“a war against alter egos. who wins?”

death to fallen suns.

after i avenged her, i realized vengeance was never enough.

fifth floor in a hotel room
i contemplate on my eventual doom
will i take back all the shit i had presumed?
but it’s no use, it’s through, the hate that i consumed
it’s lost in my anger, this place im no stranger, but the hate and my lividity just a remainder
of the love and the passion directed to you
but now when it’s gone what the fuck i’m to do?
solemn and vacant my mindset had taken 
a misplaced emotion that left my soul shaken
inside this labyrinth im walking and pacing
and fuck about love that i think about chasing
cuz all of those times my own heart was the object of ridicule 
inside a minute made minuscule 
missing your touch and the same with your smile
i could of got lost inside of your eyes

yet now you the one i despise
cuz i heard about all of those lies
i heard about all of those lies why the fuck would you lie
weren’t i the person you’d rather be by?
why i couldn’t be chosen, blocked you out my heart now those valves are eroding
once wrote you these poems but fuck that discussion 
in the end i feel like nothing
how does it feel making nothing to something
then putting that shit through destruction
it doesn’t feel good, i know we should talk but it doesn’t feel good, i cant take rejection it doesn’t feel-
but not giving me any closure it doesn’t make this shit any better
HOLON-
this hole in my chest can’t get any-

i fucked up, yeah i admit that
dare i imagine being beyond being loved and just being friends
dare i pretend that it wasnt my fault in the end

before i go most certainly before i cease
i’ll find my eternal-

518 (sammael)

“the clashing of twin egos…”

the parasites inside my mind are not fine
i haven’t been feeling alright
i haven’t been feeling alright
my bodys been numb i been feeling dumb eva since the day that i blew up the sun
the monsters the demons the angels they leave me
“fucking handle all the things you’ve become”
the hymns of the fallen have all become one
their breathing is lucid
they’re all breathing through me x2
i didnt do this nun of this shit cuz it’s fun
if you see mercy you betta not run 
any second any minute you’re done
deaded mercy when i stared at a gun
the barrel pointed at the lowest of scum

blacken hearts with conundrum 
what will happen when we murder the sun
i think the planet is muhfucking done
digging deeper brace ya self for the plunge
i had to let go my alternate ego
fuck ya hopes i was neva a hero

had to bounce back had to unlock my ego
coming back from something that he notes- 

“i do not care bout whats moral or righteous 
tear up the streets out of fear of a riot
skywatching brace my self for the horizon
third eye thats with me has been very blinded”

oh my god what is that fucking behind him
the evils of lucy surrounding my head
praying to god for the fuck niggas death
when i see him swear to god he get cleft

i aint got opps i see through all their egos
who gon catch all em bullets from peepholes
i am the type to annihilate each foe
hold on whats that running at yo muhfuckin WINDOW
pussy boy better get back
his soul is the thing that he cant get back x 2

“they compared my ego to the size of the sun! how do i get rid of it!?!”

ego death. (muerto)

“ALL OF THIS SCRUTINY MADE ME EVOLVE INTO SOMETHING MORE!”

i aint ever been basic
sights on my dreams muthafucka imma chase it
dxxm making statements neva eva eva changing
change whips anytime i do make a lane switch
fuck being famous i just want to get paid bitch
everything i say dont mean shit till i made it
fake shit the reason why you’ll getcha face caved in
mastered my craft give a fuck about patience
i need to blow now, gift ya fans right now, niggas steady sleeping wake the crowd up now
i dont need to be foul every slur is profound bitch
broski aint gang til you prove to me you can’t switch 
cant miss every track i do is damn hit
wig split cuz i lost mercy a while ago
post in dark in the woods of a wendigo
jack my flow, upped pole, air out yo damn soul
dxxm up in yo window
shaking ya doorknob
keep bitching lil nigga you know that we won’t stop
till dxxm been the set that is muhfucking on top
money and power the only objective
im spinning right back aint no point in correcting
they love how im stepping man im in this bitch flexing 
dxxm more than a set than a fucking collective
you come around here you best come protected

window (sammael)

BACK IN THIS BITCH LIKE ALWAYS
I BEEN MAKING MONEY MUTHAFUCKA IVE BEEN GETTING PAID
FUCK ABOUT A BITCH ONLY CARE WHAT MY WIFE SAY
CHANGE LANES ANYTIME I DO IS WHEN MY MOOD SWANGS
BRUCE WAYNE KICKING ALL THEY ASS LIKE IM LIU KANG
TWO THANGS SPINNING ROUND THE BLOCK JUST LIKE A BOOMERANG
LONG RANGE RIFLE ON MY HIP HANG BY A SHOESTRING
SPENT MOST OF MY LIFE GOING THROUGH PAIN

THOSE SAYIN “I AM NO GOD” KNOW I BITE BACK
I CAN SEE RIGHT THROUGH ALL FACADES I DO NOT LIKE RAP
NIGGAS TRYNA SELL CAP, BITCHES THINK THEY ALL THAT
BITCHES TRYNA SPREAD A LIE I SWEAR YOU’LL FEEL THAT CONTACT
RAP NIGGAS THINKING THEY SOME GS CUZ OF NUMBERS LIKE
I AINT BEEN, GRINDING ON THESE SHOWS JUST LIKE A MUHFUCKA
FUCK ALL THAT TALK NIGGA FUCK A DISCUSSION
RIGHT IN THE END ILL REDUCE YOU TO NOTHING
MY EGO HAS SUMMIT IT COULD NEVER SUBMIT
YOU TALKING THAT SHIT THAT I DID BITCH I DONE IT
YALL NIGGAS SPEAK RUBBISH ITS FUCKIN DISGUSTING
YALL THE MAIN REASON THE INDUSTRY’S FLOODED
WITH NIGGAS THAT SAY SHIT TO PUT THEM ABOVE IT
THEY DONT CARE ABOUT YOU NOT NEARLY AS I DO
IM THROWING UP CURSES AND CASTING SOME VOODOO
I MIGHT EVEN MASTER FORBIDDEN JIUJUTSU 
THIS BARK NOT A SHIH TZU THIS 38 HIT YOU
THIS ROCKET AN IRON I TOTE LIKE A MISSILE
SPLASH DAMAGE BOY ILL SWEAR TO GOD THAT I’LL HIT YOU
LIKE HOW IN THE FUCK COULD I MISS YOU
I THINK THAT I HAVE LOST ALL OF MY MERCY WAY MORE THAN A WHILE AGO
RIP THROUGH THE FLESH OF A WENDIGO
FUCK ALL YOU RAPPERS MY HATE NEVER PLUMMETS
MY EGOS THE SUN HAD TO RID MYSELF OF IT!

“the sun has fallen so the moon can rise 🌑”

always (sammael)

“the god of spite.”
“an outlet, nothing more.”
dxxmsquadclique.

death to fallen suns.

lazyabbadon.