joji - will he (cover)

25.... Was not an easy time
Please leave your past behind
Lighten your soul and mind .
17th of July
7pm we fell
In love at our first sight
From my very first time

Pulling you closer
Holding you tight
And from that first moment
I knew you'd be mine
be mine

All of the pulling and pushing
And quitting, that's life but I'll
Do it with you.
And all of the waiting and wasting
And taking dear time, well
I'll wait here for you
But my love... You've got to hold yourself high 
But my love... You've got to hold yourself high 


Mid night
Summer and red wine
Your fingers entwined with mine
Humming from time to time

As far away from sunlight
As heaven could bid that time
Your voice lost inside of mine
Losing feeling of time

Pulling you closer
Breathing you in
And after it's over
I'm lucky, you win

And all of the fear in my choosing you day after day, boy, I have no regrets.
There's something so honest and loving in waking with you, boy, I'll choose you again.
But my love, you've got to trust me this time

(Instrumental from: Lee Hi- "Only One",  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YcsRBS7SDuA )

We’ve had it all
That long, long love
Intense
Though that was only because
We have said all
That came to our minds
Until our love was painfully, unstably dissolute
(Painfully, unstably dissolute)

But I’ve somebody else now…

We’ve just begun
To find our own ways
Like astronauts
In the black wide solar space
Avoiding pain
Becoming undone
Until our love can reach the point beyond any pursuit
Instead of painful, unstable, dissolute

I’ve somebody else
I’m somebody else now
I’ve somebody else
Until our love can -


( Instumental from: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UGRdu8y4CSc )

Dissolute

Instrumental is "Happier Than Ever" by Billie Eilish

Three years gone
Woke with a muted song
Playing in my ears while I
Sleep without you

Summer spent
I've had it all up pent
Only the fairies knew
What happened with you

Sun rises, sets
Nowhere without your scent
No one prepared me
For the possibility of you leaving me
Three years gone
That's over fifteen songs
Scribbled all over on
Blue-black mascara wand
Was wasted on you

Oh oh
Was it all a dream?
Waking up
Without an alarm clock
Someone is breathing on my shoulder
It was all a dream, it was…

(Instrumental: "Happier Than Ever" Billie Eilish.
Cover art by me.)

Three Years Gone

(It's just that... tonight.....uh, I also felt something was a little off.)

Sorry to break your heart
But you knew it from the start
You're a work of art, you're a work of art, no
But we cannot last
You cannot be the last
Of my line of lovers
I've just rediscovered
That someone who stayed by my side
Someone who hugged my dog when she died
Someone who built a home for me
Someone who raised my brothers and
Comforted my mother and
Someone whose letters stack so full
They fall out my drawer and 
Someone I met at 18
Who still'd want me at 80
I'm sure

Sorry to break your heart
Sorry I called you sweetheart then
We quickly fell apart
Before we savored our sweet start
Sorry, you're not the one
Although you are so goddamn finespun
You're made for someone else
I hope she treats you well, just like
Someone who saw my dog died
Someone whose tongue is never tied
To say all of the hard truths, and swallow all my poison wine
Someone who taught me things
Like parallel parking, chemistry,
Loving and then forgiving

Sorry to break your heart
Sorry to call you sweetheart then
Sorry to break your heart
Sorry to call you sweetheart then
Sorry you're not the one

1, 2, 3 and 5
You really filled my heart, yes, to you I never lied
6, 7, 8, 9, 10
You try to hide your feeling, boy, I know how you pretend
You can keep my clothes
Hope they make you feel warm cause
Winter's coming soon and I've heard 
you've no one to hold 
You really touched my heart
I fucked up cause we started
Loving way too early
Though we were just friends
I loved your lessons.
You know how it was at home,
I was complaining to you that I was overcome with boredom
But you know there's more to love than just affection and presents
Sometimes it's suffering that ties the family together
So my bae became my ex
And then my bae again
And then my ex and bae again and now my bae's my ex (what??)
And then you became my someone, but you're not really my someone
(A friend? Or an ex...? Or...)
(Anyway, the point is... I shouldn't do that ever again.)

Instrumental: elijah who - we used to talk every night
Singing and lyrics and art: me

Sorry !

Hi, sometimes I write songs then sing them

Leah ❀

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