with a version of me

Missed Call (Feat.Tommy Blve)

Promises (Prod. Okwunda)

bladerunner

bladerunner feat. Kill Ebola & PLAGUE (prod. PLAGUE)

I see myself in everyone.

PROD: @ESTHETICGLOOM & EVANS (bit.ly/3unlFbq)
MIX: @ZYROM
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[VERSE]
Stuck on these writers blocks
Hammer in my hands
Take a stab but hear the feeble knock
Need some inspiration
Weak and walking to the ballet
Got these tickets just to watch them flay themselves in the name of entertainment
They'll keep on dancing straight through the pestilence
Sedatives pumped in they veins and it's beautiful
They don't feel anything living immovable
Slice off they toes and they still keep the balance
I've never felt sadder but still fall in love with that dancer
Knives in her organs
I just adore it
She call it fun
I call it boring
I see the same thing in everyone

[BRIDGE]
She's so serene
It's all pity
Her blood is pretty
Her moves they speak to me

[CHORUS]
Clap all you want
Laugh all you want
I see myself
Underneath all of that makeup

[BRIDGE]
She's so serene
It's all pity
Her blood is pretty
Her moves they speak to me

[VERSE]
Let's just take a break
Bump into her
Watch her try to put her guts and maggots back inside her reeking flesh
I never noticed that her tutu red
I wanna get her number but she spewing blood
Her figure perfect but it's not enough
I might have slipped a bit and tried to leave a kiss
On her caved in forehead
Break is up usher push me back to showing
Back from the intersession
I can just see that she's stressed out
And it looks like she's panicking
They're bringing out cannonballs
Wait what

[CHORUS]
Clap all you want
Laugh all you want
I see myself
Underneath all of that makeup

[OUTRO]
Sow whats left of her brittle face to my palms to hold forever by my hearts embrace
I never knew her name but I can see that we always felt the same way as one another
Goodnight

Late Night Showing at the Ballet of Deformation

Stream/Buy

Late Night Showing at the Ballet of Deformation [prod. esthetic gloom & evans]

sorry for leaving
prod. @rvxhenri

lyrics: 
bad bitch she gone die for me
she hits me cuz she into me
cut my veins i love the way
you look when blood run down your face
bad bitch she gone die for me
she hits me cuz she into me
cut my veins i love the way
you look when blood run down your face

tripped and fell but i got up
nothing stopping me anymore
i ask her if she need something
cuz tonight’ll be the last she breathes
take her soul come with me
i wanna steal your energy
walk this way come with me
i wanna steal your energy
when im out dont look my way
when im out dont talk to meh
ripping off my face again
so theres no point in bothering
bothering bothering
bothering bothering

someone teach me how to love
im scared im falling out of touch
i dont think im having fun
pretending is not enough
someone teach me how to love
im scared im falling out of touch
i dont think im having fun
pretending is not enough


bad bitch she gone die for me
she hits me cuz she into me
cut my veins i love the way
you look when blood run down your face
bad bitch she gone die for me
she hits me cuz she into me
cut my veins i love the way
you look when blood run down your face

DIE FOR ME <im_back> [prod. henri]

And I been damaged soul in the mud
Pull my skin down, got her soul in my lust
In a rush
Everybody know it's hush hush
Keep my shit low, it's a must when I rush up in the cut
Nobody seeing me today
And I don't need to hear what they say
If I could, not today
Stuck with the lost, hesitate
And it's all in my way
It's all in my way

Fuck is you doubtin, talk
Aint nobody sell they walk
Damage all they want
Damage all they got
Damage all they got

I deserve what I keep
How we move close
I can't breathe

Godsend
Bullshit
Bullet tips
Full clips
Godsend
Bullshit
Bullet tips
Full clips

Get the fuck back, trust that
You ain't never wanna act up, fuck that

I get back to my ways
Hollow I go for my pay
I leave home for the dead
Bitches ain't knowin they place
Why the fuck you say, I'm out of lane
I'm out of brain
Why don't you talk to me
Why don't you talk to me

Get the fuck back, trust that
You ain't never wanna act up, fuck that

Godsend
Bullshit
Bullet tips
Full clips
Godsend
Bullshit
Bullet tips
Full clips

Get the fuck back, trust that
You ain't never wanna act up, fuck that
We goin keep the money staked up
Friends dead
I ain't playin with my set, like my last act

play dead (Prod. by YONDA)

LYRICS:

My head is spinnin' out this fuckin' cage
I'm hopin', countin' till the days you leave this fuckin' place
I got no tolerance for bullshit, fuck up out my face
You pussy bitch, go eat a dick and sip the pain away

I sit and bitch about this bullshit to a fuckin' mic
I spent the worst years of my life just tryna' sleep at night
You ain't no help, you fuckin' prick, you made up half the fright
I'd put this pipe right to my dome if I ain't have to fight

And how you talkin' like you know shit?
You stupid bitch, you fuckin' lost it, we all knows it
And keep your hands up to yourself
Lay a finger on me bitch, I'll send you straight to hell

And you just talk that tough
Speakin' demon shit like you been through the fuckin' rough
You don't know shit punk
But sittin' in a kitchen gettin' slumped for fuckin' months

My whole life you been sendin' it, got me fucked up
Throwin' threats around like you think you can touch up
Put a hand upon us and I'll send the dust up
I'on give a fuck about issues I'm fuckin' done punk

The way you speak my fuckin' name
Got me runnin' ropes around my neck to motherfuckin' swing
And still you think this shit's okay
Watch me blow my cap and make it back and still you'll fuckin' sing

altered state (ft. benzosaint)

lava (@lava.christian)

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