only bangers coming from lostboys no cap. watch out 2019

thank u for listening to my music.

lyrix:
i been feeling so lonely lately
and i
i been searching for somebody to save me there's
no place for me inside my mental
i been running from life
but cant keep up with the tempo
no place for me inside my mental
i been
running running
no place for me inside my mental
i been
running running

the seasons change
so change you and i
i feel your pain and i feel your strife
there's nothing left to stand between us now

i know i should know better
but i cant deny the fight inside my mind its 
tearing away at the seems
i cant hide it from you
hide it from you
hide it from me

hide it from me

(PROD. BY @prodlxve)

most of this song is aimed @ me.
i miss him.

lrix:

im so fucking happy
that youre fucking happy
but youre only happy
cause im not sad
i lie to you
tell you im not blue
just to see your smile
and make it true
im so fucking happy
that youre fucking happy
but youre only happy
cause im not sad
i lie to you
tell you im not blue
just to see your smile
and make it true

i dont wanna tell you how i think
i just wanna throw up in my sink
lets have some more to drink
pretend that you dont know im on the brink
of losing everything i hold dear
lets have another beer
lets hide away from everything we fear
i tell you as im talking in the mirror
im drinking all alone
staring at my phone
praying to a god ill never know
asking if youre coming home
i know you wont
and i think that hurts the most
im losing hope
i feel you going ghost(haha it me)


sorry bout the time i spent
sorry bout those rhymes i said 
i never meant it to reach you
had hopes to delete you and move on   
i guess that i did 
i really wanted you out of my head
guess ill just have to replace you with lead
i cant believe all this shit that i said
this shits too emo i should go to bed
i should really get some sleep
lately ive been feeling weak
havent talked in like a week
everything lately
been feeling so crazy
if you saw you would call me a mess 
bitch im depressed
i was hiding it in you
now youre gone i feel the gloom
now youre gone i feel the dark
i was terrified to part
i understand i was scared of myself
i understand you were bad for my health   
bitch i get all of that
please never call me back
when i get drunk and i dial your phone
send me a text in the morning that tells me to leave you alone
tell me that this is a warning
that im not done mourning
and ill tell you i swear that i am

im so fucking happy
that youre fucking happy
but youre only happy
cause im not sad
i lie to you
tell you im not blue
just to see your smile
and make it true
im so fucking happy
that youre fucking happy
but youre only happy
cause im not sad
i lie to you
tell you im not blue
just to see your smile
and make it true

happy ur happy

happy ur happy (p. lxve)

løøkin like its løstbøy seasøn.

@hateghosty
@losemygrip
@daddydandy

seasøn (ghøsty x LøseMyGrip x fløwars)

when i die tell my family i ran away to the butterfly farm lol

i made this song in less than an hour
prod. loopy

============

i think we've heard
all there is to say
i know youre not okay
but i push u anyway
im so sorry
i dont know my
own strength
sometimes

i convince myself that u dont love me
probably to make it easier for when u see
when u watch me
collapse and tear myself apart

i dont know
where to go
but youre not here
lets have a beer
and drink like kids
i feel like shit
ive ruined this
and so have u
so
maybe oh baby we run
wont stop till we've gone way far past the sun
happy and free once again
maybe i shouldnt pretend
i shouldnt pretend
but
its the only thing that keeps me grounded
when i dream its only you but im surrounded
all these demons u protect me im astounded
when i wake and u are gone well im reminded

i fucked it up
i should give up
u will be fine on ur own
drink till im drunk
never enough
i wont be fine on my own

do u guys wanna hear some loser try not to cry on the internet

prod. loopy
mixed by @kvnny

i told you id be a better me
im so sorry that i lied
my disguise
kept me tied up
im feeling tired of all this

something inside me
is running and hiding
and letting the rest of me run free
i guess we'll see
if it works out
but something has been telling me its over now
so let this be my final stand
close my eyes and hold my hand
god i know that ive done wrong
so let this be my final song

let me fade out in the background
i feel like ive been caged like a dog pound
i feel like im insane
when you not around
but
im prolly worse when youre here
made a mistake
and forgot it with a beer
write another song about
you scream and shout at someone
who just wants the best
god im depressed
where did i go so god damn wrong
i think ill be gone before too long
so maybe just maybe it wont ever matter
and maybe oh maybe
its not a disaster
maybe youll be okay
and one day i can say the same
or maybe we meet and heavens gates

i told you id be a better me
and maybe i didnt lie at all
its the fall
that i must take to
fade away from all this
all the shit i talk
i know i was wrong
but i cant take that back so
i hope that you understand
im no man
im a boy
im destroyed
ive been hiding from all of my problems
and you filled the void

"but for the love of god pls let me go"

prod by loopy

ive been feeling lost i
cant remember last night
i dont feel like the good guy
i guess maybe im the bad guy
never meant to be the villain
drink too much until its spilling
i tell myself that im fine
but i cant remember last night
im so stagnant repeating myself
all of this liquor is bad for my health
begging and begging i want you to stay
all of the while im getting more grey
im losing color my palettes a mess
everydays darker im fucking depressed
this life is boring and im fading fast
i guess that we crashed
i got what i asked
for
mi amore
это все новое для меня		-- this is all new to me
J'essaye de faire de mon mieux	-- im trying my best
туда и сюда			                -- back and forth
я думаю, что я сойду с ума		-- i think im going to lose my mind

speaking different languges
learn communication
its fucked up
all the shit i put you through
what you put me through
i dont really understand why i dont hate you
you dont hate me too
at least not that i know of
id throw up
im trying so hard not to grow up
oh man
feel like peter pan
but
now im just left with the trust and the pixie dust
guess that ill mix it up woah
my life is spinning
im sinning
my throats
been burning
im turning
the table
so now im unstable
wait fuck no i wanna go back
i cant relax
your voice echos inside of the silence
im feeling violent
no i cant escape
guess that im stuck in the bed that you made
then i made it worse i gave in to the hate
nothing i can do about it now
but im feeling like shit
so i guess ill write it down
guess that im the villain
not feeling my self
running all the time
and its not going well
no more
hit the floor
closed door
fuck my hearts torn
im a bore
bodys sore
guess ill never roar
never lion
dont know why im tryin
i think theres a chance that this beds the one ill die in
im so sorry
i dont know whats gotten into me
a ghost of who i used to be
theres nothing at my core

follow loopy

never meant to be the bad guy

shout out to @kvnny for flipping this for me, came out v fire

===========

i think we've heard
all there is to say
i know youre not okay
but i push u anyway
im so sorry
i dont know my
own strength
sometimes

i convince myself that u dont love me
probably to make it easier for when u see
when u watch me
collapse and tear myself apart

i dont know
where to go
but youre not here
lets have a beer
and drink like kids
i feel like shit
ive ruined this
and so have u
so
maybe oh baby we run
wont stop till we've gone way far past the sun
happy and free once again
maybe i shouldnt pretend
i shouldnt pretend
but
its the only thing that keeps me grounded
when i dream its only you but im surrounded
all these demons u protect me im astounded
when i wake and u are gone well im reminded

i fucked it up
i should give up
u will be fine on ur own
drink till im drunk
never enough
i wont be fine on my own

do u guys wanna hear some loser try not to cry on the internet (kenny flip)

unconditional. (p. lxve)

I got 1
I got 2
Maybe more tho
I’m so pretty 
With my necklace want more tho
Pandemic? we can chill and watch netflix
U can show up for the ride bitch

Meds been messing with thoughts lately
I get it, you don’t wanna mess with a mess like me 
I seen it, not too many souls give a fuck about me
I get it
You don’t wanna talk with a wreck like me

She said just stop
Don’t talk
Don’t talk to me
Did you get it?
Honestly, we’re done and ur dead to me

Custom tone on my phone was a waste of time
This time i’ll find someone who cares about my life

I’m high
So hi
What the fuck is up
Wonder if u got some time to talk 

Yeah roll up 
Finna pull up
Like a psycho
Solo singing solo dolo on the mic tho

pandemic! (prod. nevrfall)

❆Lyrics❆

Lately I’ve been broken
Bleeding heart ripped open
Seizing I don’t know 
I’m still pleading left below 

Hate me I can’t focus
(Hush)
Sinking in those ocean eyes
Don’t get left behind 
(Love is hard to find)

You put the weight on my heart 
You shift the blame at the start
She looks ashamed of my art
I think we look good apart

Ooh I can’t help it (oh I can’t)
I’m so damn selfish 
I don’t even want to break to soon
I can’t even take a day from you 

When I hear you call my name (when I hear you call my name)
I try my best not to go chase (Ooh I try my best)
When it’s time girl please be brave (When it’s time girl please be brave)
Do not let my love go to waste (do not let my love go to waste)

I don’t really have shit I need to talk about
Baby when you got time can you come around
I can’t stand another fight I want to help you out
(Yeah)

I won’t make another climb just to face a drought 
I can’t waste another dime not a large amount 

Her love can burn like an ember
My heart is cold like a glacier 
Baby you should watch your attitude 
All I know is I’m nothing but bad for you 

Ooh I can’t help it (oh I can’t)
 I’m so damn selfish 
I don’t even want to break to soon
I can’t even take a day from you 

When I hear you call my name (when I hear you call my name)
I try my best not to go chase (Ooh I try my best)
When it’s time girl please be brave (when it’s time girl please be brave)
Do not let my love go to waste (do not let my love go to waste)

Written and Engineered by elder Produced by Sighost

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