Zeitgeist Mix

another night in
tryna forget it 
can't find the courage
vibrate the damage
look, what can we salvage
don't know what i can manage
for now i'm okay
but you know
feelings always change

it's hard for me to learn
it's difficult to do
when I gave all of me 
and everything goes back to you
i'll put down my pride
now i won't lie
i'm not alright
i hate this vice

tell me how do i unlearn 
what's become
second nature
unsee
our planned out and detailed
future
it's torture
everything
that won't be
but everything that will be 
must be

we don't talk no more
love gon go lukewarm 
while we are reborn
moving on toward 
what's next in store
for us
but alone 
together, together

gotta turn it off
cut from the same cloth
not mine, but your, it's your loss
go and recharge
i'll go and visit 
the graveyard 
when i feel like reminiscing 

tell me how do i unlearn 
what's become second nature
unsee
our planned out and detailed
future
it's torture
everything that won't be
but everything that will be
must be

look what can we salvage
don't know what i can manage 
for now i'm okay
but you know 
feelings always change

alone together

Baby, I've been missing you
dang

taste of my own medicine 
visit places you have been
all alone
all alone
all alone
sister reaches out to me
you need patience 
I hang out with your family
all alone
all alone
all alone

I miss riding in your car
drive me home
even though I didn't live very far

we got past all the street lights
make it to the lake
stare at the reflection
of the moonlight
(of the moonlight)

hear the train go passing by
you come over 2 am
cuz I wanted a hug

hold me while I cry
counting down the days
till goodbye

make the most of the light
red heart before your flight

baby, I've been missing you
and all the things we'd do
together

I thought we'd 
be together in the end
but I can't place expectation
on something that's not meant
for me

maybe I've been missing you

maybe I'm not missing you

I've been missing me
maybe I don't 
need a guarantee

dang

missing you

Did you talk to her about me
Does she know what we’ve done
Did you use the same line to win her
or sing the same song you sung to me

Cuz I know 
the way
you made them fall in love
and i watch
while you give
what i wanted from you

don’t think i haven’t moved on cuz
I’m just curious
has love become lazy
and relies on a script on their crush
i’m really not bitter i just
observe from afar
no matter i’ve been through
i’ll always love with all my heart

i just know
the way you made them fall in love
and i watch
while you give
what i wanted from you

We really weren’t meant to be
i’ve realized that
cuz we didn’t give each other
what we needed back

but i know 
the way
you made me fall in love
but i still wish 
you the best
for life long joy
and happiness

Wedding Season

There’s something bout the way he stares
instantly I feel love in the air 
I breathe it in I don’t want to let go
what’s this feeling
I don’t know

oh my
who’s that guy
he caught my eye
the least I can do is say

wait
should I walk up and tell him how I feel
what if I mess up 
I don’t think I could deal
oh god there he is
gotta be cool
who am I kidding
i’m his fool

oh my
who’s that guy
he caught my eye
the least I can do is say

i’m in the bathroom
with a heart full of regret
why didn’t I do it
I forget
next time I’ve got this 
there’s no turning back
anyone got a pen?
need a plan of attack

it’s been four years and you still don’t know
don’t know
i bite my lip
when you leave after hello
I gotta get a grip
and stop being shy
HEY YOU
you look really good in that bowtie
ahhhhHHHHhhh

oh my who’s that guy
he caught my eye
the least I can do is say
hi
sigh
of a daydreamer
of a daydreamer

Zeitgeist Mix

alyssa joy