Gin tastes like texting you

It’s always a thought after a drink or two

I’ll inhale some smoke and type “will you come thru”

Sober me would shake her head



It tastes like nights we’d drink

Take shots over your sink

And slow dance to the light of your fridge



We’d get a little messy 

And talk about our feelings

But messy is all we know



I keep thinking 

Yes, no, yes, no

I can’t be a,lone, oh, no,

When I can’t see straight I still see your face 

Something I can’t seem to shake even in this state



I can’t be alone



Now I’m in a bathroom stall

Ignoring the last call

You’ve got such a hold over me



I won’t think about you for days

There’s cobwebs in this place

There’s no thinking just raw feelings



I keep thinking

Yes, no, yes, no

 I can’t be a,lone, oh, no

I can’t remember names but remember the days

That we ended these nights in the same place



I can’t be alone

Messy

Your hands haunt me like cobwebs
Stuck to my chest when I least expect
Enter an old room and feel them on me
Raising goosebumps and regrets
Faces floating like feathers
Falling freely in my memory
See the people who cared about me now
Into periphery
Cause I try to forget all the
Little things like when you
Cried while I left and made me coffee
I can't quite say what about your face
I remember
But the cobwebs encase me when I do
Oooh ooh, oooh ooh...
Words whispered in secret
Reading back old messages
The light warmed my fingertips until it fades
Into darkness
What I hold
Is scenes of you fighting me
Then hugging me tightly
What I know
It just wasn't meant to be
Lifetimes aren't little things
Keep them close
Till I can think of you again
Think of you, you, you, of you again...
Cause I try to forget all the
Little things like when you
Cried while I left and made me coffee
I can't quite say what about your face
I remember
But the cobwebs encase me when I do
Oooh ooh, oooh ooh...
Think of you, you, you, of you again...

Cobwebs

Jealousy's not a good look
It's  just misery, so you need to breathe
Records  we danced to without
Wearing jeans, and now the player's clean

[Pre-Chorus]
You and I were handmade delight
We  stayed sober at night
Now  we, touch like strangers
Wearing my skin thin

[Chorus]
I  don’t need no fast food
Frozen in a tray
So I don't think you'll see me
Driving through your place today
I  don’t need no fast food
Frozen in a tray
So I don't think you'll see me
Driving through your place today
Fast food, ooh

[Verse 2]
Down and out, silent on your
Beer-stained couch, because the truth is loud
Nostalgia drums, words on the tip
Of my tongue, but now my mouth is numb

[pre Chorus 2]
You and I are reckless with spite
Kings and queens 'til we fight
Still we scream for hours
Wearing patience thin

[Chorus]
I don’t need no fast food
Frozen in a tray
So I don't think you'll see me
Driving through your place today
I don’t need no fast food
Frozen in a tray
So I don't think you'll see me
Driving through your place today
Fast food, ooh

[Bridge]
Jealousy, player’s clean
Fast food
Jealousy, I don’t think you trust me
Jealousy, players clean
Jealousy
Fast food
Player’s clean
Jealousy, jealousy
Fast food
Jealousy, misery, player’s clean
Player’s clean

[Chorus]
I don’t need no fast food
Frozen in a tray
So I don't think you'll see me
Driving through your place today
I don’t need no fast food
Frozen in a tray
So I don't think you'll see me
Driving through your place today

I don’t need no fast food
Frozen in a tray
So I don't think you'll see me
Driving through your place today
Fast food, ooh

Fast Food

I haven't felt in months

I get so trapped inside my head

You say you can't read my mind

But we had nothing left unsaid



We're most awake in the times

The sleepy stillness of sleepless nights

That's when we felt most alive

Cause in that moment we were alright 



I spin, I'm dizzy, I fall down into the leaves

I get upset because you said you'd catch me

Now we're asleep but its the kind where I don't dream

The way you love me, is it silent or a scream?

And then it hits me, I stay falling when you leave

I get upset because I know you get me

I stay asleep because you're with me in my dreams

The way you love me, is it silent or a scream?



I tried too hard to create

A perfect world for us to live in

I can't stand the heartbreak

I can't stand if the world keeps breaking



Good days don't happen anymore

I either slam, or break, or pass the door

Every voice I hear starts to sound like yours 

But the words ain't enough

So what's it all for?



I spin, I'm dizzy, I fall down into the leaves

I get upset because you said you'd catch me

Now we're asleep but its the kind where I don't dream

The way you love me, is it silent or a scream?

And then it hits me, I stay falling when you leave

I get upset because I know you get me

I stay asleep because you're with me in my dreams

The way you love me, is it silent or a scream?

Dizzy

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