thank you so much for listening : ) all original content. Published on May 24th, 2021.

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Youtube: AberAsh12
Instagram: @Helloimalbee

Lyrics: 
And I wonder what happened
And why did this hurt me so much

My heart is healing
It’s definitely cracked in places
But I’m sewing
It back together everyday
And I’m bedazzling
It with jewels
And diamonds too
That you’d make fun of me for
Cause I’d rather craft than have sex with you
I’m working on it
It’s shining with some cheap glitter
But it’s soaking in
And it’s gonna be just like a star
And soon I’ll be all healed
And I won’t think of you
And I’ll fall in love
Again
I hope 
I know

Sewing

THANKS, FOLKS!!! All original content. Published June 19th, 2021. Watch the lyric video at: https://youtu.be/m4mc7EWRcfA 

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Lyrics:
October
Has to be my favorite month
It’s cool and spooky, filled with lots of fun
But under the costumes and jello shots
I’m so scared of growing up

The narrators of my life say
That she tried her best each and every day
But still she woke, feeling unsatisfied and
Wanting to live a life untouchable by hand

But it's only october
And she know that these feelings will brush over
And in time all the truth will be revealed to her
But tonight
Can you just pull her closer, pull her closer

It’s only october
20 years moving fast
Death is closer
Putting pressure on her back
Will he purpose to her
Or will he even call her back
October
Octobers so fast

And days go on, then days turn to months
Her screen time determines how much she feels loved
Trying to post things to prove that she’s enough
Trying to show the woman she’s become

Looking around, she’s happy with what she has
But can’t help but feel lonely, and a little jealous
Knowing that she did the best she can do, but still knowing
This song will always sound unfinished too

But it's only october
And she know these feelings will brush over
And in time all the truth will be revealed her
But tonight
Will you just pull her closer, pull me closer

It’s only october
21 years coming up
Death is closer
Who knows what she’ll become
Will she feel closure
Or will her dreams die off young
October
In October, I just wanna 

Run in the streets
Lay in the rain and play
Dance in circles all day, glue jewels to my face
And feel loved

Watch sunset and sunrise
Eat all I want to, especially cheesy fries
Look in the mirror and like what I see
Do all of these things and not just daydream 

But it's only october
And she know that these feelings will brush over
And in time all the truth will be revealed to her
But tonight
Can you just pull her closer, pull her closer

It’s only october
20 years moving fast
Death is closer
Putting pressure on her back
Will he purpose to her
Or will he even call her back
October
Octobers so fast

October

New track from Albee! <3 :) 

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Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCOBuADYIlPzFtwEmXaCRJ3Q 

Published July 30th, 2021.
Began writing Fall of 2018, finished writing Fall of 2020, Recorded December 2020. 

Lyrics:
You’re so cute
No wonder i fell in like instantly
I replay back those
Stolen memories
Of when you said my name
And put your hand on your chest
As for me
As for me
I was just a shaking mess

And I knew as the night begun
What we would grow to be wouldn’t be that fun
When reality got in the way
Our hopes said they we’ll deal with it another day

I knew i could love you
The first time we locked eyes
When you played and i danced all night
When you would just run through my mind (mind…)

When you said my name
And you took  my face
You pulled me close
I started to say (x2)

I know
I know it’s gonna be rough
And I know
That we don’t know what we’ll become
But in this moment
Play your guitar
Let us sing one more time
Cause i know
Right now in this moment
You are mine 

You’re so cool
23, working, with new tattoos 
Tryna find love
Even when you feel the world is against you
When you said my name
And said you’d try 
Against the odds   
Idk why, Idk why but I was frightened that time 

And knew as the months went on
That I was confused, but I didn’t know of what
When reality got in the way, our hopes said that we’ll deal with it another day
I know I met you
For a reason I can’t quite describe
When I left I had wet eyes
I hope you are alright 

When you said my name
And you took my face
Pulled me close
I wanted to say
I wished I could say…

I know
I know it’s gonna be rough
And I know
That we don’t know what we’ll become
But in this moment
Play your guitar
Let us sing one more time
Cause i know
Right now in this moment
You are mine

And i can’t, can’t
Go on with my life
Clinging to a human that’s not really mine
And no matter, no matter
How much time
And fun we have I still feel like I am lying
And I'm sorry, Im sorry
Tried to be honest the whole time 
But what if the love of your life is next in line
I know you feel I wasted your time, but know you were never a waste of mine.

And I know
It doesn’t always make sense
And I know
In the end we can’t always be friends
Stop yelling, I hate to see you cry
And I know it hurts, but you and I will be alright.

Mine

Released 03/26/20. All original content. Thank you for listening!! <3

Lyrics:
I know what you do now
You think I don't
I can just tell something is off
I can just tell that you are lost
And I can just tell that you are not who you were

but my little heart just wanted to hold on
My little heart said “no, no he's not gone”
My little heart said “one day you can love him again”

But it doesn’t know
It doesn’t know
It just wants to go back to the one who hurt it the most
At once you were it’s home (it doesn’t even know)
It warm and loved so (maybe I still don’t know)
But my heart doesn’t see (how was I supposed to know?)
The change my eyes hold(I really hope he doesn’t know)

And I know what you think now
Word gets around
Of all of the gossip and of the silence
Oh how I wish I could just hide it
Cause everytime I hear it, it makes my ears bleed

But my little heart just wants to heal fast
My little heart says “maybe there's a chance”
Everytime I see you my heart still skips a beat 

It doesn't know
It just knows when you hold in your grasp
It's so comfy
Even if it’s cut outside of me
It doesn’t know (it doesn’t even know)
That you like to juggle multiple (maybe I still don’t know)
That when hard times come (how was I supposed to know?)
 you would just flee and go back home (I really hope he doesn’t know)

But my little heart doesn't see what my head does
My little heart is just so regretless
My little heart just knows that it feels lonely

But my little heart is only an organ
And I can't let it be torn open again
No matter how many times it yells, cries and threatens to leave

So for now, I’ll just learn to love me.

"Little Heart"

Released 04/04/20. All original content.  This is an acoustic one take recording. I hope to spice it up later, but for now, enjoy!

Lyrics:
He leaves the house with liquor in his mouth
Drives around
Looking for someone to hear him out
Someone to tell him he's okay now

He goes to friends
and lists who he thinks would fuck him
hides the condoms when he sees them spot them
complains about her and how she's doesn’t say she loves him
Then goes and hooks up with one of her friends, knowing they’ll judge him

But his excuse is always the same
It was the weed,
His drugs,
Alcohol in the brain
And he didn’t feel the same
But when she took off her panties
Something must’ve changed

And now he walks around
Slow and in a slouch
And tries to hide
All the pain that he holds for life
Anything to get someone by his side

He drives real fast when friends are in the car
Breaks hard and says she was the needier one by far
Lies some more when all of it comes out
Cause his biggest fear is not having a replacement gal

His attempts are always the same
Be loud and silly, then call a girl pretty
And do anything tryna get laid
And maybe, maybe he’ll feel ok. 

He plays a good game(x2)
And he’s still playing (x2)

I have faith in my chest
That there's still good in his heart still
He’s just a mess and buying into the same cards still
Tries to makeout with another baby girl how
Ever when she doesn’t she’s the one he complains about 

His insecurities are still the same 
And he’ll still throw stupid parties when his mommas away
I've learned a few sessions of therapy
Means shit if he likes the life that he’s living.

Don’t wait, don’t wait for him to change (x3)
he doesn’t want to anyway
Don’t wait.

"don't wait for him to change"

Released 05/01/2020. All Original content. 

Lyrics:
There’s a ton of beautiful boys
And there’s a ton of successful men
There’s a ton of amazing humans
But I didn’t just pick one of them

So go pick another young girl
Or someone who's taken
Someone who is pretty
And can distract you from thinking of me

Cause I don't wanna be one of them
I don't wanna just be another one of them
And I don't wanna see all of them
Fall for you then hit the hard concrete

I don't wanna be one of them
I don’t wanna just be another name on the list
And I’m not gonna jump to the next thing
That is shiny and in front of me

I know I can fall in love
With any of these people living above
I know my worth and I see
All their beauty but that doesn’t mean 
that its meant for me

Go tell yourself some more
sad pity stories
Find someone who will listen to you talk 
And call you baby

Cause I don’t wanna be one of them
You were never just another pretty stranger to me 
And I'm not gonna be one of them cause 
You were never ever just a fling

I’m not gonna be one of them
I deserve the love I gave you given to me
And I’m not gonna be one of them
Cause the man who really loves me will only want me.

There’s a ton of, ton of, ton of,
Beautiful boys.
And there’s a ton of, ton of, ton of
Successful men.
But I’m not gonna, gonna, gonna
Wait around for one,
Who doesn’t pick me 
when I’ve only ever picked him. 

And that’s the fucking truth.

Albee2000

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