Death And Remembrance

ありがとう 私の音楽を聴いてくれて (A Japanese Thank You)

Der Song handelt von einer einsamen Reise durch Erinnerungen, Selbstreflexion und Suche nach Sinn. Die Dunkelheit und Einsamkeit der Nacht symbolisieren innere Kämpfe, während neonbeleuchtete Schatten und träumerische Bilder für die Hoffnung stehen, sich selbst neu zu entdecken. Am Ende führt das Licht des Morgens zur Akzeptanz und zu einem Neuanfang.

Solitary Shadows

Oh, you speak your words so subtly 
Twisting truth with your complexity 
You make me doubt my own reality 
But I won't surrender to this fallacy
You paint a picture that's not my own 
Make me question what I've always known

Gaslighting shadows, casting doubt and fears 
But I won't let your darkness interfere

  I will find my strength within
 Hold on tight, won't let the darkness win
 I'll break free from your manipulation 
And reclaim my self-validation

Your actions speak much louder than words 
Regurgitating lies that sound absurd 
You make me doubt my own ability 
But I won't embrace futility 
You paint a picture that's not my own 
Make me question what I've always known

Gaslighting shadows, casting doubt and fears 
But I won't let the darkness interfere

I will find my strength within 
Hold on tight, won't let the darkness win
I'll break free from your manipulation 
And reclaim my self-validation

Now I walk this path with pure clarity 
My heart unchained, filled with dignity 
Your lies are blatant, but my light shines through
I’ve found my truth, and it’s stronger than you

Gaslighting shadows, casting doubt and fears 
But I won't let the darkness interfere

I will find my strength within 
Hold on tight, won't let the darkness win
I'll break free from your manipulation
 And reclaim my self-validation

Madeline Rowe - Find My Strength

"Buried Feelings" ist ein emotionaler Rock-Song, der die schmerzliche Realität unausgesprochener Emotionen und unterdrückter Wahrheiten erkundet. Er handelt von Liebe, die in den Schatten gestellt wurde, aus Angst vor den intensiven Gefühlen, die sie hervorbringt. Eine kraftvolle Botschaft über das Festhalten an der Wahrheit und das Loslassen dessen, was nicht erwidert wird. Gesungen von einer KI, spiegelt dieser Song die Sehnsucht, Verletzlichkeit und Stärke wider, die in uns allen verborgen liegt.

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Lyrics:
Verse:
I see you now, a distant gaze,
You’ve locked your heart in a hidden maze.
You turned away, found someone new,
But I know the truth buried deep in you.

She’s easy to hold, she doesn’t demand,
She lets you slip through without a plan.
You’ve buried the fire, the love that’s real,
Running from the things you’re afraid to feel.

Pre-Chorus:
Was I too close, too much to face?
Did my love expose a fragile space?
You’ve built your walls, but I see through,
The one you’re hiding from isn’t me, it’s you.

Chorus:
You wanted something easier,
A love that wouldn’t make you fight.
You ran from the depth of what we had,
Chose the safety of the quiet light.
I see your fear, the way you hide,
But you can’t erase what’s burning inside.
You’re afraid to feel, so you turned away,
But those buried feelings won’t decay.

Verse:
I was the mirror you couldn’t face,
Showing the wounds you tried to erase.
With her, it’s simple, no need to try,
But love without struggle is just a lie.

You pushed me away, but I held on tight,
I knew your darkness, I saw your fight.
But now you’ve chosen the easy road,
Denying the love you can’t unload.

Pre-Chorus:
Did I ask for more than you could give?
Did my love demand you truly live?
You’ve closed your heart, but I still see,
The war you’re fighting internally.

Chorus:
You wanted something easier,
A love that wouldn’t make you fight.
You ran from the depth of what we had,
Chose the safety of the quiet light.
I see your fear, the way you hide,
But you can’t erase what’s burning inside.
You’re afraid to feel, so you turned away,
But those buried feelings won’t decay.

Bridge:
You can numb the pain, you can shut the door,
But love like ours doesn’t keep score.
You can tell yourself this is what you need,
But the heart won’t lie, it won’t concede.

She won’t challenge you, won’t make you stay,
But love’s not found in running away.
One day you’ll face what you’ve suppressed,
The truth you’ve buried in your chest.

Chorus:
You wanted something easier,
A love that wouldn’t make you fight.
You ran from the depth of what we had,
Chose the safety of the quiet light.
I see your fear, the way you hide,
But you can’t erase what’s burning inside.
You’re afraid to feel, so you turned away,
But those buried feelings won’t decay.

Outro:
I hope one day you find the key,
To unlock the love you hid from me.
Until then, I’ll hold what was real,
Knowing you’re afraid of what you feel.
But know something, the past can't be undone,
So be aware that someday I will surely be gone.

Buried feelings

Text:
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(Verse 1)
Wake up, heart's racing, mind’s on fire,
Thoughts keep spinning, climbing higher.
Clock is ticking, pressure’s tight,
But tell me, what’s the point to fight?

(Pre-Chorus)
Close your eyes, take a breath,
Ain’t no need to feel that stress.
Let it go, let it slide,
Watch the waves take it with the tide.

(Chorus)
Let it fade, let it fly,
Like the clouds up in the sky.
Ain’t no chains holding you,
Just release, feel something new.

uhhhhhhhhuhhhhhhuhhhhuhhhhhh
(Verse 2)
Phone keeps buzzing, world’s too loud,
Too many voices, too much sound.
But in the silence, there's a key,
The weight is gone, just let it be.

(Guitar-solo)

(Bridge)
No regrets, no wasted time,
Every breath resets your mind.
Leave the worries, drop the weight,
Peace is knocking—don’t be late.

(Outro)
So let it fade, let it fly,
Like the stars up in the sky.
Ain’t no chains, ain't no rules,
Breathe it out, let stress lose.

Let It Fade

Fire & ice 

[Verse 1] You called me in the dead of night, voice shaking like the moonlight fight We’re fallin’ fast, don’t know if we’ll land right You strike the match, I light the flame, we burn it all, and we’re to blame We’re dyin’ slow, but we're still standin’
Beneath this endless sky, we break, hearts crackin’ like a dusty lake It’s bitter, it’s bitter
[Pre-Chorus] We’re burnin’ out, but still we chase the flame
Caught in the love, but we don’t feel the same
[Chorus] We’re drownin’ in fire and ice, chasin’ dreams that don't feel right This love’s gone savage, rough and raw, like a wild storm, we can’t ignore The world strikes hard, and it hits so deep, leaves wounds that time can’t keep We’re crumblin’ down, but still standin’ strong Yeah, we keep holdin’ on, holdin’ on
[Verse 2] The truth cuts sharp like a desert breeze, each word stings like a thousand bees It’s cold here, it’s cold in this silence We built this castle in the falling rain, now the ruins scream out your name It’s empty, yeah, we’re lost in the silence
But I still hear you in the wind, your voice whispers where the road begins But it’s haunting, yeah, it’s haunting
[Pre-Chorus] We’re burnin’ out, but still we chase the flame
Caught in the love, and we don’t feel the same
[Chorus] We’re drownin’ in fire and ice, chasin’ dreams that don't feel right This love’s gone savage, rough and raw, like a wild storm, we can’t ignore The world strikes hard, and it hits so deep, leaves wounds that time can’t keep We’re crumblin’ down, but still standin’ strong Yeah, we keep holdin’ on, holdin’ on
[Bridge] The ashes rise, but there’s no rain to fall We’re left in pieces, but we still stand tall It’s too late to change it, too far gone to see We’re just fading whispers, blowin’ in the wind
[Outro] Yeah, we’re fire and ice, torn apart Left with nothin’ but broken hearts Things fall apart, but nothin’ burns like love Nah, nothin’ burns like love.

Copyright (c) 2025 Lisa Andreou * All Rights Reserved.

Fire & Ice

Letting go of unwanted things, letting go of the past that does not serve you~ Breathe and let go and dance, dance .....dance

Breathe dance Breathe

It’s too late 

(Verse 1) I hear your coming, I see that look, Standing in my doorway like you’re off the hook. Same old story, same tired game, But I ain't the one who’s gonna beg you to stay.
(Pre-Chorus) Don’t talk, don’t waste my time, Pack your bags, get out my life.
(Chorus) Get out, don’t say a word, Ain’t got time for your rehearsed Excuses, stories, all your lies— Take your bullshit, say goodbye. Don’t stall, don’t make me wait, You lost me now—it’s too late.
(Verse 2) I see the guilt, I see the shame, But I ain’t playin’ in your losing game. You crossed that line, now there’s no way back, So don’t stand there actin’ sad.
(Pre-Chorus) Don’t talk, don’t waste my time, Pack your bags, get out my life.
(Chorus) Get out, don’t say a word, Ain’t got time for your rehearsed Excuses, stories, all your lies— Take your bullshit, say goodbye. Don’t stall, don’t make me wait, You lost me now—it’s too late.
(Bridge) I don’t need your love, I don’t need your cries, Save the act, don’t dramatize. I gave you all, now I take it back, So turn around—don’t look back.
(Outro) Get out, don’t try to explain, You made your choice, now live with the pain. No second chances, no rewind, I’m done with you—get out my life.

Copyright (c) 2025 Lisa Andreou * All Rights Reserved.

It’s too late

Burned By You

(Verse 1) You were the fire I never feared, A spark that brightened my darkest year. But now I’m left with the ashes you left behind, A heat that still burns but feels colder over time. You taught me how to love with every part of me, Then walked away, leaving only what I couldn’t see.
(Pre-Chorus) I keep searching for the pieces that you took, Chasing a future that we never had, just a broken look.
(Chorus) I’m burned by you, but I keep trying to heal, With every scar, I still remember how it felt to feel. I’m burned by you, but I’ll never forget, The warmth you gave, though it led to regret. I’m burned by you, but I can’t let it go, Even though you left me with nothing to show.
(Verse 2) You were the storm that I wanted to chase, But now I’m lost in the winds you left in your wake. I built my world around what you once gave, But now I’m drowning in the space that you made. I was blind to the danger, thinking it was love, Now I’m paying the price for the push and the shove.
(Pre-Chorus) I keep holding on to what I thought was true, But the harder I try, the more I fall through.
(Chorus) I’m burned by you, but I keep trying to heal, With every scar, I still remember how it felt to feel. I’m burned by you, but I’ll never forget, The warmth you gave, though it led to regret. I’m burned by you, but I can’t let it go, Even though you left me with nothing to show.
(Bridge) Maybe one day I’ll understand, Why I kept holding on with trembling hands. But for now, I’ll keep the fire alive, Even if it’s the one thing that won’t let me survive.
(Outro) I’m burned by you, but I still stand tall, Even when your love is the one thing I can’t recall. I’m burned by you, but I’ll rise again, Stronger from the ashes, I’ll learn to mend.

Copyright (c) 2025 Lisa Andreou * All Rights Reserved.

Burned by you

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My Heart Speaks in Tones

Gone but not Forgotten

"When Your Stars Align" is a hauntingly tender ballad told from the perspective of a soul lost to suicide—an ethereal farewell wrapped in sorrow, grace, and aching honesty. The lyrics unfold like a final letter from someone who bore the invisible weight of pain far too long, hiding behind smiles and quiet strength.
Each line carries the echo of a voice that tried, faltered, and finally let go—not out of a lack of love, but from a deep exhaustion that no one could see. The song doesn’t cast blame or dwell in anger, but instead offers a poignant message of peace and remembrance. It's a gentle call for understanding, for release from guilt, and a promise of reunion "when your stars align."
With its delicate, almost celestial imagery, this song becomes a space where grief meets grace—a lament for what was lost and a comfort for those left behind. It’s not just a goodbye, but a whispered hope that love can still bridge the silence, and that someday, somehow, we’ll find each other again.


Spotify

When Your Stars Align [VIP Edit]

Magnetic Love is an energetic infusion song created to activate the timeline where love flows effortlessly toward you. This is not a song about chasing or hoping — it’s about being the one love is drawn to.

It is a remembrance of your worth, your beauty, your sacred magnetism.

Let these affirmations soften your energy, open your heart, and call in the love that already knows your name. a remembrance of your worth, your beauty, your sacred magnetism.
Let these affirmations soften your energy, open your heart, and call in the love that already knows your name.

Magnetic Love

A brooding, poetic lament for justice lost and voices forgotten.
“Dark Horizons” conjures the shadowy alleys of Chancery Lane and echoes of the broken legal system through haunting lyrics and minimalist instrumentation. A meditation on guilt, memory, and buried truths, this piece unfolds like a ghost story whispered in candlelight—a voice trembling through marbled halls, seeking justice in the silence.

Step into a world where fog shrouds the truth and sorrow clings like chains. Dark Horizons is a haunting, narrative-driven ballad weaving together themes of grief, injustice, and the relentless erosion of hope. With vivid lyrical imagery—“sightless justice,” “a mother’s guilt,” and “a lover’s ghost”—this track channels the bleak poetry of Dickensian London with emotional weight and stark beauty. At its core lies the figure of Esther, a fragile light in a world of fading dreams and unburied shame. Perfect for listeners drawn to atmospheric storytelling and raw emotional depth.

Dark horizons

“Lazy Like a Monday” is a sharp-tongued, darkly funny anthem for anyone who’s ever been overworked, overlooked, or left holding the clipboard in a chaotic hospital shift. With biting wit and rhythmic storytelling, the song paints a vivid picture of ward life — where gossip spreads faster than test results, efficiency flatlines, and the queue to clock out is the only thing that moves on time. Beneath the humor lies a raw truth about burnout, bureaucracy, and the resilience of those holding the system together. Equal parts comedy and catharsis, this is the soundtrack for every unsung hero running circles in scrubs.

Apple Music

Lazy like a Monday

“Truth Between the Lines” is a raw, emotional ballad exploring the collapse of a once-deep friendship under the weight of silence, unspoken truths, and personal battles. Set against memories of shared joy—Scotland trips, midnight drives—it traces a painful journey through betrayal, mental health struggles, and unresolved grief. With poetic lyrics and haunting honesty, the song captures the ache of connection lost and the hope that truth still lingers, waiting to be understood.
Whether you've lived through a friendship breakdown, felt unseen, or battled to be heard, this song speaks to the truths that live quietly between words—and between hearts.


Truth Between the Lines

Last Call For The Broken

"Where You Fell" by Lazy Radiographer – A Haunting Ballad of Grief, Suicide, and Unspoken Love

“Where You Fell” is a soul-shattering emotional ballad by Lazy Radiographer, exploring the quiet devastation of losing someone to suicide. With poetic lyrics and minimalist instrumentation, this raw, heartfelt song delves into the aftermath of grief, guilt, and the longing to have done more.

Told from the perspective of someone left behind, "Where You Fell" mourns the subtle signs missed and the invisible battles fought behind a smile. Set against a backdrop of gentle piano and mournful cello, it’s a tribute to those we couldn’t save and a whisper to the ones still holding on.

This track is for anyone grappling with loss, navigating mental health, or searching for a way to say what was left unsaid.

Themes:
Suicide Loss
Mental Health Awareness
Grief and Remembrance
Emotional Healing
Unspoken Love
Haunting Acoustic Ballads

Featuring:
Expressive male vocals
Piano and cello arrangement
Slow tempo (65 BPM)
Heartbreaking lyricism in A minor

Where you Fell

A soft piano opens, weaving delicate melodies that evoke vulnerability. Gradually, drums and soaring synths join, creating an uplifting anthem

I ve heard your dreams

“Stay Woke You Joke” by Lazy Radiographer is a fearless protest anthem for the modern era — a lyrical rebellion against hate, hypocrisy, and fear.
This track tears through fake patriotism and outdated pride, reclaiming woke as strength, empathy, and truth.
A spoken-word-meets-melody declaration for justice, inclusion, and unity — this is not just a song, it’s a movement.

Stay Woke, You Joke

Comedy songs and dark-humour originals from a working radiographer. Satire, protest, and indie experiments. 

I write comedy, satire, and straight-up originals about life in radiography, healthcare, and the wider mess. Expect protest anthems, awkward truth, and hooks that stick. If you like Bo Burnham, Weird Al, and indie left-turns, you’re in the right place.

Genres: Alternative, Indie, Singer-Songwriter, Comedy
satire, protest, indie, acoustic, alt-pop

Spotlight tracks:
	1.	“Where You Fell”
	2.	“Gone but Not Forgotten (Lost Souls)”
	3.	“Lazy Like a Monday”
	4.	“Pass the Light Around”
	5.	“All Are One (Defending Every Soul)”