Back here 4-5 years later. This got me through so much despair and pain. Thank you <3

Follow me @smokinginthemortuary i miss you lavi

tooth (demo)

when my lil bro was 13 he wrote this song n i did the music stuff for it

lamp post 2019

This album was written from inside the fog.

For the 5 years I've been trying to navigate my way through dissociation (DPDR) a feeling of being disconnected, numb, and watching my own life from a distance.

I wrote these songs as a way to process the pain and isolation. It’s for anyone else who feels stuck in their own head, trying to reach for something better but held back by the weight of their own mind.

This is my attempt to find a way through, if you feel this way, I hope it makes you feel less alone.

teaching me to dissociate

s/o soundcloud.com/amindi-k-frost and soundcloud.com/camthechef

ur friends

about u

about u (prod. brobak)

runner (original)

Clairo - Bubble Gum

dream boi rawdata file2 version 4

lyrics

when you go away go away i’ll be callin you 
when you stay when you stay i’ll be pushing u away
those liquor honey lips
the liquor honey that you seem to pour while you trace me with you’re finger tips

milk and honey
the milk and honey while you stir it in
all the feelings that begin

its always kinda sweet when you’re in love, 
and lose, you will, you know you never win

dream boi
a little kinda fucked up in the head
but you’re sweet to me in bed 
You are my dream boy
if you don’t have the time thats okay, well you’re mean to me anyway
(dream boi)

back and forth is all we throw,
the acrimony killin you i know
but the medicine is sweeter than you think

pick me up at 8 am tomorrow
we’ll go wherever
Doesn’t matter long as I’m with you my

dream boi
a little kinda fucked up in the head
but you’re sweet to me in bed 
You are my dream boi
if you don’t have the time thats okay, well you’re mean to me anyway
dream boi

Oh dream boi
Dream boi
Make it go away

dream boi

little rosy cheeks
pretty when u sleep all alone
by the creek 
it erodes til i see you

hidden in the dark
when the dawn hits your face
ill dissolve in the rays

i wanna sip you til the last drop
if its our last kiss (last fall)

even if we dont speak
i will remember
the taste that you left on my tongue
bittersweet
like burgundy

burgundy

lavi kou

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