fated to stay and be bled just to be reborn and killed again

songs about fire

can't shake my thoughts
chew my cheek with every word
I'm a lowlight
eyes on the sky

embers be my heaven 
so these flames can feed on my skin
fated to stay and be bled
just to be reborn and then killed again

out of range

burn therapy

stay away

who's ready for the apocalypse
i'm ready for the fire, i wanna see the fire tonight
i wanna see their pressure collapse when it all comes together one last time
just to come undone and fall apart
i wanna see their eyes turn inside out right before they burst to flames

one heart whispers the other, you win again, go on flay me again, I'll just be reborn to new skin
you want what I got but it's not enough
Our pale hearts were not meant to sync beats with eachother
ghosts in our headspace, ghosts in the walls here to stay
pull apart and never to use again

who's ready for the apocalypse
i've got my head held high
cut me up
i've put these thoughts to rest a while
now's the right time to fly
I wanna dream in black and white and never see the sunrise to sunset again
internal radio transmission screaming
head to shelter now or burn

One heart whispers the other, i don't belong here, i don' deserve this
this is all wrong
all our bones just break to pieces and flicker
who's ready to be let down
trapped doves in my attic scorched to the ribcage
I wanna see the future lost

i wanna see the fire

fade away
and burn your heart
fade away
stay away
don't burn me out

and if they think they can fix this mess, they'll know too soon
she drove the nails, she can't change

driven by fear, passion's gone, clocks don't stop
i'm a paranoid i'm a manic depressive
i'm too diagnosed and i'm not here
here the bones lay
the first kill
they never had a chance to get home
never tried to get home until too late

and if they think they can fix this mess they'll know too soon
she drove the nails she can't change
and if they think they can take the witch she stitched inside
she drove the nails and she won't change

we drive home never feeling again
Stop thinking what you've lost
Learn to hold on to what you've got left

gasoline

these ghosts won't leave me alone

heavy demo

radio 
black and blue
ohio
red alive
you requested disaster, here i am, where are you
no one cared, no one clapped, everyone's changing
taking care of yourself put me back, you did fine

let go
to my best i was not the best
to you i was somethin else

you were always here, but you were never near
all the lights gone shaking red, like the last thing seen
each page turned back may never see end

I know it's not okay. I know I'm not okay.
I set myself on fire to see if i'd burn
i don't want you to have to go on
I've burnt myself, still won't learn
it stays the same-
it always ends with you.

"infected he the air whereon they ride
and damned all those trusted in him"
Violent shakes and I lose all the sight in the front
The methane gas leaks into my wounds

Looking at old memories ignite
Twilight scratch and pull and bite
all the life right from my eyes
digging through empty access stares in red

to my best i was not the best
to you i was something else.

get me out of here

let's burn together and fade away

fade away demo

Bitter hearts race to a finish line nowhere
Nothing left to burn
Nothing to repair

little strings

solo project

one eye is shut and the other one's completely crushed

songs about fire

Lazy Eyelids