you left me breathless
buried beneath the bombshells
hidden in a basket
wrapped in  tinfoil

your hands were calloused
from those choices that you've made
i'd like to take you by the wrist
and take you away

outside your window 
i'm chucking rocks
just like dad taught me
except he didn't teach me much

come to realize that i'm a fuckup
who fucks up all the time
but this time, i was hoping 
to change your mind

if you want to forget me
i think that's fucking fine
i'm sorry i wasted your time

in the morning, you'll find me 
with a note that says goodbye
just to let you know, you were the best thing that happened in my life



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cars drove my friends away
dropped off in a place where i don't stay
in the back of your Jeep Cherokee
through the window, you saw your last glimpse of me

sometimes I pickup my phone
and listen close to the dialtone
hopefully, it starts to buzz
and i hear a voice of
what was, and what could have been,
i miss you, my dearest friend

cars drove my friends away
i remember what you told me on that day
"hey kid, keep your head up."
"I promise that i'll keep in touch."

did you lose your step or maybe your hands?
because that promise was broken just like our plans
of hanging out and seeing movies
just like the days

but now i'm waiting for the phone to ring
I hope this is the last song I sing
about you

cars drove my friends away 
far far away


lazurusplaydead