Hour 51

Artist: Entity
Composers: Entity, Christopher Joel Martin
Lyricist: Christopher Joel Martin

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I'm hiding behind the scars of my life
As I'm crying when I'm lying awake
I'm trying to tell myself I'm alright
But there's only so much shit I can take
I'm falling beneath the surface of hope
As I'm crawling when I'm searching for faith
I'm calling out now just to let you know
That I'm starting to think this is my fate

I'm living in a world of my own Hell
As I'm wishing for a Heaven instead

I'm burning by the void of all my truth
As I'm yearning for something to believe
I'm hanging so low on this mental noose
As the choke begins to silence my screams

I'm living in a world of my own Hell
As I'm wishing for a Heaven instead
I'm roped by my fears that I can't let out
And I want these monsters out of my head

I'm living in a world of my own Hell
As I'm wishing for a Heaven instead
I'm roped by my fears that I can't let out
And I want these monsters out of my head

I'm living in a world of my own Hell
As I'm wishing for a Heaven instead

I'm burning by the void of all my truth
As I'm yearning for something to believe
I'm hanging so low on this mental noose
As the choke begins to silence my screams

As choke begins to silence my screams

I'm living in a world of my own Hell
As I'm wishing for a Heaven instead
I'm roped by my fears that I can't let out
And I want these monsters out of my head

Emotional Baggage

My Own Hell

Wrote the lyrics myself, Vocals and band are AI.
I do legally own the writes to this song.

Summoning You

Stagnate
Resurrect the man made
Hypothetical sediment within my brain
Breathe life into this mundane
Moment
Corrupting my perspective
So I can find a little semblance
Peace in the mind
Reason to try

It can still rain even though the sun shines
It can still rain
It can still rain

I'm fine, but not okay
Every second takes away
Another chance, another day to be my enemy
I'm okay, but I'm not fine
Is this really by design
Can't catch my breath, sinking under these waves

All these shadows surrounding
The death of all my old ways
Try to pull me under, shackled to the sundering
Lessons of this God damned life
I don't even know why I feel this way
Feel this way
Deep down inside
I know I have to lay it down and let it die

Vibrant
Horizons bring alignment
To the undesired breaks in silent guidance
Ascending minds hold nothing
Empty
And always letting go
Me, myself, and I are who I want to know
Living the life
Walking the line

It can still rain even though the sun shines
It can still rain
It can still rain

I'm fine, but not okay
Every second takes away
Another chance, another day to be my enemy
I'm okay, but I'm not fine
Is this really by design
Can't catch my breath, sinking under these waves

All these shadows surrounding
The death of all my old ways
Try to pull me under, shackled to the sundering
Lessons of this God damned life
I don't even know why I feel this way
Feel this way
Deep down inside
I know I have to lay it down and let it die

I search for Zen in the blur
Sitting by myself on the edge of the world
Reflections on the wind pass by
Subtle glint in their eyes
Is there a message for me I can receive
My eyes are open but I can't believe
I don't know why, I don't know why
But the pattern's unbearable
I can feel the breath on my lips
Hear my heart beat when the earth shifts
I will stand on my own 'cause this life is my home
And if there's one thing I know
It's that I'll never break down again

Is there a message for me I can receive
My eyes are open but I can't believe
I don't know why, I don't know why
But the pattern's unbearable
I can feel the breath on my lips
Hear my heart beat when the earth shifts
I will stand on my own 'cause this life is my home
And if there's one thing I know
It's that I'll never break down again

Waves

Level adds intriguing elements to the rap/metal mix on its full-length debut. The band's sound is somewhat lighter than that of most bands to which it might be compared; when the bandmembers crank into overdrive, as on the choruses of the meticulously arranged "Living Inside of Me" and "This Decision," they've set the stage with moments of lower intensity that translate to maximum mileage-per-decibel at ear-bleeding levels. Tiny sonic elements sprinkled throughout the mix add sparkle to the sound -- some tiny synthesizer bleeps in "Down," nifty panning and filtering effects in the intro to "ATV" and the space between "Unstable" and "Shattered," and a complex overlay of tight, gated drums and milky, echo-drenched guitars and effects on the enigmatic instrumental "Subliminal." These details may persuade fans of the hardest hardcore music that Level lacks muscle; even more alarming, the acoustic version of "Shattered" borders on sensitivity. But the fact is that whether examined up close or experienced at maximum volume, Level deserves credit for opening the genre to a broader range of creativity.

Level (2003) - This Decision

I also go by LeafyTheAlien
I like to write music, occasionally make some beats, sharing them with other people maybe they will feel them too~ Maybe one day someone might want me to write them a song or maybe remake one of my own, that would be sick.
I am A Disabled song writer/creator, I Also have ASD as the name suggests. I make and like All sorts of music types.
https://suno.com/@leafythealien
Will be doing stuff with my own vocals in the future. For now Having Ai sing my feelings is very helpful.

Summoning You

LeafyTheAlien

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