got my mood like a pendulum
my brain infested with the thoughts of memories we never had
the voices in your head what have you said to them?
when I'm alone it's your warmth I imagine to keep me from going mad

the hands of the unknown rip away at my skin
still I'd endure the pain til all that remains is my skeleton
can't tell if these notions inside are all empty lies
but I can't deny the sight of you is music to my eyes

you're the reason my mind's a mess
you're the reason I have hope in humanity
you're the reason
you're the reason I only got five hours of sleep

live like you're dying is pounded into the drums of my ears
but the head rested on my pillow is filled with regrets and fears 
the sign to keep fighting and the sign to give up look awfully the same
the soundtrack of my everyday is a loop of your name



I build my hopes up just to watch you break them down
I'm in the sea of oblivion
watch me drown

you're the reason I don't know
you're the reason I'd feel warm lying in the snow
you're the reason
you're the reason I only got five hours of sleep 

Pendulum Pt. 1

Two friends who knew they were brought together for a purpose that more than likely involves creating a makeshift recording studio with car towels. 

We want to share love, hope, real emotion, and pretty sounds.
We need Jesus.

Lazy Jane