Name: Trash Cat Beat by LauriamLazuli
Duration: 1 min 51 s
Description: I just got FL Studio I have no idea what I'm doing

Songs: Something About Us - Daft Punk
Cassette Tape Dream (Reine BGM) - DOVA-SYNDROME
Plastic Love - Mariya Takeuchi

Something About Reine

I just got FL Studio I have no idea what I'm doing

Trash Cat Beat

music / kian
vocals / kevin, kafu
illust / BONES 

[lyrics]
The place I wanna stay
This fucked up game I play
While no one knows my name
I love it all the same
This wretched heart of mine, genuine
Spitting out my bile I shouldn't make
I never had the chance to change

I forgot the way that you would
Say that you would 
Be the one who'll make a change
And it hurts to say what's on my mind 
Given the way you treated mine
You were mine
But you refuse to look inside yourself 
Cause you're too scared of what you'll find
Live in your collective lie

The place I wanna stay
This fucked up game I play
While no one knows my name
I love it all the same
This wretched heart of mine, genuine
Spitting out my bile I shouldn't make
I never had the chance to change

Insults you shout burn like the bile from my mouth
It's exhausting when you try to take away the

Happiness I try to hide

The place I wanna stay
This fucked up game I play
While no one knows my name
I love it all the same
This wretched heart of mine, genuine
Spitting out my bile I shouldn't make
I never had the chance to change

LIKE THE BILE FROM MY MOUTH

ADAPERTIO

Headphones

"[Superchat] I Don't Think This Parasocial Relationship Is Working Out", a song about healthy relationships with online content creators! After finishing a song a month last year, I wanted to put more time into the things I release, and this is the start of that!
Art by DegoDraws
Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FVpo-_0Xok4

[Superchat] I Don't Think This Parasocial Relatioship Is Working Out

Use headphones for the best experience! 🎧
✧ How I long to lick a taste of your vivisected heart ✧

Credits:
Original → DECO*27 (https://www.youtube.com/@UCGmO0S4S-AunjRdmxA6TQYg)
               → https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kbNdx0yqbZE
Vocals/Translyrics/Harmony Arrangement/Mix → tigerjolteo (https://www.youtube.com/@tigerjolteo)

Socials:
Discord → https://discord.gg/eyyr6xSQSf
Bluesky → https://bsky.app/profile/xiaohu1413.bsky.social
Twitch → https://www.twitch.tv/xiaohu1413
TikTok → https://www.tiktok.com/@xiaohu1413
Soundcloud → https://soundcloud.com/tigerjolteo
Business Inquiries → tigerjolteo@gmail.com
Ko-Fi → https://ko-fi.com/tigerjolteo

Lyrics (Free to use with credit!):
Hey, don’t you see that I know that you’re there inside and 'XX'ing on your own, that’s right, I know
You tick and twitch throughout the night, even your whimpers can’t escape my sight
It’s plain to see, don’t you know? The secret’s out, your cover’s blown, was it fun, though?
It’s fine, it’s fine, did you get shy? Don’t worry, everyone has something to hide

Hey, don’t you see that I know, that you’re inside and tearing up on your own, that’s right, I know
Boohoo, boohoo, you weep and whine, alone you karaoke in the night
We’re both afraid and awake, it’s of course, okay if you cry, shed
All the tears you like, I’ll be here holding you
Don’t keep ‘em all inside, you gotta set ‘em free with time

MWAH!
Oh how I wanna make you my own
I’ll take care of all your ache, shake shake, lovin you’s my art 
If you don’t want to cry, soon it’ll all dry, so you can rely-
-On me, you know? How I long to lick a taste of your vivisected heart

MWAH!
Oh how I wanna make you my own
Come and lean on me ‘cause this sick love’s nothing but our start
Gimme all your pain tonight, it only feels right, ‘cause you can confide-
-In me, you know? How I long to drink it up, all your vivisected heart

I spy inside, deep inside you
I spy inside your mind

Hey, don’t you see that I know, that you’re in pain and facing it all on your own, that’s right, I know
The beat, it speeds up, feeling the high, you are the apple and the light of my life

Hey, don’t you see that I know, that you can do it ‘cause you’re you, I know
Through the heavy times, it’s fine to shy away ‘cause I will love you even if you think it’s a lie

MWAH!
Oh how I wanna make you my own
Call my name and always I’ll run straight to you my darling
You’re alone and in the rough, I sing with a flush, “just know that you’re loved”
But that’s enough
Solo-play’s just gonna break your poor disconnected heart

And I vow that from this day forward, I’ll be here until death do us part
To be true, and be watching you through the storm, so you won’t be afraid anymore

MWAH!
Oh how I wanna make you my own
I’ll take care of all your ache, shake shake, lovin you’s my art 
If you don’t want to cry, soon it’ll all dry, so you can rely-
-On me, you know? How I long to lick a taste of your vivisected heart

MWAH!
Oh how I wanna make you my own
Come and lean on me ‘cause this sick love’s nothing but our start
Gimme all your pain tonight, it only feels right, ‘cause I wanna try and see what’s inside
How I long to drink it up, all your vivisected heart

Hey, don’t you see that I know, that you’re inside tearing up on your own, that’s right, I know
Boohoo, boohoo, you weep and whine, alone you karaoke in the night
We’re both afraid and awake, it’s of course, okay if you cry, shed
All the tears you like, I’ll be here holding you
Don’t keep ‘em all inside, let me heal your heart with mine

Now

Monitoring (DECO*27) ✧ english ver.【tigerjolteo】

Straight Outta the Recycle Bin

DOSHTONA USA

https://soundcloud.com/fusq/inner-feat-mylk

https://soundcloud.com/vlad-matafonov/dizzee-rascal-bassline-junkie

Why am I like this?

https://youtu.be/HotJK5dIEV4

Inner Junkie

lemon.
Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UXu29pKfJYY

Song list is in order of appearance and split by Instrumentals and Vocals.


[INSTRUMENTALS]
1.New Light - John Mayer
2.Viva La Vida - Coldplay
3.Shooting Stars - Bad Raiders
4.H3H3 Intro
5.Royalty Free Ukulele
6.Rather Be - Clean Bandit

[VOCALS]
1.Counting Crows - Accidentally in Love
2.Wonderwall - Oasis
3.All The Small Things - Blink 182
4.Photograph - Nickelback
5.21 Guns - Green Day
6.Fireflies - Owl City
7.We Are Young - Fun.

Trash Cat Beat

LauriamLazuli

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